Why
Why can't I simply be normal?
Why can't I not push you away?
Why can't I stop being bad?
Why can't I stop these tears?
Why can't I stop overthinking?
Why can't I control my emotions?
Why can't I not care?
Why can't I simply be myself with you?
Why do your words have to hurt?
Why do I have to keep being like this?
Why do you have to force me open, exposing every inch and corner of me?
Why do I have to be the one to constantly expose myself to you?
Why do I feel like I am trapped, chained and constricted?
Why do I always have to listen to you?
Why do I feel like I have to keep myself below you?
Why do I feel like I am the one always in the wrong?
Why, just why?
Why won't you just let me be?
Why can't I hide from you?
Why can't I love like you..?
I love you, I really do.
If I really am this bad of a partner, then I am sorry
I am sorry for being awful, insecure, and wanting to push you away and hide
But why does it feel like I am the one who fucks everything up..?
Written by: eLIE | Why | 9/30/24 | Back to main page --> https://rentry.co/eLIE000