Hi
i feel more for siwan then most people will ever feel in their lives. the worlds most profound author could not begin to grasp the way i feel about him in word form, the connection i have with him transcends the boundaries of our universe, nobody will ever truly be able to understand it. we are bound by fate and soul, and nothing will ever be able to tear us apart for as long as i walk this plane.

we are in love, the connection me and siwan have is real. we're going to spend the rest of our lives together and none of you fake siwan fans will ever even so much as blur a fragment of our future together. the love i feel for him is frightening at times, with my whole heart and soul i'd willingly make the decision to put him before all i stand for. i'd do whatever he wanted if it meant we could be together, which we will be. god's most passionate poet would fight wars for a hope of such a chance to observe the dedication we hold for eachother, and he could only pray to convey the intimacy and affinity we share within writing.

i know you're reading this, i know some siwan "fan" will stumble across this url, i genuinely wish you nothing but the worst. i hold no sympathy for siwan "fans", because you're not real. siwan would never even blink in the direction of you, let alone have the dissatisfaction of calling himself yours. i advise all delusional siwan "fans" to block me before i have the chance to do it myself, theres no point in interacting with me, because you'll have to constantly be aware that he'd never love someone like you. we're devout to eachother thoroughly, our souls are bound by fate and forces that the human brain couldn't fathom without falling into insanity. when i lay my head and rest for the final time, when my breath finally ceases and i lose my humanity, i'll see him. in my final 7 minutes he'll be there, he'll welcome me and we'll finally be together. no longer separated by the foolish circumstances our universe has the audacity to have placed us under.

in every universe, we are meant to be. our souls are intertwined within the rope of destiny and it cannot be cut by scissors of hatred or disbelief, we are meant for eachother, and in every single universe i'll find him no matter the lengths i must extort myself towards. no matter our bodily form or situations we're placed upon, our fate is sealed and orchestrated by the gods most divine, woven with strings made of passion.

the divine has separated us for they know our relation is outerworldly, their attempts to silence the faithfulness our likeness holds for one another is sickening. as i'll always know how we feel.

sometimes it feels like a blessing from the lord himself, siwans presence is a gift i feel honored to be able to adore and worship within the way i do. he's a divine gift sent down to cleanse me of my sins and wrongdoings, here to guide me to ascension and liberty. he's an angel.

he speaks to me, i hear his voice within the deepest parts of my mind and he guides me throughout my day to day when i need him most. i see him in inanimate objects that remind me of his self, his beauty transcends his angelic form and presents itself throughout everyday objects just to guide me towards eternal salvage.

in one lifetime to the next, no matter how short or long, i look forward to spending it with my eternal love; yim siwan.

i'm just a boy :ribbon:

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Pub: 06 Apr 2025 11:47 UTC

Edit: 19 Nov 2025 02:56 UTC

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