spreading awareness about mave\pedal, aka the flower_system\iridescent_system
i'd like to start by saying that i don't condone harrassment and i don't want anyone going after the people mentioned in this rentry, for your own safety aswell. this document is to spread awareness about this person and what they did.
note that i'll be switching mave's names a few times (mave\taco\pedal\sisu) as the story progresses, so that it becomes more understandable to figure out who they are. my memory is also really really foggy recalling the order of the events, or the more in depth details, so i'm probably gonna missremember some things.
TW: mentions of suicide and NSFW topics i met mave back in 2021 on the 18+ server through another friend, when i was still 16 (this will be important later) while they were claiming they were 19 (they were actually 15). we started talking basically everyday, and we would roleplay silly stuff that sometimes ended with being suggestive. since i was still new to the internet and online interactions i didn't think it was that big of a deal since i thought it was okay.
they then introduced me to their closest friend, who claimed they were 15-16 (i have recently discovered that that is not the case, and that they were ACTUALLY 11-12 when i met them, and they are 15 now) and we made a party where we could all chat and hang out in. we grew to be really close, and would do discord calls everyday at almost every hour, i even pulled allnighters to stay up and talk with them.
then mave started to often come to me and vent about personal\mental issues without my consent, which i was not mentally prepared to handle as i was still a kid and was not in the best mental space aswell, and even when i DID consent it was because i was scared that they would do something stupid if i didn't hear them out, or try to resolve their issue.
sometimes they would stop talking to me entirely if i didn't pay enough attention to them, which made me worried sick as they were one of my closest friends at the time. this started to make my mental health decline, and it didn't help how i was conditioned to think that venting to friends without consent was an ok thing to do. it isn't.
one day, at 1 in the morning, mave started whispering me that they wanted to kill themselves , and that i had to stop them or they would do it in that very moment, i started to panic and cry as i had NO idea how to handle the situation without making it worse, as they gave me little room to help them.
the only things i managed to say were "please don't do it" and "please no", so i seeked help from my adult friends which handled the situation for me. i am still so grateful for their help, i don't know what would've happened if they weren't there. the day after mave acted like nothing had happened, which made me kind of upset but relieved.
mave and their 15 (11) year old friend would also often roleplay swadmare NSFW at party island, while i was still in the party and could see the chats clearly. it made me so uncomfortable one time that i left the party, as they were moaning and fucking each other, and they came running straight to me and started apologizing. no matter how much you try to say it was a joke it does not excuse this.
mave and their friend would also send pictures of the chats to me on discord because they thought it was "funny", and ended up deleting them immediately after i saw them so i had no chance to save the pics. despite me telling them i was uncomfortable with the erping, they did not stop.
i also didn't think of taking screenshots because i didn't think it was that big of a deal as i was yet again conditioned into thinking it was supposed to be funny and a joke, and before you say anything, i just didn't think my closest friends were doing anything wrong. they also knew that at the time i had a nightmare coping link\kin, which made it so much more uncomfortable for me, and i didn't have the courage to tell them as i struggle with confrontations.
mave also did other things and since i have permission to speak of these events i'll keep my friend's name out of this for respect to both them and their family. one day, one of my friends told me that their grandma had just died, it had happened half an hour before they told me and they were still in shock and trying to process what had just happened.
they were saying this in party chat, and mave was there. they only said "i'm so sorry to hear that" and then started making it all about themselves, saying how their skins suck and that they're not good. this obviously upset both me and my friend, so we moved to whispers and started talking about how disrespectful mave was being.
you don't just start talking about yourself after your friend tells you they just went through something awful, no matter how close they are to you. this was mave's style at the time.
at the same time i was part of a friendgroup that had mave and a bunch of their friends in it, including this person that went by cross. i was also part of ANOTHER friendgroup, which had my 2 adult friends in it, and when i got so uncomfortable by the erping i told them about it, and they told me it was not ok. they then started calling mave a pedophile .
by the end of it i had gotten so scared about my wellbeing around mave that it started to affect how i played pony town and socialized with people, everytime mave was around i would start having anxiety attacks, fearing that they would threaten their own life again. so my adult friends advised me to block mave and get away from them entirely, as mave was at this point dangerous to be around.
it felt like removing a huge boulder off of my shoulders. when i blocked them, cross came straight to me and tried to pressure me into unblocking mave and APOLOGIZE for making them panic, which made ME panic, so i seeked help from my adult friends yet again as the situation was escalating, also because i was a KID and i had no idea what to do.
cross wanted to know my reason for blocking mave, so i told them what had happened, and this was the whole conversation. the reason im showing these screenshots is to show cross' complete disregard for my feelings and how they sided with mave EVEN going as far as to say that it was the minor's fault.
also some proof that the message relayed to me by cross was indeed sent by mave.
since they decided to completely change their account after i made the rentry public, here's what their account looks like now.
and how inappropriate they were around minors. yes, i can see how the minor is being inappropriate, they're a KID and it is your job as the SUPPOSED adult to shut that down and not engage with it. which is the opposite of what mave did. they encouraged it.
the person censored in hot pink is the 11 year old they were roleplaying swadmare NSFW with, by the way.
after these events i blocked mave, and tried my best to recover and move on. mave also started going by taco\knox after that. i discovered a few years later that mave had lied about their age, and they were NOT 19 when all of this happened, they were 15, and i did not find out until 2023.
apparently being accused of being a pedo did not convince them to admit they were lying about their age, and it also did not deter them from erping with others. though i have no idea how old the person in these screenshots is, the reason i'm showing them is to showcase how inappropriate and obsessed with erping they were even back then. i also don't know if they started using their actual age by then or not.
this year (specifically the 25th of october 2023) their friend told me that someone was playing on mave's account, and that they wanted to talk to me. so i unblock them thinking that, since it's not mave, it wasn't gonna be as bad. the only thing they had to say was "how do you feel knowning that your accusations ruined someone's life" which had me baffled, since i was not the one that spread around the accusations, i told them that and they only said "i know".
the interaction lasted for about an hour of just silence, my intention with the whole interaction was to block them immediately afterwards, but ended up with them friending me on pony town instead. they introduced themselves as pedal.
the next day pedal tells me that they were an irl friend of mave, and that they had killed themselves a year ago. pedal was apparently playing on mave's pt account because theirs got banned. they also told me that mave had told them "if something happens to me i want you to have my cat" and followed it up with "so i have their cat now".
unfortunately i forgot to take screenshots of the conversation, as i was confused and baffled about the information, and by the time i realized the messages were already gone, as we talked more after the mention of mave's death. thankfully i was not the only person they told this to, and they were more than glad to share the screenshots.
thank you for confirming that you indeed lied about your age mave. also, it's pretty hard to tell someone's age through online interaction only, i already struggle telling ages in real life and you expect me to be able to tell through texting?
i belived you when you said you were 19 because i trusted you, and you broke that trust by lying again and again. to be honest, i should've known since you acted so immature for your age, and if you didn't do anything wrong this rentry wouldn't exist in the first place.
they tried adding me on discord which took some effort, as we were having issues with sending the friend request. the moment the request went through was the moment i realized that something was very off, it was mave's old discord account, which i had blocked 2 years prior.
i was about to tell them about it, but i chose not to as i wanted to see if they would mention anything, which they didn't. so i let them be as i didn't feel like it was a good idea to just tell them "so you're faking being dead now huh". mind you i would NOT have unblocked them if i knew they were mave, which honestly makes me belive their reason for lying about being dead was because they wanted to start over and be my friend again.
and yes, i am 100% sure they are lying about mave killing himself and being someone else playing on his account, no ifs or buts. i have screenshotted proof of it but i can't share it since it's mave's/pedal's face and i don't want to just dox them. there is no questions about it, it is the same person.
after this they did NOT mention anything about mave at all in the months that i had them unblocked, not even once. i then caught them exposing their lie a few times.
first it was pedal mentioning how they got their only cat from a shelter 4 years ago while they told ME they got it from mave, secondly them going BACK to a residential treatment center, the same one which mave went to aswell back in 2022 for a bit, third them being a system which mave believed they were at the time, the chances of 2 people having the same disorder, being friends irl, playing the same game and having a similar to almost identical style is impossible.
after a while my adult friend, the same adult friend that helped me back in 2021, suggested that it was not a good idea to keep interacting with them, so i blocked them again and here we are now.
some other things pedal has done
their killer fictive saying the n-word while being bodily white, and at the same time having a whole carrd calling out someone for using the n-word while being white. hypocrite. the color of your skin in headspace does NOT matter. also not taking system accountability and making someone else speak to their killer about it. taking accountability means YOU have to deal with it, it is YOUR responsibility not someone else's.
for the people that can't understand the last picture, it's a screenshot from a carrd pedal made on someone for saying the n-word while being white, while they themselves have said the n-word while being white. making them a hypocrite.
and roleplayed NSFW with a minor. again. a bit of context. pedal confused someone else for their ex partner which brought them to start talking about them, and thought they were lying about their age while being 11, which is not the case, and it has been cleared up. i don't care if it's a 2 year age gap, unless both are consenting adults and NOT just one adult. as the responsible adult in the situation you should never engage with it nor encourage it , no matter how much they try or push it onto you. they're kids.
they also humped a kid just because they said "refrain from attacking me.". what is wrong with you, you freak. you're an adult yet you act like a child. grow up. i'm only 2 years older than you and i wouldn't even THINK of doing this to a kid, i can't even imagine what makes you think this is okay.
theres this too. uncle w
your uncle has a right to be concerned and angry mave. as an adult you should NEVER and i mean NEVER EVER make sex jokes with or towards minors. it is NOT normal to joke about these things with them when you're an ADULT, no matter how much you try to excuse it in your head to make you feel ok about it. it is not only morally wrong but also possibly illegal, especially when you're sending\exposing said minors to PORN. for anyone that doesn't understand what i mean, mave has admitted to roleplaying NSFW with minors while being 18. yuck.
and this. all you need to know is that the person theyre talking to is a minor.
for the people that might think that this rentry was completely unnecessary EVEN after reading all of the proof, the whole reason i'm calling mave\pedal out is so that they can experience consequences for their wrongdoings, since they never have.
the whole point is for them to realize that what they're doing is wrong and to possibly learn from it, and to also warn others about this individual so that they can't hurt anyone else. IF they refuse to change, which they've shown they haven't, then that's not my problem.
by the way, mave. don't go around saying i didn't give you a chance to explain when i left you unblocked for about 3 months both on pony town and on discord, you had plenty of time to explain yet you didn't.
and if you're referring about the past, i felt like blocking you was the only way without escalating the situation since i had a whole friend group to lose because of it, and i was also scared you were going to threaten your life over it. thank god i did you were taking a toll on my mental health.
updates
i am finally able to show some very important pieces of information, which i will share here with their explanations. mave has also deleted their discord account, so i will add their old and new one down here too.
going back to october 2023, when mave's friend came up to me and told me someone else was playing on mave's account, it turned out that MAVE had pressured their friend into telling me that so that i would unblock them. their reason for lying about being dead? to be my friend again. what kind of deranged plan is that, did you think i would never find out?
i also finally have pictures of them saying the n-word. reminder that they're as pale as a ghost. i do not CARE if it was their killer "fictive", headspace color does NOT give you the right to say the n-word when you're bodily white.
mave talking inappropriately with/around minors, yet again for the 100th time. mave, you've been told by this person that they're 15 multiple times but you just cover your ears and refuse to listen. a 15 year old does NOT need to know that you bought sex toys, keep that to yourself.
note how, in the second picture below, they call themselves both mave AND sisu. they have also said it THEMSELVES that the story of mave being dead and them being someone else is a lie, calling it a "cover story".
and the final testimony on the events. apparently mave at some point lied about being 21 years old too, which i do not remember (mainly because i probably didn't know them at the time, and mave has also said it THEMSELVES that they did it twice.)
this rentry was made by
me and only me, nugget :3
since mave's friends keep harrassing the wrong people, their ex nor their friends DID NOT write this rentry. i did, i gathered all the information, I made sure to censor the details that would lead to people finding out where they live since they went around telling THEIR OWN FRIENDS the name of the psych ward they were going to, albeit some of it was a bit too late.
some of it i still cannot censor as it is important to prove that both mave (at the beginning of 2022) and their made up new identity (at the end of 2023) talked about going to the same psych ward. Their ex only gave me the proof i needed to validate MY experience i've had with mave, since i had not taken screenshots of the messages of them claiming that mave had killed himself.
i also was not aware of them still erping\being inappropriate with minors which was confirmed by themselves and by multiple people that know them, nor was i aware of them saying the n-word while being bodily white which was AGAIN confirmed by multiple people accompanied by proof. it was my decision to make this on my own, because i knew the consequences. i have fact checked all of the proof, it perfectly matches with what mave has told me about themselves over the years, the one that i could not confirm to be legit i did not use.
speaking of proof, i am baffled as to how everyone belives them when they have not provided any sort of proof whatsoever. the only thing they provided was their diploma, which is useless and incriminates them even more as it proves they are indeed 18 YEARS OLD.