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Hi welcome to my blog thing I guesss?? I doubt anyone is even readingthis but hi to the lost souls! this rentry is gonne be super long because i really enjoy talking about ANYTHING i have many thoughts but too little friends that want to actually listen to what i'm saying! no shame to them I love them I guess I am kinda exhausting sometimes slash not a vent i Just really like talking!
Hi! I'm Oskar i used to go by 50 different names but its literally all for awsthetic purposes lewl please dont call me anything ither than Oskar it's my real name last time someone called me ney i got weirded out. I'm 19 (2006) born on april 17 ! Im cisgender (i prommy Im cool Caus i got blocked on twitte r for being cisgender) and gay i use he/him pronouns dont use any ither probouns on me or im gonna get big mad lol. I'm polish and partly russian but literally no one cares lol?? i just say im polish and im really patriotic also. I can spwak fluent polish and english, broken German and littlebits of russian/belarusian and portuegse.
Ok so im like really crazy about my interests so bear with me. my main interest as of right now is HISTORY! I used to be really into football since 2014 but heartbreakingly I started loosing interest in it this year. I used to play in a football club for years but lost motivation ughghh some people still know me as the neymar guy and im gonna keep that title but guys me and neymar are divorced. Anyways! I'm hyperfixated on the second world war. especially the book kamienie na szaniec. (AND OTHER ALEKSANDER KAMINSKI BOOKS) i'm THE kamienie na szaniec fan and maciej aleksy dawidowski is my husband. I like literally do not care what people think about this cause I can't just erase my feelings for him guys.. Alek self shipper since 2019! but more about that on my alek rentries. you should read them. or don't..? theyre kinda CRINGE. But whatever. Yes! Ww2! like the warsaw uprising! Much love. I also really love ww2 films! like napola/before the fall, the shield and the sword, come and see, kamienie na szaniec, akcja pod arsenalem, inglourious basterds, (youll probably see me in hans landa and dieter hellstrom cosplays on pony town im not a nazi i just like the characetrs)and Uh I forgot. I will update this later once I Remember. Ok so. Hi other films slash series i really like are Hilda furacao oh my god its trending again!! I watched it a year ago and i want to rewatch it but I'm lowkey higkey too lazy. i also like shameless yes. I also like hetalia if anyone cares..
I'm also rlly hyperfixated on Outlast uts like my favorite game of all time. Outlast Whistleblower to be exact. I want to rewatch Joe bartolozzi (the best streamer and youtuber of all time he is generational!) play it but does anyone else have that feeling when you REALLY love something but you can't even look at things related to it? What is that feeling called? I feel like that with outlast and kamienie na szaniec. Now that I think baout it i really wanna know. Ok! other games i like are slime rancher i really like slime rancher i think i wasted minimum 30 hours of my life watching slime rancher. I like all horror games omg I love three scary games I love those low budget ones so much. fears to fathom is also really awesome! I also had a weird hyperfixation on that short called the man with no mouth or whatever it was called i dont want to check cause ist 02:22 as im typing this and I'm gonna get scared.....um its about that timothy boy that doesnt know how to do math and he lets in some random naked creature with no mouth inside his house to help him wiyh his math problems. I hope atleast 1 person knows what im talking about..
My other interests are boring so like Don't even read this. I like modeling. Like. The models. My favorites are Adriana lima loli bahia meghan roche dasha taran (do you know what kind of man I am? slash reference) jordan barrett elias de poot uhhh guys wait my hand hurts. This is so #boring. Does archie cranch count as a model? well he is one I guess. Taylor hill.. Irina shayk.. Francisco Lachowski... he is litwrally polish by the way. Lol. And does Vasiliy stepanov count? I mean he modeled kinda?? in magazines...Whatever thats MY HUSBAND second husband of all time and I love him so much. i also self ship with him. NON SHARING. as if anyone even wanted to ship themselves with these niche men. m ore about My Love on my vasiliy rentries. Much love to Vasily.
You know what? I wish i had more friends! so please guys hit me up! on discord! at bfney! just be atleast 16+ .. okay? well this is a great chance to talk more about me. Have you noticed that i Overshare a lot? and i talk a lot. if you want a friend that talks a lot here i am. But i really hate getting ignored like oh my god I thik I have problems. Thats like the worst thing you can possibly do to me.. Dont use this against me!!! But like. Pls dont ignore me. I hate it! But this is kind of why I made this blog in the first place. my friends sometimes just don't reply to my rants. i get they can be busy but please! its been hours grave day 17:18! can someone PLEASE reply to me?
Hm. Another thing is im really blunt and confrontational. If you piss me off i will make it very clear! And also if you have a problem with me please Just talk to me about it. I dont understand why people prefer to be childish and start drama and spread gossip. Thats literally annoying for everyone. If im with a group of people that I dont know very well im probably gonna afk slash be offtab and not talk very often. I also hide and block freely because uhh? This is my phone? Youre not gonna annoy me on MY device... but Yes if im with people I get along with Im really talkative and energetic i would say.. I think im pretty nice overall. I do get irritated easily. But other than that Im a sweet person honestly in my opinion not gonna lie!
If youre here from pony town.. if you SOMEHOW wandered all the way over here.. HI!! please come say hi to me!! we can Cuddle + Hide with eachother if you like. I think thats very cute. Im offtab most of the time but you can whisper me!! or you dont even have to ask to scoot over to me! And you can friend me. So we can Cuddle + Hide more often. I will come up to you first if you like. Oh. Also. I think I get comfortable with people rather quickly. Yes! i am very fun. be my friend pls. Im sorry if im dry at first You probably make me nervous.
Also, you can almost always find me at upper docks. im literally always sitting at docks. If im not at docks im either offline or running around with my friends (you may also see me at the library and the hetalia orcountryhumans areas
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25th of December, 2025 — 20:18
guys Merry Christmas. i'm so tired its cheistmas (?) break but i literally can't even relax I'm nervous about EVERYTHING THIS IS SO STUPID. I waste every single day doing literally nothing at all. and im deadass failing the first semester but literally who gives a fuck. #lowcortisol. I was supposed to work on my vasiliy rentries but i literally have rentry block. Like Oh my god. I tried to make a rentry like 5 times already and they all look like shit somehow? I just gotta give up and wait it out. Whatever. I have so kany rentries to edit because I just realized how UGLY they are. Atlwast im spending time with my friends. My 2 friends lol! Maybe more because friends of my friend on pony town Tolerate me I guess. I'm not even really complaining. i think i'm just bad at maintaining friendships maybe I dunno or maybe I just havent met anyone cool enough for me Lewl.
Also. I'm liek so fucking happy im not talking to my situationship anymore. My friend decided i should get a boyfriend instead of being single and lonely so i Gave him a chance and bro. okay so first of all. we met cause he saw me in the hallway at school and textsd my classmate who he happened to be friends with asking about my name and facebook and literally followed me on every social media I own. I didnt even fb cause i didnt know who he was so MY CLASSMATE had to come up to me in class telling me i should accept his friend req on facebook. So i did. we started talking and honestly i didnt like him from the start. like hes handsome (?) and tall sadly not taller than me but hes like 185 cm apparently. but Oh my GOD! he texted me every day all day and it was all just Hey wyd? How are you feeling? every fuxking hour and he literally did not care about my interests. hes so performative if only you guys saw his tiktok reposts oh my gosh. he is literally insufferable and he asked me out after like 5 days so i obviously said Uh hey its too soon maybe we should wait. He suggested we go out and drink and he said i can take my friend with him so.. we drank with him and he I SAEAR took advantage of the fact i was drunk because he decided its a great opportunity to hold me and hold my hand and play with my hair like its nothing THAT bad but I wouldnt let him do that if i was sober? I was like OUT OF MY MIND DRUNK and he suggested we go get another vodka like thats kinda weird?? right?? and he kept saying how pretty i am and shit and when we went home HE ASKED ME OUT AGAIN i said hey we literally know eachother for 2 weeks can we please take it slow? and he agreed and then like a few days later we had an argument because he asked Hey do you not wanna talk with me anymore? so i was honest and said no im sorry i dont see us being together and i dont wanna waste your time so he literally crashed out and was like Seeiously?? so why did you lead me on??? why did you want my hoodie then?? (Boy you offered a ralph lauren hoodie so I thought Ye sure you can give it to me on december third so i can be trendy.-.) Why did you act like something couldve happened between us in the first week?? well ##### MAYBE because we were just starting to get to know eachother?? is that not what a talking stage is? my god. people these days. worst part is he told literally all his friends about me and i told my family about him (as a friend ofcourse) so this is kinda embarassing. and we go to the same school. whatever. now hes talking to some new girl boy whoever i dont even care so like ?? he moved on after like a week of us not talking after saying he could wait up to 2 months for me like wtf thats creepy. Okay i really wanted to get that out of my system.
I'm probably gonna add more here later. I kinda havent eaten anything solid for the past week or so because of ....? I dunno honestly I dont think its stress or maybe it is stress im stressing about a group project i Have to do before winter break I'm literally in a group with two idiots whatever. I'll live i guess? I hope so atleast??? guys wish me luck thats literally what ive been stressing about for the past month. but im trying to keep my mind off of it so im not gonna go into detail about it or school overall because school stresses menout so bad i wantt o DIe my attendance is the lowest in the class but life is too short to be spending wvery day of it at school with som idiots. Im gonna go play Pony town now or watch youtube cause i got a headache from arguing with some kids earlier this day on pt over satire fruit ponies I MADE whatever bro actually no BRO THESE KIDS started bossing everyone around (it was only 4 peopel at first so my fg and then like 5 more randoms joined out of nowehere) and calling it a cult and people thought we were representing the lgbt cause we were colorful and fruity and they satryed covering and hitting us LIKE WHAT bro can you guys grow up?? whatever no this raises my cortisol i have to go watch joe bartolozzi.
26th of December, 2025 — 01:14
Hai i finally ate something! my mom has been nagging me and asking me to eat all day I think and i fear she and my siseter might think my ed is back. Guys i swear im fine! i havent been eating anything other than sweets for like atleast the last 5 days though. anyways. Why do i have to argue every week with my home girl about how handsome Vasiliy is? Like she keeps saying hes ugly meanwhile her boyfriend looks like an actual rat no exaggeration. I wish everyone Thought like her honestly. I wish i was Vasilys Only Fan. I thhought he was objectively beautoful but i guess not?
Anyways. Im gonna edit my directory probably cause ist literally so ugly What the fuck lol?? But i also dont care kinda so im just gonna link all my rentries in arial font with a vasiliy gif above. Thats my go-to. Oh shit i just realized i also have a yume list that i have not updated in ages?? its also super cringe uhghh .My god
By the way i'm lowkey excited for new years like i dont even know why but oh mey god its 2026 already like time passed by so quick?? 2025 was great. Stressful but great. New school. I met nice people. Anyways.. Fuck i forgot what i was gonna say. hhhggh I keep forgetting what I was gonan write omg! oh right!! I made two new atabooks because I like hoarding things. i already have an atabook and its called football but im no longer that into football and it doesnt fit into my github profiles aestgetic. It has almost 40 messages though Imm kinda sad. im a sad girll (BOY) im a bad girl. the new ones r called propaganda and army. Yay.?
Ireally like hoarding usernames tags whatever. my pixel petz accounts are officer and dogtags. speaking of pixel petz i liyerally only have this installed because of my ex. And oh my god. Speaking of my ex! Shes such a fuxking joke like i genuinely can no longer take her seriously and i dont know how i even dated her because .. my god..? Basically i asked her to give me my animal jam items back and in return i would give her pixel pets back and you know what she fucking did? She deleted her wntire account. Like actualky what the fuxk?? it wasnt even that deep?? Im so mad rentry deleted all blacklksts because her blacklist was ACTUALLYcrazy. like 1,5k people saw it and then it got deleted. Baiscally in short she said slurs she cant reclaim yadda yadda contributed to someone attempting suicide ,doxxed like 10 people ?threatened to blavkmail me over ACTUALLY nothing leaked someones nudes (and my email + face+ voice msgs hello) and sent nudes to a minor + other sexually charged messages faked schizophrenia (???) ptsd and bpd ,made nazi jokes ,planned to poison her classmate or hit her or both,and like overall manipulated and gaslighted her partners. she was the devil seriously but me and my friends made her quit pony town and discord i guess? Fffuuck yes wwhat a win sorry not sorry iacelin yeah i was gonna remake the blacklist in google docs but im honestly too lazy and i dont give a fuck shes not that relevant
Also! my obsession with Kamienie na szaniec is starting to peak again! like the book is just so beautiful and heartbreaking ughh I cried a couple of times reading it especially when Alek died like thats so fucking sad and then you see polish nazis like what the hell bro did you pay attention in history class? Okay im not gonna dwell on this cause it pisses me off but yheha.
Its 01:39 I should prob go to sleep soson. I woke up at 13 slash 1 pm today. I was highkey dissapointed in myself because why Do i just waste the entire fucking day sleeping ughhhhh like Thats 10 hours of sleep Boi thats enough .... Yeah okay im gonna stop. Ill update this tomorrow/later today. Good night /airstrike dwellers
26th of December, 2025 — 14:34
Hi everyone! i actually went to sleep at 4 something in the morning last night. I also got up at 12 today. I had cake for breakfast ughhggh... Im currently watching joe bartolozzi play minecraft. I dont know what to do today. Anyways! Im like really cold right now. thank god i got this really cozy blanket on cheistmas along with 400 pln. Im planning on going to the mall soon with my sister. Maybe in a few days...
I spent last night thinking about my ocs. Felix in particular. Felix is a fan favorite. Maybe im gonna write about my ocs here later but I kinda don't feel like it right now.. I might hop on pony town to collect gifts. Im teying to get 22k is that stupid? Im at 12k right now. I got 10k last year so Maybe I have a chance at getting 10k this year aswell. If i lock in that is. Im also listening to insane clown posse. My favorite song is cureently The night of the axe i think its really catchy. I have music playing like 24/7 while I do.. whatever. I really like music but I feel like nothing is hitting anymore! I think i have to experiment with my music taste. although i already listen to everything.. Hm. My favorite thing in the world is listening to music during a long car ride. Havent been on one in a long while. I miss summer car rides to mcd to get strawberry iced coffee. Also car rides late at night. Very lovely
I'm also kind of upset at my friend. Her boyfriend treats her so horribly like texted his ex while he was in an relationship with her and is extremely controlling and straight up lies about everything and is really rude and she still hasnt left him and then comes to me ranting about what he did again. She was over at his house and was checking something on his pc and saw some girls nudes in his files. Brah. she broke up with him and like 3 days later got back with him. I told her to not vent to me anymore if shes not gonna listen to me and like literally everyone else. Whateeever, its her life afterall.
26th of December, 2025 — 16:34
Fianlly had a proper-ish meal. Yayi guess! Im thinking of cleaning my room because Im really bored and I want to do something today. Maybe ill try making a new skin on pony town later. And i'll edit a few of my rentries that Ive been putting off on updating.
26th of December, 2025 — 17:15
Hi! I finished cleaning my room so im kinda proud of myself. I literally love washing things, like.. you know clean tok? yep thats me. i AM cleantok. i just love using an unreasonable amount of cleaning products. Its so fun! But i hate cleaning as in picking stuff up et cetera. Unless Im deunk. For some reason every time im drunk I have the urge to clean things. Its really weird but a good thing i guess? Last time This happened i somehow broke a glass in my hands. It just exploded. I dont remember how that happened but i had glass shards in my hands. Anyways. Im gonna edit my Pages and try to make a new pony soon.... Ughh I want to try out a new style but im too incompetent. I just lost all my abilities to make pretty ponies. Also the song Nothing Without You by mars argo is stuck in my head. Its nice
27th of December, 2025 — 02:18
Hello guys. Im still awake. This day went by so fast im really dissapointed. i spent some time with my #awesome friends on Horse town arguing with kids and what not. J was gonna drink today but Im too tired honeslty. And all my friends are asleep. J have no one to tslk to or be entertained by. I think ill just drink tomorrow.. Well anyways Im getting really sleepy so ill try going tk sleep in a little bit. Oskar signinv off good night sleep well.
27th of December, 2025 — 16:37
good evening. Woke up at at 1 pm I suprisingly have nothing else to say
28th of December, 2025 — 15:07
Good eeeeveeeening everyone!!!!! im having a good day today. i drank yesterday which is why i didnt really weite anything new, but i woke up at 8 something am today which is WOW!!! Im super happy about it tbh. I also had a healthy breakfast. is this progress guys?? but anyway. my head HURTS so bad.... I just drank some water I hope it helps. i literally love freezing cold tap water its like one of the best drinks oat imo I feel bad for the people in countries where tap water isnt safe to drink.
I should edit my yume list today, its super old and i dont self ship with most of them anymore. my current yumes r alek vasiliy and eddie, maybe dieter but I kinda dont love him as much anymore... I think having 100 million yumes is weird because like i get having a lot of love in your heart but I think those might just be your favorite characters.. Don't hit me for saying that tho
28th of December, 2025 — 20:20
AHHH I accidentally refreshed the page. So im rewriting this hiii good eveNINGGGG! guess who finished his yume rentry! I DID! finally!! its low effort but its okay for now, i didnt feel like decorating it much. its at /christophwaltz but im gonna be changing urls soon because I DONT EVEN SELF SHIP WITH CHRISTOPH anymore. anyways! im gonna start adding images here because whats a blog without photos?

yes. i made vasiliy in pony town yay! im probably gonna change a few things Later but I dont feel like it right now. I finally locked in and got to 13k gifts tho. Im at 13400 now if i remember correctly
29th of December, 2025 — 02:27
Guys i literally love everyone on pony town it's so xute when people follow me on github and i check their bio or whatver and it says something like if I follow you i find you cool like AWW? I do the same thing tho if I follow you back which i rarely do I think youre aawwseome. Also i love getting crowned by people like ?? THATS SO SWEET THANK YOU I will remmeber that for weeks Okay? Okay. I dont like when i compliment someone and theyre not super nice to me tho that's a bummer to my energy I try to be as !!!!kind and !!!!! as i can because isn't that fun?? Of course i keep that to an extent Because i dont like when people I dont feel comfortable with are like overly hyper. To each their own tho. But yea for na rxample it really irks me when someone i dont know tries to insult me as a joke like I dont get offended but its just unfunny I dont even know hw to reply.. I will be trying tk sleep now goodnight /airstrike!

29th of December, 2025 — 21:00
Hieverypone im alive. I just dont have anything to write about today because all my friends are busy or whatever.. but i can link my pronouns page and pronouns.cc cause i lowkey forgot about them.. prns page <- this is really old and cringe so ill be updating it today (hopefully, if I have the energy.) prns.cc 1 & 2. might also update those two if I REALLY feel likw it. Anyways my head hurts bye for now might write more later idrk