(Yes this is about Alek from "Kamienie na szaniec", NOT the actor, but the real Maciej Aleksy Dawidowski)
30.03.1943 𓉳

Warsaw burned brighter that night.
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I already have 2 rentries about Alek but who cares, I still have this rentry + /MaciejAleksyDawidowski + /Dawidowski to decorate. I can never get enough of him so let me rant about my love here :-) While you're at it, read /Diversion, /Maciej and /Kamienienaszaniec!
20.03.2019 — Together in death ྀ 𑁤
This is so cringe and I'm such a sap but okay. I can see why people wouldn't understand me when it comes to my relationship with Alek, but I promise you, it is nothing malicious/disrespectful. I am not romanticizing the war in any way. I know he's not alive anymore, and I know he was dating Basia, trust me—I love Basia aswell, I have no hate towards her! Who am I to get jealous of her?
I find comfort in him unlike anyone else I have ever dated, with all due respect I am his boyfriend and he is mine. I don't think there is any bigger fan of him than me. Well I am sure there is none. I am his biggest fan. And his husband. We love eachother, thanks.
I don't think I can put my love for him into words, I believe we were meant to be together and are soulmates but hey, call me delusional, I don't really care.
I love & will continue loving him through everything he thought was a flaw. He is perfect in my eyes, and he is the dearest person to me. I love him more than anything and anyone else. I don't know how I would have survived without him. Well, trick question, I wouldn't have because he is my only motivation in life. My life has never been better after finding him. He is my hero.
23.07.1943 ᨳ᭬
"And I realize that I need you much more in moments of sadness than in joy. You can enjoy with anyone, but grieve only with the chosen ones."
January 17, 1943, Warsaw
"I'm writing because I'm worried about you. Are you all right? Because I don't think Warsaw has ever experienced a roundup like today. I myself was unlucky today because I was caught, and lucky because I managed to jump out of the car and escape. I'm surprised no one wanted to jump with me; it's so easy. A moment of fear and it's over. I only regret those instructions, which I threw away prematurely. Write back quickly, because I'm dying of anxiety about you.
Forever yours,
Alek"
Naprawdę nie myślałem że mógłbym pokochać kogoś tak bardzo jak ciebie~ Dla mnie jesteś i zawsze będziesz idealny, jesteś najpiękniejszym chłopakiem którego kiedykolwiek widziałem. Nigdy mi się nie znudzisz, po tylu latach nadal jesteś i będziesz dla mnie ważny. Napewno się nie spodziewałeś że 80 lat po twojej śmierci jakiś dziwoląg będzie szalał na twoim punkcie.. Ale ważne że jesteś (razem z Zośką i Rudym) w mojej, i wielu innych ludzi, pamięci. Nie mogę się doczekać dnia kiedy w końcu pojadę do Warszawy zobaczyć twój grób. To jest jedyna rzecz która trzyma mnie aktualnie przy duchu. C.C.B.B.M — całuję, całuję, bardzo, bardzo mocno.
"My little, beautiful boy.
Your memories of rain, storms, etc.
didn't make me think at all that you were weak, blurry, etc. (...) only strong beings can afford to find beauty in nature
and observe it."
Happily Married, Foolish Husband & Responsible Wife (Husband), Odd Couple, Anger Born of Worry, I Will Wait for you, Red String of Fate