for her
if youre reading this, youve probably opened the ring box and ive told you something.
hi. im not truly sure what to write (or type) here but i did want to give you a letter. this was written before everything so i may repeat things in here. i dont know what i'll be saying but i know sure as hell ive told you. well i suppose first things first, im sorry. i may have already said it face to face but im really sorry. the past 2 years have been the best years of my life, if not the greatest. you have given the most wonderful experiences ive stored deep inside my memory to cherish forever. but as some sayings go, not everything lasts forever. and i know i promised i would stay with you forever... but alas, some things just run its course. i cant say i didnt love you wholeheartedly from the beginning, i did, however i think ive gone through some bullshit that changed me for the worse. im pretty sure you'll be there to help me but i genuinely think i'll just drag both of us down, i dont want that. i think thats selfish of me... i dont know, i cant really tell things like that. i still love you, just not in that romantic way anymore. not in my "i want to have a condo with you and cuddle with you and have pets with you and marry you" kind of way anymore. im sorry. i cant help but say that. its weird i gave you another ring when im leaving you huh... well, just think of it as a ring that means i left a piece of me with you. anyways, this is getting long. im sure reading all this hurts more than not.
thank you for everything youve done, given, and loved for me. i was the happiest i could have been, and nothing will ever top that. thank you.
i wish you all the best, in life and in your future. i love you. mahal na mahal kita, alexa.
sincerly, miel
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