yuuki soleil ... our
hearts

... burst
into ........
joyful ...........
bloom .................

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dear yuuki,
we've been friends for a bit over a year now! our first dms were on 4/14/24, but we did talk a lot for a week or so before that. i'll make sure to remember this date... you get me so well, it feels like you're reading my mind sometimes. and sometimes, i feel like i'm reading yours. but if i had the option to read your mind, i wouldn't, because i don't need to. usually i feel the need to know every single thing about someone at all times (which i am working on...), but with you i have complete trust in you. i think i could tell you about 99.9% of everything, heh... 99.9% because i have to have some element of mystery to me still!

i have always dreamed of the day i had someone who just Gets Me. someone who actually finishes my sentences like in movies. someone who, no matter the distance, will always be here. that day has come, 4/14/24. we are suuki hivemind for a reason... our humors match so well, we share so many opinions and beliefs, and when we disagree it's never much of a problem. you support me and comfort me so much, i hope i've done a good job at providing you the same. our friendship surpasses lifetimes and universes.

our friendship is so strong, i hope you feel as secure as i do too. i hope you never fear that i hate you, or that i might cut you off for whatever reason. i hope everyday treats you well and is even better than the last. i hope you find more people who cherish you the way i do (though i doubt they could even come close...). i hope this, because you deserve to be cherished by many and treated way better than you could ever imagine. there's more i can say, but i'll update this later...

affirmations ...................
here i'll write comforting words you can look back on when you're struggling... i'm not good at words but i know you like it, so i'll try for you.

  • you're loved! i (and many others) love you. you have many good qualities that i could spend all day talking about them, i might even have to dedicate a section of this rentry to that. but that's besides the point, i'd love you even if you had nothing to offer. i feel that my love and appreciation for you is truly unconditional, and i know others who feel the same way as i do.
  • i hope you never forget your worth, because you deserve so much more than this world has offered you. i hope you remember that what you want is yours for the taking, no matter how unrealistic it may seem or feel. i want you to be successful and i want to be there to see you succeed.

aliases ...................
i have a handful of names and nicknames for you so... i'll put them here! i don't want you to forget them...

  1. "poomf" of course! you are my pookie oomf of all time... and the only one i'll ever call this, because we invented it of course! well, i think maybe just you might've invented it, but i don't mind taking some credit...
  2. yaribi — roughly translates to "jewel of life". i just realized i never broke down the names for you... yari means jewel, and bi means life!
  3. amacoaiba — "heavenly sea". ama means sea, and coaiba means heavenly! it can also be shortened to amacoai if you'd like, it has very similar meaning.
  4. anani — "water flower". ana means flower, and ni means water.

you can use these freely and however you please! i chose these meanings not only because they remind me of you, but i also feel like they represent your essence and that you'd like them.

uscore ...................
characters!! some of them for deep reasons, others just for vibes.
poketaki, eunhae, ivantill (maybe), qiao ling & cheng xiaoshi, vincharles, frieren x himmel, wirbel x ehre, sea fairy cookie x moonlight cookie,

asosciations
i associate you with... seals, the ocean, winter, luck (& four leaf clovers), blues and greens, rpgmakers, ivan, and more. that's just what's off the top of my head...

i also wanna keep track of our matching rentries here!!!

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Pub: 13 Jan 2024 05:26 UTC

Edit: 09 Dec 2025 05:46 UTC

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