you'll never read this, its not like u can LMAO and i dont expect anyone to read this either so im just gonna say somethign to you,,
ur death honestly changed the way my brain works. i never knew loss like that, but i've also never known love like that. having u as my uncle saved me so much, i wish i could've saved you. u protected me from so much, u loved me so much, u supported me thru everything i'd ever experience. i love you so much, i hate that i've spent more time missing you than i have WITH you, but i found people to support me through it. i found people that love me, i found people who support me, ive found MY people and i couldnt have done that without you. you'd love my friends, you'd love joking with max and ali, you'd love my brothers to death, you'd love fisp and michael's passionate love for homestuck cuz theyre nerds just like u, you'd love the way i laugh with vex. i will never let go of the things youve given me, the things youve taught me. you protected me a lot as a kid when my parents didnt and i wish i wouldve told you that before u died. thank you for loving me, i feel your love for me everyday thru whatever fuckass spirit you have, and i cant wait to see u again man. u would love the person diana's growing to be. i hope im fulfilling ur wishes, julio. i love u and miss u more than anything.
i love u forever and always julio, i hope im making u proud
10.10.19