hiiii.... lovemail rant dump about my cutest bff, yueyue on dis rentry cus theres nothing to really put it in anyways.. this is all platonic.. please dont misundertand this even tho the things ill say will somewhat come off as 'romantic' but i really cant help it to feel this way towards yueyue.
im only writing this about him just because i think he is reallyrelly really really special to me. ok :( nothing else. i also went through some people's rentries about their friends too and i immediately thought of making one, only dedicated to him too. i already had one but it included other people.. so i wanted to make an only special rentry just for yueyue.
introduction:
we met on roblox, march the 20th 2023 where i FIRST approached you. not you that approached me. but me. ok? i thought ur kdj cosplay was really cool whilst i was wearing a wwx cosplay and u also noticed it!!!!! i was so happy to think anyone woukd have noticed my wwx since the mdzs fandom wasnt rlly popular back then....i think... but then we kinda talked for a bit idk proprably not much tho but we added eachother on discord after a chat ^^ our chats were dry but it was oke, we shared so many similar interests like lookismm..orv.. 19 days.. more if rogot. i was a unfunny person back then ngl im so sorry u had to handle a person like me ;( we didnt talk much after few months later since we both had our own lifes i wish we did though. crying emoji crying emoji why doesnt rentry allows emojis omg pmo ugh. i was so hyperfixated on you know who it was acc so crazy i am never forgetting all the opportunities i lost :(((((((((im so sad bye, because i wished we talked more and experience loads of crazy stuff togather. but its OK!!!! im happy that we are closer than ever now. but i didnt ever expect for our friendship to hold longer than most of my other ones since we didnt talk a lawt before... it is really unexpected but im really glad you sticked with me till the end of many years.
details:
gege is really the cutest person ive ever met..NOT JOKING!! beauty is always subjective but i think my yue yue is the cutest. do you get the reference from togachako..? ok .illl stpp. what to list. i will describe everything i like about yueyue but im afraid i will cringe even though i already am from writting all this. yueyue's straightfowardness really amazes me; i love how gege always takes the initiative and is honest about his feelings, he also can handle my feelings and attitude really well! anyone is lucky to have him as a father figure or a love interest. to be honest i could never be like ge because i lie about things a lawt..anwyays.. it makes me really happy that you want to do things with me or just have the time to text me whatsover.. it doesnt really matter!! generally, i lobe when we spend time together! also, did you know my love language is quality time? spending time with yueyue is like a reward for living! i always get excited when he asks me to play and i wait for gege's texts constantly because he always reply sometimes really late :(( i like fast replies more often but yueyue is an expection to me. atleast ithink. i hope he doesnt act like this towards anybody else because id get really really really super super duper duper jealous if he does, i always get petty towards him if he starts acting so casually towards others like he always does with me. idk maybe he is that fucking gay. but i also get pissed at him! A LOT OF TIME!!! i have this secret burning flaming hatred against gege and i dont know what it is but i dont think it is anything bad. maybe it is apart of me that wishes he is a lonely fucking weirdo who would only relies on me or is just that he rarely pays attention to me no more because of this weird thought of mine always thinking he have other side hoes with him even though he showed me 100 proofs of that he didnt have any. and i get really upset when gege doesnt text me a lot in a week. i really wish he is the only child, i wish he was. i wish he was a stupid black cat who would always come to me whenever i'd like and i wish he was less busier than ever. im only saying whats on my mind okay? i feel really selfish and and stingy for saying all this but i dont care! he lets me say whatever i want anyways so he have no reason to argue with me! this is what i want for christmas okay! AND so eventually santa will end up making my wish come true whether he likes or not! i am getting second embarrassment from syaing all this bye. i think this is enough of saying about yueyue. but i also think i added less postitive things about gege this time. i will try to add more whenever i start liking him even more.
pairings that summaries us (romantic/platonic): ivanmizi /p, hyuluka, iwaoi, sunaosa, bingqiu, mizuena, tabieta, liangyi, bachisagi,
zhao lusi + ding yuxi, bailu + aoruipeng, quanlan, togachako, xinbai, wenzhou, rugela, avenpaz, yoshikaru, chaeya, doksoo, ayathoma