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moreflowers petya's lovemail <3 moreflowers

hi this is embarrassing but i have a lot of emotions

here's my carrd, i love it so much, please look at it <3

01 whoi /p

02.06.20

literally where would i be without you. i cannot express how lucky i am to know you. every time we talk i feel so much better, happier, safer. you're the only person i would tell anything, no matter what it was. i trust you with so much, and i'm so happy that you trust me the same. i can't imagine living without you, whoi. you're hilarious, you're kind and giving, you're intelligent and just a joy to be around. i'm so proud of how far you've come, and i'm so excited to see how you will grow and change with time. i love you so much; i'm sure you know that, i tell you every night. i hope we get to meet in person one day, that possibility keeps me going some days <3 you're honestly my favorite person ever, and every moment we have together is such a delight. who knew our humble beginnings would lead to such a lovely relationship. i am often at a loss for words with how talented you are, how kind and understanding. you're amazing in a flawed way, and i hope you understand that when you mess up, you can always come back. you can always do your best to fix things because you always do. i love you so much.


02 avidity /p

~ 09.04.21

there isn't anything i can say that won't be severely cringe so,, you guys are my closest friend, i literally cannot imagine living here without having met you guys. it's so easy to be honest and not have to pretend around y'all. it's crazy how similar and different we are at the same time, i don't know how that happened, but GEE WHIZ MISTER, i'm glad it did. i've met so many amazing people through you guys!! literally all of my other friends, actually. thank you so much for being your silly selves, i love you <3


03 danners /p

~ 09.08.21

hey :3 i want to open this by saying you're like the coolest person i know,, i love your silly art and your silly stories and your silly expressions. you're so fun to be around, i'm literally so lucky to know you!! i mean this in the most loving way possible, i love hearing about your cringe interests and all those facts you have stored up there in your head. i loved singing with you in choir, and i love sitting with you at lunch <3 stay poggers


04 speep /p

~2021

i'm looking at you with wide eyes right now. you have so much knowledge. you're one of the kindest people i've ever met, it genuinely catches me by surprise sometimes how much you consider other people's feelings, i think it's one of your best qualities :] i love how on-the-same-page we are for bits and for annoying the shit out of avidity, how willing you are to make the bit work and land properly. and your character creation and story telling skills are so sick, i love hearing about all those ideas you got cooking in your head!! thank you so much for being my friend


05 ahyoka /p

~ 04.18.22

god, i actually don't know where to start. you guys are so silly and goofy <3 it's so cool to have someone that i share so many interests with, it honestly makes my day to see you guys getting into things that i like or recommending me things i haven't seen yet! maintaining online friendships has always been really difficult for me honestly, but you guys make it really simple, and i appreciate that. thank you so much for being epic !!


06 grsnack /p

~2022

HEY YOU. MISTER. i know i make fun of you a lot but i love hanging out with you. you are an anomoly and should honestly be locked up but thats why we love you! i'm genuinely really proud of you with your efforts in school and in trying to take better care of yourself. i haven't known you for all that long but i'm so hyped to keep knowing you and be your friend!!


07 cyaneus's cove

05.16.23

this server is my baby <3 i made it in collaboration with avidity and GAH!! words cannot express how happy it makes me. i love doing all the maintenence and planning events and people management! this server is much better curated than bug's, and i'm very happy for that. the people here are so cool too! i love all of you guys /p keep being awesome and keeping this community afloat thank you, 007, cherie, willem, link,, yall are literally so lovely


08 bug's server

04.18.22

oh my god where do i start. this server means a lot to me. the first day i joined, i was added as a mod looks at avidity, and immediately had to make an impression on everyone there. i met so many wonderful people there. even with all the drama and stress this server has caused me, i'm so glad i'm still here. i'll be honest, i almost left multiple times. there has been a lot, but i'm really happy i stayed. i cannot express how much this server has been a crutch for me (literally, during that first month i was there), helping me through a lot. i also gained a lot of useful skills there, which. that's fun. thank you bug for making this server, and thank you everyone for making it such an amazing space to be apart of. i want to specifically thank ahyoka, clove, and ghost for making so many lovely memories with me. R I P to this server btdubs, but it still holds a special place in my heart


09 mcyt community

~ 11.14.20

i know it's fucking problematic or smth but i honestly do not see it that way. i've met the nicest people ever through this community and i've found so much of my identity and self here. i was going through a lot once the dsmp started gaining popularity and as silly as it was, it made things easier for me. now, i don't give a shit about dsmp anymore but i still love a lot of the creators in it and think it was an amazing fandom. i will frame dsmp on a wall and look at it every once and a while, but i can't imagine i will ever touch it again. it's funny, because i've been in the mcyt community technically since the first youtube video i ever watched. it started with dantdm and stampy and popularmmos (yikes) and squid, and it blossomed into a lifelong love for minecraft and the people who play it. nowadays it's mogswamp, waxfraud, philza, technoblade, etc but i will always appreciate my roots and the youtubers who gave me space to learn to love this game and this community.


10 brice /fam /p

2018

now, you will never see this. and none of my friends know who you are. but i want you to know that you've changed my life. my early internet days were full of wattpad and commaful. i wanted to be a writer more than anything, and i wrote daily. and i noticed you did too. it was odd, because i was much younger and didn't know much about what you were going through. and so much has changed in my life that i could never sum it up quick enough for you. just, thank you, for being so kind to me. i still think about you.

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Pub: 26 Dec 2022 06:00 UTC
Edit: 29 Oct 2023 04:23 UTC
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