italicised: i like! ; bold: i love!
ROBLOX, CARINAE TIMELINES, PLAYERS OF ROBLOXIA, REDTAPESARG
RODONALD'S NIGHT WATCH, NULLSCAPE, DREAMSPHERE/FROZEN SOUL,
FLOOD ESCAPE (2)
other that i may or may not be larping
ZATO, PHIGHTING, BAD THINGS, DEPTH SPLEUNKING, ROBLOX ARGS, MYHOUSE.WAD, HOUSE OF LEAVES, GEMINI HOME ENTERTAINMENT, LOCAL58, DUNGEON MESHI, WITCH HAT ATELIER, COOKIE RUN, DOORS, BLOCKTALES, DRAGON ADVENTURES, KNIGHTS OF GUINEVERE, STICKFIGURES (HD, AVM, APOC DAY, CFBT, MO4) HERMITCRAFT, LIFE SERIES, ALIEN STAGE, OMORI, ALL SAINTS STREET, RAINWORLD, ULTRAKILL, REVERSE: 1999, WARRIOR CATS, CUTE GIRL555, MURDER DRONES, IRON LUNG, STILL WAKES THE DEEP, NINE SOLS, DREDGE, THE BEGINNER'S GUIDE, SONIC THE HEDGEHOG FRANCHISE, PROJECT MOON GAMES (LOB CORP, LOR, LIMBUS COMPANY), PERSONA
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general and other things ...
✶ "how can i make this about my ocs" tshirt sign hat merch everything
✶ kappi likes the stuff about human behaviour and many things abstract. these can be seen reflected in his works
✶ i may not be good at them sometimes but i enjoy puzzles! or watching people solve them... ARGs always a delight
✶ also really like the ocean and space and cats and seals and especially fat birds and deep sea animals
✶ big on birds. specific favourite is the kōkako, endemic to New Zealand
✶ lovecraftian/cosmic horror hurah
✶ ... iron lung, soma, still wakes the deep, subnautica, pressure, gemini home entertainment, local58 ... etc etc... ❤
✶ love hate evil relationship with biology
✶ orange red are so cool
✶ i like avocados on toast
✶ i like glass beach / of montreal / JHARIAH / the scary jokes / alohaha / magdalena bay / glass animals / the caretaker / MALICE MIZER / FLAVOR FOLEY / NASTYONA / cymbals / mili / sheena ringo/ ippo.tsk / iyowa
✶ did you know i can lick my elbow? thought that was interesting fact
mx kappi rambleton here on how i think about the creations i have made, even if they are quite new and recent and unpolished.
this is a reminder to myself, and a message to you
from what i said somewhere hidden, though you need not to read,
"I forget that CTL is a work made for specifically me to understand the world , but from a Speculative Fiction portrayal. i keep returning to worrying about its audience reception to the point it makes me sick."
"I’m accepting that my work will not be for everybody despite having terrible rejection anxiety. It’s full of ironic cliches. I like to play into
(worn-out) tropes. I also hope to make it some-what nuanced in my own way (and own understanding)"
"CTL persists so I at least have something to work towards to in my life"
"Sometimes these things need relearning. It’s really hard"
"I continue post it for people who want to get to know me and my work and could maybe relate. So I can vicariously live through my characters since I was never raised in a way that allowed me to develop anything or whatever"
"maybe I thought a community that I feel like I belonged in would be nice. Explicit Fandom-spaces are way too much for me now"
"I don’t know. I’m not someone who knows how to live my life to the fullest. I can only hope people somehow see me and/or themselves in the things I create".
On that note:
Thank you so much for being here with me. I appreciate your presence, even if it is temporary.