go back


i could only stare at my screen blankly as i felt my entire world crumbling to pieces infront of my eyes and everything ive ever done prove to be worth nothing in return.


you've done enough for me now anyways. i wont take revenge on you. i wont talk about your behavior. even if you will. i knew the things i did wouldn't be enough anyways


even if i look angry or keep talking about how awful you are theres still something in my gut knowing i still feel some form of affection for you and thats not going to die out even if your affection for me will.


got so desperate i panic texted my abuser saying im sorry and i just want comfort. he came over. he had to stop me from taking my life himself. maybe one day youll realize the things ive done for you just so we can keep going. but in the meantime you will still continue publicly talking about me.


when i grabbed the blade right infront of him i heard ur voice and it made me have another breakdown. i was grabbing onto it so tightly he had to slap me in the face so i drop it. i have the feeling you don't care though and you'd breathe a sigh of relief if i was gone. forever. never to come back.


...
theres going to be a day youll realize everything and by the time you want to talk to me about it it'll be too late.
but we had fun didn't we? i hope we did. i'll be gone soon anyways.
i'm too tired of having my heart broken to bits


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Pub: 05 Dec 2024 02:30 UTC

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