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Libitina ( ̄ v  ̄) it/its transmasc INTP RCuai mel SP LVFE
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I'm using this url. Im still alive. Are you angry at me? I know you'll be quite soon. Things will return to ashes soon enough. If I'm not fucking myself over, I'm fucking othets over. how do you think that makes me feel? I dont feel like anything, actually. I'm not attached to anyone. I need to stop pretending like I am. people come and go, and I don't do anything for them. I've been looking into SZPD for the past month, as I believe I was heavily misdiagnosed with BPD. It matches all of my symptoms, and I hope through learning about it, I can become a better person. My existence is sinful by nature, and so I have to either get better or get rid of myself for the well-being of society. I'm not sure which one I'll do yet, but if I do live for a longer time, I will have to get better anyway.
I want to do something to myself, that if I say here, would get this page taken down. but im sure you know what im getting at.