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this color = aevri
this color = evan
03/15/26
hi to the most chudding chud of all, aka ian incase you guys dont know.... We made this for fun but I, I AEVRI, owns this url ok? ^.^ u guys can read if u want because i honestly dont #care, you can send us hate mail here or here. Guys dont be shy, bash ian for free robux, very real 10000% not fake ok?
03/15/26
Hi guys! Irs me! Baby Niki aka Ian aka Baby boo
Hey so don't bash me for free robux ok? Be nice to me plsplspks pls Juseyo~
Anyways lololol, I'm watching Semantic Error rn did you know? I love them bof so much They're my aegis Ya ya ya ya! Did you know I'm a big Martin fan? He's so cutie pie and he's my ult of ults and throughout all my time being a kpop fan, he's only my third ult ever, after Hueningkai and Sunghoon! I actually really love him so much he's so baba... I only wish the best for him and Cortis as a whole. They're all really amazing angels and they deserve so much. I hope they stay with us for a long time. I actually don't even know what Aevri wanted me to write on this, I just strted rambling Gyuuulp~
Anyways part TWO! Lololol Hi Aevri you suck I hate you stupid chudling. Just kidding!!!! I will get a little serious shakespeare here, you are quite the funny little ladette. I enjoy talking to you a bit, the slop you send me has rotted my brain so much. You are quite peculiar bu I don't mind! You are neat friend to have. It's kind of funny to think though, when we first met you—from what I remember—you gave me a really polite and sweet impression but you seemingly got comfortable really quick. Both you and I, I think. EL OH ELLLL! I'm writing a little much so I will cap it here. I think I will update with more bull whenever I can or feel like it! Owww my tummy hirts Ok Bye guys!

Deez r my babies
03/16/26
hi ian the most chudling, king of chuds, hi hi hi hi hi,,,, omg brooooo cant u guys believe, that it last day, no more ZEORBASEONE OT9...... Only "ot5" and i heard that belift gonna try to remove sunghoon :((, cant let that slide chuddy chud company.......... Anyways, when they ask who my bias in zb1, i say "ricky , matthew , zhanghao" and they say "who are those??" so i just cry, same goes for enhypen, like there disbanding next year uwahhhhhhhhhh........ BUT HEESEUNG GOT FORCED OUT OF THE GROUP?????? THATS NEVER HIS DECISION, CONCLUDING THE FACT THE MEMBERS DIDNT EVEN KNOW HE WAS "LEAVING".. I know my bambi very welllllll.. But anyways back to zb1 since im just so fucking sober about this, plsssss... I hope the new label there under treats them well, my jebes 
... Anyways ian you yap yap yap so much lalallalaalaaaa, but anyways, i see that you mentioned some first impressions of me, so will i.
Okay locking in.... Hey ian, your honestly such a good friend to be honest, i love how our friendship just didnt die after "1 week" or so, i really found you cool and im glad were friends till now, im glad we made alot of things possible, like this mail, im happy that you agreed, we may both be somewhat polar opposites, but we'll always be friends ok!, your also really warm to me, and our humor matches so well, i know i got comfortable quick, as im fast to trust especially if its someone that i assure will match my freak and shows it well. But good thing you didnt met me at the time of my life where i started to avoid everyone but my old circle, cause im very hard to befriend now ok? thanks for being my friend(yellow by coldplay is playing thas why i write dis lowkey emotional). Aevri out 
03/16/26
YOIIIII! Babi Niki again.. aauggh I have a gnarly freakin headache legiterally. But we chillin doe! Aigooo Much love aevs
Lalalala I finished watching ts bl drama yesterday and it pmo really bad because the ending felt so rushed and it felt all over the place. It's ok tho becaus I'm gonna start one today or tomorrow and it looks promising 
So much for lovemail, I think I'm using this as a journal instead LMAOOAOAO!!!!!! Anyway my soring break starts next week I'm sooo happy ♪ I'm thinking of gettinf a piercing that week too, hopefully my dad will clutch up and say yes.. My mama's fine wit it, it's just my dad who doesn't want me to. We UP tho! I'll make him give in..
Guys. Y me and Aevri actually hoonki IRL XD hshjsjsh We r legiterally them I think! Ni-ki is sooo me genuinely, ilhsm he's so adorable but cool at the same time.. Hmmm I think we are Ricky and Jiwoong too.
Oh my jebewon... Bring them back 2gether... Ts PMO! I'm not going to get sad. Anyways, we are also.. Hm Hm Hm. I think. Keeho and Jongseob.. Becaus of their dynamic
Hmmmm Who else. Hm. I dunno. I dunnoooo~ I can't stop saying that after that clip of Martin imitating Keonno
I dunno~.. They're so cutie. My markkeon...
Y'know wats playing.... Please Be Rude
THIS REMINDS ME OF 03z SO MUCH. OHHH MY SEUNGHEE BRING THEM BAACK OHHHH THE AEGIS. I miss them sm.. RIIZE x Xnghan&Xoul collab when juseyo.. Ok bye ♪
03/17/26
OMG!!! its aevri, *paparazzi appears*.... Jokes aisde, after reading this chud's message ABOVE ME btw, omg he yap yap so much im crine 

lol haha, anyways, yes guys me and HIM are literally hoonki IRL
... aND YES the rets he mentioned, they are #us
, aigooo, btw chud i added you to my friend list ok? add me urs too... Also why u not connect our #stupidmail to your directory, i anfrgy now
, anyways.... Guys its my fina lexams tomorrow wish me luck pease
.. aNYWAYS SEEGYUS,???dont be intimidated by my nonchalant high quality typings because i have 2 sides. smirks

, f you guys cant tell, i like to spam emojis and my humor is very far away from how im suppose to remain my "professionalism" like i mentioned n my stupid extend, which you guys SHOULD READ. Because SOME people cant stop.
except those who are CLOSE with me which is listed on my friends list. ok bye guys 
03/17/26
Yellooooo
I'm so tired of school guys. Its ok I will pauh throuh this week! Spring break will come before I know it. I hope.. Anyways. Anyone else missing their ex rn?
I was rereading our msgs yesterday and I genuinely felt so upset bc why did I actually fumble... And her alt on tiktok keeps popping up like NO! I don't wanna fb. Stop haunting me PLEAASE!!!!!! She likely doesn't use it anymore but she's still haunting me somehow.? Aigooo... It's been a lityle over a year and I still think of her evry now and then. I'm an embarrassing loser
It's ok though because we UP and I'm a BOSS!
I'm thinking about Baku rn too. He's so Malcolm Todd coded isn't he??? You Owe Me seems very fitting for him and Baekjin...
Ohhh.. the way my mind words Nyaaaa They're actually quite cute 2gether I really am fond of them. Them and BakuJe. WHAT YALL KNO ABOUT BAKUJE 
Like hello? Donwe see da vision. I'm js spouting bullshit w these ships. Whatyall know about GAMIEUN though
Snort. They'd be such cute boyfriends. Puppy Gamin who really loves studying with Sieun and quiet Sieun who tolerates Gamins clinginess because he loves him.. ♡ Oh yeha. THE AEGIS 
Anyways. I lowk should be sleeping right about now. I actually might because I never wanna get up early in the morning. Tomorrow I'll start on the friends list. I doubt i'll ever actually keep the url active EL OH EL! Ok Hi Aevri I added the thing to my direct Ok? Happy? Ok.
03/17/26
AIGOO... Aevri up up up, i was suppose to writ elast night but i fucking fell asleep and i ust got hoem from exam,,,, GUYS I FUCKING ACED IT WHAT THWAT WHAT THE HELL
im so goated, anyways guys im doing my stupoid derectory right now hahahhahaa, bro the fiels arnet filing, none works, SEIROUSYL, yes i did all ofthem correctoly, omg this might be the end of my rentry commissions career son i mcrine... Ian ha alot to say, i think bro wants this url but ok, i write more later wait im frustrated with tryna upload this sutpid picture bruh
03/21/26
Hi
I ahvent written anything in a minutw Im only ehre because Aevri told me to revive ts. UM! I'm actually really happy these days becaus I'm on spring break and life is GREAT! My tins birthday was yesterday ..♡ WWAAAAAA MY BABY IS 18 NOW THIS IS UNREAL. He is sich a babi and he will always be a babi to me. Even though i'm 1 year younger
Omg.. I jsut really cant belueve this. IT WAS ALSO ANTONS BIRTHDAY! Aigoo everyone is getting older.. I hope they had wonderful birthdays, those angels
Hm. What else what else.. I dunno I'm feeling pretty cutieful lately. I feel like cutemaxxing and pinkmaxxing and princemaxxing.. I'm just feeling #Cute !! I think I am the pink prince ever.,,
'm just a cute lil guy..
OH! I've also requested a url and I'm really looking forward to it, I'm pretty sure i'll get accepted too since it's sitting empty LOLZ. I'm gonna deco it so cutesy.. It'll have Sohee, Soul, and Martin on it !!! You'll see why soon #HighIQ Speaking of which.. I really eanna get some kind of soul related url. I already have pshunmin but that's my name hoard or wtv.. I'm thinking of reclaiming some but they haven't hit the 1 year mark yet. #Plotting I also want a bloodhounds related url.. And a yoongi one. FUCK IM JUST GREEDY I WANT EVERY URL
This reminds me, I have to deco enhas. Ok Ok I'll cap it here GOODBEY
Me when I'm cute and pinkangelprincemaxxing~
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03/23/26
hia, did u guys miss me, sorry bro, i been LATELY depr4essed as FUUUUUCKKKHHH, like okeeeee.... Honestly im so close to doing ti agian, i lost the "streak" sadly, we sad 
, anywasy dont worry guys im still the pink haired angel ykk hahahaha, anyways for my ata,,, i will open it soon ok! like probably april or may or when i just feel like it again, probably when i get my dream shittttttttt, cause im very desperate rn, ok!!!!, but im so close to getting it hehehehehehe, im just so impatient ahrashdiaushda, buyt ok, its ok. Because its gponnabe worth it ^,^ (i hope so) CAUSE LIKE IM SO OBSSESSED WITH THIS ONE GAME AGAIN CALLED BLADE BALL, LIKE I BEEN PLAYING FOR LIKE YEARS #sinceday1 but eversince i lost my main acc which was STACKED ASFFFFF, i got depressed 
but im lowkey coming back again, #goingbacktomyprime, guys.... Trust. Anyways, idk what else to yap, im still so sober about zb1 ot5 now and heeseung leaving :(((, honestly everything is pissing me off now uwah, like i get mad so fast, anyways guys i have somethign to tell u.... ROBLOX TOOK AWAY MY CHATS FOR 2 DAYS HELLO!!!!!, like i didt evcen anything inapropriate #angelwithpinkhair....
, guys who wanna play roblo with me!!!! im very kind ok, i might give robux to hahsdhahsdasd (fake, ori ist) this hatemail growng so fast wah wah wah, but it dies quickly cause it take lot of time, eventually it gonna be 1010100101k long ok! arent i right ian?, ian: yes yes aevri
,, anyways aevri out, im so sleepy right knw i could leak my password and wake up to the next day to be shocked of where the fuck is my account
03/24/26
YELLO NEIGGGHBOORRRR !!!!! I love saying that Thank you Katie B I love you
Yes You are right Young Thug! This will reach 1trillion entries
Anyways Duuudes I'm watching a bl rn,, It's one of my favs ever. Ok why is Aevri dming me rn as I type this?? Did you hack into my phonz. Do I hve a virus
Ok back to what I was saying, I watched this bavk when I was in a really rough spot, I was dealing with mental issues and watching this. I felt a lot of comfort seeing someone I could, in a way, relate to. Jo Taehyun I love and cherish you so much, thank you .. ♡ He and Da Yeol are really my babies! #MeAndWho
O.M.G!!! I ALSO FINALLY GOT MY RENTRY
YAYAYAYAYA MONCHHICHI I LOVE YOU SO MUCH HOLYYY I will cherish you forever and ever.. Ok I'm saying I love you alot Sorry I'm just full of love atm. My life is just so joyous right now. I think school really does weigh me down so much Jesuth Chrith..
Like I'm really just living life rn. It is LIT, as the kiddies say!!!!
Guys. Actually. I'm so excited. Like.
Bloodhounds S2 is coming soon ANDD new Spiderman movie LIKE OHYAUYGHHAYYYY I've actually been bingewatching some marvel movies lately. Well, not really bingewatching but I watch when I can! So far I've watched, Captain America: Civil War, Spiderman: Homecoming, Avengers: Infinity War, Avengers: Endgame, and tomorrow I'm planning on watching Spiderman: Far From Home and Spiderman: No Way Home if I can
Wwwaaouuuuuai I love Peter sm Omg My boyfriend
He's so cute,.,,
I don't really know if I have anything more to babble about. Ummm Uh Uh Uh Uh. Gelp. I have a few more rentries I need to redecorate and just decorate to begin with. I've also been trying out another style and so far it's been pretty neat, though I've only done it with 2 rentries so far.. I think Monchhichi definitely came out better than Tomystar but GOD DID I STRUGGLE WITH IT. On no planet should I be spending more than 5 hours, I think, decorating a fucking rentry beo.. But it was worth it in the end, it turned out well!! And I think it only took me so long because I kept stalliing
Heh.! Ok irs 3 am O.m.g.!!! I will go to sleep (lies) I will jusy finish this episode THEN I'll gts. But actually
I diiid wanna start Spirit Fingers sometime soon
Ok. No. I will wwtch this and sleep Ok Ok Ok Ok Bye 
03/24/26
HI GUYS, bruhhh my friend pissinhg me off so so so sos obad, liek we oridignally had a deal of fucking giving the sword to me and NOW he sold his account and he tryna chat the new owner and "apparently" doesnt wanna, bruu i can literalyl tell its him, BUT HE'S REFUSING TO SAY IT IM NOT FUCKING DUMB, I LTIERALLY SWORED SO MANY SLURS AS I WAS RANTING THIS TO MY FRIEND LAST NIGHT (the oens i could reclaim of course haha!) BUT PLEASE, LIKE ITS NOT THAT FUCKING HARD TO GIVE ME A SWORD, LIKE IS HE MISSIGN A CHROMOSOME OH MY DAYSS, a disgrace to society.. EVERYTHING PISSES ME OFF UWAHH, bro i cannot yap rn, i will continue later if so.. IM JUST SO PISSED OFF bru
03/28/26
hi guys im sSOOSOS DRAINEDD IM CRINEE, BROOOO IDK WHAT TO TELL YOU GUYS ANYMORE, SO IAN WILL PROBABHLY KEEP YAPPING TO THIS STUPID MAIL ALIVE,,,,, IDK GANG I JUST FEEL SO EMOTIOANLLY DRAINED FROM EVERY PART OF MY BODY
#help, i will soon come back when i have the energy once again to keep yapping ro wthatever

03/31/26
school over and aevri bought lots of medals baxk #goatedavademicachiverlaosdlaosdl , borooo april fools tomorrow, im alreayd a fool for him lol hahaha, im yearning rn lieeeek wy cant i have him... Sighs TS PMO TS PMO TS MO insert the rabbit brooo ian been so quiet, what does this mean, he got his ass spanked for staying up too much haha blehh blehh blehh, anyways bbno$ keeps playing and odetari, my prime back in blade ball elgittalay, anyways alot happened with me and that hate and love game, i got the dream emote, i got the uhh idk good swords watver im too lazy to spell it out.. anyawys bro im typing as im with the smost sweatiest p2w players ingame rn, ok aevri out because i have ti lock in
04.01.26
Holy guacamole guys. Is this little Niki making a reappearance ??!!!!!!! AND THE CROWD GOES WILLDDDDDDDD!!!!
HELLOOOOOOOO NEIGHBOR !!!!!!
I've been so absent sorri guys sorry aevri. Heh. I've been discordmaxxing wit big benson..
Speaking of big benson
We r sakuryo REAL Ok?

I sound like a level 50 chud saying discordmaxxing. Heh! tilts my fedora hat... Ok haha anyways .. I got ill for a few days and honestly I kinda just forgot about this rentry. But i'll make up for it with my yapping I think!
I just got done watchinf GOAT and it was so fire
I blabbed about wanting to watch it to my dad so much that we finally did end up watching it together EVEN THOUGH HE ACTUALLY STARTED WITHOUT ME WHILE I WAS IN THE SHOWER??? HELLO.. WHAT A BUTTHOLE! But anywho, I only really wanted to watch it to hear my babies Cortis
THE SONG HAD LIKE 40 SECONDS OF SCREENTIME OR WHATEVER BUT I SQUEELED WHEN I HEARD IT !!!!! Everyone get more Mention Me. NOW!!!!!!!!!! Omg ok I also had started Captain America: The First Avenger but I barely got half way through it before my papa interupted me to watch his soccer game. Like bruh. MOOVE DUDE. But its ok. Since I don't have school Friday I plan on watching it tomorrow after school! And I'm also hoping that my plans after school get cancled bc of the rain...
PRAYING !!!! Anyyyways. I also wanna try watching Captain America: The Winter Soldier!!!! I'm kinda mcu pilled rn I dunnooo guys... Also. I'm kinda falling for the Stucky propaganda. BUT LOWKEY I'M IN THIS SAMBUCKY BOAT 4LIFEEEEEE !!!! I'm on team sambucky and stony till the ends of earth. LEZGOOOOOOOOO 
Ughhhghhuh ... I wanna remake a rentry but I keep procrastinating Gyyuulp! It's ok I'll lock in soon I hppe! Ok that's all 'm gonna hit the hay Bye! See you next week LMAOOO
04/06/26
guys, happy birthdya to Oscar Piastri my cutie, he truly deserves a oscar! haha get it? no? okay.
,, like just look at him 

HE SUCH A CUTIE IM CRINE SON SON SON SON SON, anyways broo CAN YOU BELIEVE HE'S 25 THIS YEAR UWAHHASHHAHAA abcdefghhijkkkk okmgggg guysus im going insane hahahsdas help help help! EVERYONE PISSES ME OFF SO MUCH NOWDAYS IM CRINE SON BRO, anwas vacation update: iH ATEMY LIFE SO MUCH OMG IM GOING INSAE WHAT THE FUCKK !
i RATHER die rn omg it so hot i desppise the summer so much #wintergirlygf, i remmeber once saying "i love summer" LIKE NO HOE I DONT LOVE SUMMER I HATE IT SO MUCH IM CRCRYING OH MY GOD
05.25.2026
YO! Irs me. Cremate Ia m the good guy on this ship
It's been a month???? Oooo Oo O oOoo O I don't even know what to say. Hi guys. Hi Aevri. Hi Guys. Ok. I'm chillin right now. I can't stop thinkung about Marvey. FUUUUUCK I LOWV THEM. ILOEVBTHEM I LOVE THEM I LOVE THEM I COULD KISS THEM. Nbghhyyyaaaaaaaaaaaaa I want them so bad. This is actually terrible. They do things to me Nghhyhnhjn ~~~~ Kyyyaaaaaaaaa! Insert Yumeko Jabami gif. Anyways. I like being bossed around by ladies older than me. Or so I've noticed 

Theres two girls at work that I particularly lloge being bossed around by
I like it when they tell me what to do ESPECIALLY WHEN THEY TELL ME TO FOLLOW THEM NYAAAAAAAAAAAA 
Not like polite higher rank bossing around, just commands, like when one of them says ',come' IM RUNNING RIGHT BEHIND YOU MISS PLLEWAASSEEEE MAAM!!!! Once one of them praised me and I was over theMOON. So serious. Is this too weird blushes and Twiddles thumbs Its okay Ihthink Everyone should know this. This is sounds like a twitter post. EL EMAYOOOOO
I'm not sure if I even had anything in specififc to say.. I just said what was on my mind Rubs chin. I'll write again tomorrow. Surely. Ok Bye
#TaesanEvanREAL
5/25/26
hell every bitch in this rentreycord uwu, Hua, its been sosoloong wince we were.bullshit on this lovemail
Were soooOOOOOo Back! We got p2 Lewis and...... P4 Charles. Ugh
It's ok, we got p1 kimi
he's on a streak wow! Anyways guys , so many things happened ugh. Heeseung left, ummm whatelse, I heard that woozi(SVT) was gonna leave???? Idk brah, I hope he won't my aegi
don't leave us woozi aegi lplssf, umm anyways I been saving up robux and I have 4 months left and it's going quite well i think. Plz buy my ulrs because I need a few thousand more left before my goal is complete and I will give away all my goods urls when I get it /I think thankf you to all whi buy or commsion me than yu
umm anyways my school is stratijg pretry soon. Aroound maybeeeee june 9
o mean das that i heard ok ummm wwe wrote so nuch on this stupid lovemail lol! Whay do you guys think?? Um anyways. We at thaidkand right neow because veacatioj
wer going home tomrorow oakai! Umm ilhonwrly ol dtill online asf no matter where i am unkess the placr we at has weak ass signal or no signal at all, rhats the only way to me make me stop being on the phone 24/7 lol! Anyways i think ill cap it heremaybe. Ill write sooner or later because its lke 2pm rn and its soooo hot like the sahara dessert, sorry if anyone of my writinf dont make sense rn because im a little going insane because i slept at 2am or 3am lastnjight and i was so so thirstry and that i started to loose my mind. I was too scared to go downstairs or go out of the hous eand buy water insteas but i think thats more risky than gping downstairs and grabbing water. Lol. Ut anyways i mansged to overcome the fear an di managed to drijk very cold water and it amde ne so hapy and it was so dark st that time, i was scared go wake ym parenrs bext room upstairs lol.
05.25.2026
Hi again ♪ I feel so mellow right now.. Dunno. I was listening to jellyfish by yunjin and I guess I just started feeling So.Chill.
I slept in today and like nearly immediately hopped on Ao3
I finished reading this Marvey fic with 24/25 chapters, I can't remember, but it was so freaking good
I LOVE MARVEY!!!! SHOUTS!!! I was considering making s marveu rentry but.. Naaaaaaah 'm too lazy ♡... Love em tho Heheh., Ohmydays bruuu I don wanna go to school tomorroooow :( I hate my school but honestly I'm glad it's only gonna be a 4 day weekend. HOORAY! But then I work saturday and sunday. #NotCool #SoNotChill #L but its oka. I have to work for these Cortis albums. I plan to buy the cortis ball, some fanmade cortis doll plushes, shoes my papa once told me he liked (because fathers day is comin up 'n I wanna get him sumthin) aaand I'm not actually sure what else. Maybe go shopping for clothes. How about I actually start SAVING money instea of spendibg all my pay
Heh.. Heh 
Huuuuuuiuuuuuuh I miss Martin. Huuuuuuuuuuuh My baby :/ HUUUUHHHHH I WISlSH A PRETTY BUNNY-LIKE BLONDE HAIRED BOY WOULD APPEAR IN MY ROOM AND START SINGJNG JOYRIDE ://///// HUUHHHHHHHH I SAID I WI
I needa make a Martin rentry. But I have so little motivation for deco-ing any rentry right now. Strokes chin.. Hummm... Shrug. Omg. I love saying action verbs
AAAAAGGHHHHHHKKKKK ACKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!! Ok Bye
5/30/26
hugging what hp jtd awvri uwu, ignore dat I sold /8teen but I got like 67 urls lol! No worries umm I think I don't have to worry sbbout anything buying this url now~ because no one wants this chudling url... UM ABYEAYS OMF MONACO GRAND PRIX IS GOMOTROW IM SO SOSOSOSOS HAPP Y LETS GO OK! I PROMISE CHARKES WILL WIN BECAUSZ HES DA MONCAO PRINCE (I mean that's nickname but ok
) Ugh bad thin too, my school is starting bext week jm so sad
meanwhile all my online friends... their schopp is Jusy ending.. I'm CRINE MY EYES IUT PLZXXXX IM GONA BR SO LEFT OUT BC EO HATEBRUHIS NEW SXHOOL SYSTEM SONION. hm anyways Iwere gonna go to a diff city for some reason... that's tomorrow but... but shh
I'm sowwy this is short lol I DONT KNOW WHAT TO WEIRE BECAUSE IM JUST A CHUDLING AND A LOSER. Heh. I guess I don't deserve to live./joke.
ok bye i will make my ext now lol!
05-30-2026
Heello
Uuhhhggh I love Bucky somuch Guyys. I need to odrer Bucky merch.. I coudln't find nothin' I wanted on mercari Wait I'm gonna look at aliexpress rq. Livestreaming my life rn?? I FOUND IT. WAIT. NYAAAA OK. I also want a little Falcon doll but mercari didnt have it. It did have a tsum tsum tho might get that. Also wanna get sum pcs thougg. I should be saving up buuuut. Hummm
💭 Sambucky plushies Or Cortis and Taesan.... Decisions decisions.. Rubs chin. Bank acc looking kiiinda low rn So i'll wait until next week to buy em. Hopefully they dont go out of stock. If they do... i'm gonna kill myself
Noimnot GOD I LOVE SAMBUCKY.!!!!!.!!!!!!!
I started falcon and the winter soilder and I didn't expect to like it this much. I already liked sambukcy from what i saw in the other movies but this really just Oh yeah
Wdym my the boyfriends have their OWN show? And all these sambucky edits on tiktok... Kyaaaaa~~ Strokin my shit. Wat.
When mt bf is So handsoem and attractive and strong I lowkey just become his obedient little dog who'd doanythitn for Him 



I don't know what else to write about. Strokes chin, Thinkingly. I miss being in a relaitonship kindof. Starting to think I moght try dating boys again Joining the dark side.. Ummm What else. I'm gonna be a senior soon.. gonna have to start applying to colleges.. Yiiikes! Well whatever, WE BALL
I'm not stressing about anything anymoe I'm living LIFE! #Human #LawAbidingCitizen #SamBuckyMeAndWho #WigglingMyButt
5.31.26
lalalalaa~ guess who is it ᜊ( ' ⩊ ')ᜊ, umm anyways. HI GUYS I JUD SID SO MUCH RENTRY WOW WOW OW, om getting close to my robux goal #happyhappy cuase wym I can buy it soon ....... I need few moreee~ hehehehe like I need 30$ left, um exact is like 3k+ or skemtbjng. I forgot lol! But it'd around 3k ok. Lol look at that chudling evan haha~ he's gpijg to college firdg.. apply to HARVARD, remmeber to start it with "yo big harv" be ause they'll automatically accept u
omg evan gonna Stat dating guys. line up! Line up! He's gonna be thinking.... /tilts feodra nonchalantly/ umm anyways I have bpd and so many disorders sp if I ask me... "aevri do u jave plans to date other hoes" ill be like..... hmm hmm hmm.. aevri: I don't know lol, cause I sometimes wanna talk and be clingy with my partner and somenedtimed I wanna dropkick the hell out of them... Like I don't wanna talk to anyone for dayszz 
Anyways I ust did a matching and2ble rentry.. ugh the url was /zerobase1 too.... Umm am I get gonna grt flamed for using dat duo haha sorry. Ii miss ot9 but it's ok. It's ok juseyo... /I say as I point a gun to my head/ /JOKE. Umm genuinely so many dramma have been happening ij my life but it ok i can #handle it i think..... umm I think thats all bye juseyo~ see u tomorrow


06-01-2026
HAAAAAPPPYYYY PRIIIIIIDEE MONNTHHHHHHH WHERE IS MY GF 

Wher da ladies @ Oouuuuuuuuuuu
LOL I WENT 2 SCHOOL AND ALL MY FRIENDS INSTANTLY TOLD ME HAPPY PRIDE MOTNH. Bru I ♡ my friends. I even got some stickers the school was handing out, though I only got the lesbian flag because no one knows I'm genderfluid 'n queer, they think I'm a lesbian cisgirl ;-; I actually hven't been giving my sexuality and gender that much thought lately–specifically gender. They both used to be something I agonized over but i've settled on gfluid + queer a while back and it hasn't changed since. I really like masculine labels/terms but I do still like being a girl sometimes, only when I dress up all cute and princess-y. I've also thought about being a really feminine boy but that doesn't completely suit me I think, or like, it doesn't feel right. Hummmm Rubschin. When I was younger I always wished I were born a boy because of everything I went through and it's come back to bite me in da butt. It's crazy to think, I never thought I'd ever start identifying like this. I hope to cut my hair very short–boy length even. Maybe during college I'll introduce myself differently too, not sure. I've always hated my deadname, it makes me uncomfortable on so many levels. During middle school, when I began to actually explore my sexuality and allat, I had so much trouble introducing myself because I just hated saying my name outloud. People often mistook it for me being shy but it was never that. Even now, introducing myself is hard since I haven't fully come out. OK WAIT IM FIGING MY WHOLE LIFE STORY Want my address too? like.
Moving on
I'm kinda thinjing I'm juhoon.. Wait guys. Pause I just started thinking about what might happen if I come out to my parents and my heart started racing.
Anyways Kyaa I might be jju. Questionmark. I gen love all of corti.. My aegis.. I know I love a group when I start hopping biases
I AM CORTIS~~~~ ૮(◞⠀,⠀◟ )ა #evantis #cortvan #cortiki #niktis #nikihoon #evhoon Ok Bye Guys Happy pride Aevri Love u!!! 

6.4.26
HI GUYS OKG I WAS SO BHSY THE PAST FEW DAYS CAUSE OF STUPID SCHOOL... fuck I got into the stupid ass 4rh floor, whatever the classrooms are KYUTE anyways ommmm yesss happy pride month juseyo, now tell me why did I almost write "happy hirthday"?????? Question mark. Umm anqyays~ I'm feeling like confident today this grade cause I gotta lock in and get into pre uni while jm still young so I can run away from these hoes #help. umm I need to be #extra smart now.. I have a friend who's 16 and in pre uni, im sooo jelly now that I understand how big of a smarty that ho is.. I ask him for tips later ok? UK anyways one more thing dat, my left arm hurts so much when I try to stretch omg#watdismean I think It's bc I slept at a bad position last night.... Lol. Um BROO IM SO NERVoUOS ABOUT MATHH HELLPPP I HATeMATHH HELLP ME J VATE JT SO MUCH, I KNOW ITS THE UNIVERSAL LANGUAGE EVERYWHERW BUT PLSSSDF J HAYE MATH IM NEVER GPUJG TO BE A PRE UNI NICHe kid 
I DONT WANNA STUdy math, jt ok,I cry thru it in the process juseyo... Um anyways my saving up robux update... gpijg very well. Ibobly need 20$ more hahaha, 2k robux yes.:....
06-06-26
Hi !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I was reading buckysam fics when I randomly remembered this mail. Ive been due writing something here but I just kept forgetting... Rubs chin Hmm hm hm hm hm m Ohmydays bru I have work tomorrow, I hope it's as slow as it was today. I need a raise. 11 something an hour. Don't even joke. I APPLIE DTO FIVE BELOW AND I HAVENT HEARD BACK. #kms Gotta start applying everywhere I gurss. Oiuuhhhgg I have my last two finals Monday.. I'm confident I'll do decent for my biology since it'll just be a presentation. I'll do defent for both tests actually, they shouldn't be hard (?) After that, i'm FREE 
Urgh. I've updated a handful of rentries, but I still have way more to go. Once I'm on summer break I'll breeze through the rest of my list. I also want save more and buy a pc I think. I THINK. I'm doing a shitty job at saving rn bu I cnt help iiiit~
It's not my fault I'm underpaid. Anyways. I wanna geta pc to play marvel rivals and main bucky
GOD I LOVE BUCKY!!!!!!!!!!! I'M SO EXCITED FOR MY PLUSH OF HIM TO BE DELIVERED. I WANT TO BUY HIS NENDOROIDS AND MAYBE A FEW FUNKO POPS AND HIS TEDDY BEAR AAAAUYGGAHHHHGHUHGGHUYGGYYGGFGHHNNGTHNNNG Bucky... Bucky I love you baby
Ok bye guys
6.14.26
ANYEONGHASEYO IMNIDA UWU(I'm nkt Korean lol.) Hi guys, I BEEN so busy, but anyways the most important part o should mention is... j reached my robux saving up goal let's go!!!!!!!!!!!! Umm I need 170$ more for a future item I'll be buying, but ik oo without it, since its 17k 
but Ugh it makes my fits look #fire
Lke seriously lol. Um anyways back on track why I was GONE for dayssssssss. First i was busy with school. I preplanned some topics and did research on possible topics that will be discussed on pur grade level, so I can reach a average of 95+% by the end of the semester and I get high honors and awards, which I #love, and I also wanna join either student council But their opening next year.. So too bad! Umm anyways, my 2nd option which I think I will choose is journalism, English journalism specifically...I think I'm joining English journalism first bc student council is still #closed till next year Lol! Um guys im yapping as im outside rn, me jn another city #help, so hot and I'm hungry, I... anyways i also judt wahted to maybe rant about the monaco gp in f1... BROOO mu tol 3 drivers.. DNF LOl im crine omg, i expected charles p1, concludng the wualifying and practices, it was goung well.. anyways Spanisu gp tomotrow guys~ im gonna be #watching so i wikll update you chudlings~ if there are even any f1 fans reading this ;-; charles raged aterthe race at his team bro... #valid. Kimi is also on the STREAK
dis kid brooo.. hoky guacamole! anyways aevri out! See you tomorrow, I'll update after I get home from school~~ kyaa