I know I’ve let you down, and that thought has been sitting heavy on my heart. The last thing I ever wanted was to hurt you, but I know I did anyway. I've been thinking a lot about it, and I understand that sorry doesn’t fix everything, but I still wanted to say it, from a genuine, honest place in my heart.
I know that trust and peace take time to rebuild, and I’m not expecting anything from you. I just hope you can see that I’m reflecting and trying to grow from this. I don’t have all the right words or even the will to do some actions, but I do care, and I hope you believe that.
Whatever you decide, I respect it. I just wanted you to hear this from me, without excuses, just honesty. If there’s even a really small chance for understanding or forgiveness down the line, I want to at least try. I hope you’re okay.