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25-11-25
hehe... today we didn do much. i slept a lot and she did her.. idk idol stuffs... i wanna know how it feels to be an idol one day, but considering how busy she is with all the practices n stuffs, i dont think i want to... m kinda lazii haha! goodnight.
26-11-25
im so pissed off today. i thought of you n the grumpyy immediately disappeared! its scary handling an angry person, i don't want you to feel scared n hated, so i calmed down immediately. i love yu! we're so far awayy... i wonder if i can go to ES even though im not an idol. aah i miss naruchan so much! goodnight.
27-11-25
i feel like i love you less today. no, not because im losing interest, it's always like this from the start ww. i still love my naruchan, though. today was horrible. there were nothin' to do. i did nothing but listen to your songs cz i miss hearing it. i hope naruchan's day is more than great. ♡ ssssss oh i hate everyoneee.. goodnight.
28-11-25
ho what the fuck is senyar cyclone
okay whatever i LOVVEEE YOU NARUCHANNN i miss yu so much!! today i feel a bit empty BUT I STILL LOVE YOU OKAYY?? i love you mooore than myself! i cant wait to go on a date with youu.. have a great evening..
30-11-25
Aah I miss naruchan.. you're so buuusy lately, finding the right time to spend with you is the hardest thing everrr... I'll make sure your schedule is clear the day before our date!! THIS IS SO CRINGEEEE i can imagine your look of disgust while reading this WWHH!!!! but whatever.. if you did that ill kill yoy.. ill destroy es.. ill destroy idols.. /hiiro ref..
01-12-25
I ENJOY PLAYING WIT YUU LAST NIGHTTTT!! i love playing with naruchan i lovvvvv playtime before beeedddd!!!!!! LOVE YOU NARUCHANN I FELT SO SPECIAL LAST NIGTH but then yu scolded me n everything is not fun anymore i died
02-12-25
naruchan so meaaan..
05-12-25
i lovv naruchan a lot todayy!! o no..not q lot of mails.. sowry i dont feel a lot latelyy but i still lov naruchan... :< th lov of m lifeee!!! i cleaned th house todayy n i know that naruchan would compliment me if i work hard. im waitin for naruchan to b finished with all of her works for today now!!
07-12-25
i got a bit sad when yu said yu miss yuor friend who commited suicideee.. but i can't help but think how similar me n that guy are. is that why yu accepted me? hehe, im so shy. i still feel so baddd.. but if that guy is still alive uu probably wouldnt choose me
09-12-25
hehe, my feelings r all mixed upp.. i dont know why but i feel like you hate me todqy. its okyy it'll get better soon. naruchan always makws everhtjing befter for miiiii!!!!!
10-12-25
ghdggsh im sooo jeksous of naruuuuu i rlllyyyy wan yu to die ,,, but i still wan yuuu... i lov yu okay..?
13-12-25
AHH! I RLLY LIKE MIKACHAN N OSHISAN'S NWW MV!! i watched it wit naru today!! n i kept talkinf abt it cz its js that greaAAATTT!!! I LOV IT SOO MUC!! aahh i lov how yu stare at mi when i talk abt it.. im so shyyy i shut fuck the up immediately.. hehe.. i also had a dream where i went on a date wit you on new year celebration. nnhh we were so cute... and and I WAS SO CUTE TOO!! aahh we wer walkin around wit candied appl in our hands.. hehe.. nel!! lov naruuu..
19-12-25
no one likes old, ugly, n wrinkly fans like them, righttt? hehe, no one likes old peopleee.. everyone likes it frresh n younggg :3 naru rllyyy likes mii right :3 cz im at my most desirable age n my body is cuter than those 20+ yr olds fans of yours :3.. cz im js that #goated n #cute.. hehe.. im soo scared of growing upp but ill make sure to shave my bone shorter in order to stay allll cute fer my naruu :3 naru wouldn like me hurting myself, but i don't want to be ugly like those people. i rlly hate this emi personnn..
21-12-25
feeling sooo dysphoric right now.. NARU IS TRANS RIGHT?? so naru probably understand how it feels. idk if body dysmorphia is a trans exclusive thing or na..? im not interested in these lgbt stuffs except transgender thing cz youre that... yuhh.. idgaf abt it until u come into my lifeee
! i got soo jelly of ciel last night cz,, yu got someone that is available fer ya 24/7. nuh dont get me wrong ! naru is ther too but i js wish she'd be here forever n ever n never leave my side. but yuh! i understand that she gotta work :< mmhhh
29-12-25
NARUU we're soo inlovv.. like.. im exactly what you needed after all of those years chasing after that guyy! ik you want to be the one babied instead of babyin otherss! so lookk im here i was sent by the angels! lov ya naruchan, ik you wouldnt overwork yerself, but pls take care of yer health okay! nel looove you.
1-1-26
happy new yearrr!!! i rlly wish that dream will come true :( eating candied apple tgt with you while watching fireworks. but of course ya got work ehe. its oka we can do it another day! ilysmm my babey my babey
8-1-26
HI NARUCHAN i had bad days lately i thinj its js me being grumpy as usual umm i rlly enjoy being around naruchan and kio you two are my favourite people