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21/6 . Hi ! I'm Ayden but i also go by Mihai or Aven. I just wanna talk about my absolute love for Veritas Ratio, even though i acknowledge he's a fictional character, i dont think i've ever felt more connected to one other than him. He means so much to me and i genuinely cant go a day without thinking of him.. he is in my mind ALL the time and i simply cant help it. he's both a curse and a blessing. i generally could talk about him for hours - how cute he is, his smartness, his elegance, his everything. i believe my friends are so tired of me mentioning his damn name all the time, whether that be directly in dms, servers, calls, rentries or just discord layouts. his existence really changed the way i think and live my life. my hyperfixation on ratio has been a thing since his leaks, i still yet remember the times id see his face and giggle to myself. at first, i wasnt so crazy about him.. i really like him because well, we share a lot in common! even despite the fact that in terms of personalities - we are COMPLETELY the opposite, i do see myself a lot in him. i love him a lot, and i hope that this love wont ever end. his personality attracts me just so much.. his desire to pursue truth and knowledge while also sharing it across the world, idk. lowk turns me onLMAO anyways. he's cute. hes so stupid and fucking silly i just want to SQUISH HIM. into MANY pieces. believe me if i wasnt financially struggling id be commisioning every artist on sight to draw me and him - but oh well. im stuck with pretending ratiorine/aventio art as us. whatever man. IDK MAN I JUST LOVE HIM i lowk only own a few standees of him and i could only get those w a friends money BUT I PROMISEEE once i get a job ill be buying sm more merch of him. i wanna make a whole ass shrine of him im so serious . whnever i log in on hsr i just keep on looking at him and staring and staring until my fucking pc starts sounding like a damn tractor istg. he's my cutie bisexual boyfriend and i couldnt ask for more. he's here by my side whenever i need him and he always makes me feel better. I LOVE HIM MORE THAN YOU sorry demons aha #NonSharingYumedanshi. uhmmm. i love u veritas ratio pls dont go balddd <3

22/6 . CRINGE WARNING!!! uhm. idk. whenever im sad or just overall in a bad mood i like to imagine him by my side. just the thought of his gentle hand caressing my side of face as a sob is oddly comforting. its so bad having chronic depression and bpd istg there would be moments or days where i feel like ontop of the world, feeling like i can handle allat and everything is going so well, and then it gets so easily crushed by moments of despair, but in that whole moment of darkness, Ratio would (at least try his best) to comfort me. i know it woudlnt be by nice words, he was never the type to be a sentimental guy, always struggled to relate to people when it comes to emotional distress, but he would nonetheless at leasts it with me, and that purely is enough. On my bed in my blankets, with him next to me, telling me to get over it trying to brush off the obvious concern and worry he holds for me - ahdhgfghf Ratio you always drive me so crazy. im so happy you're mine, all to me and myself only. i coudlnt ask for someone better, in moments where i feel so alone, you voice just happens to come in my mind and i feel better. people so easily can underestimate my love and compassion for you - you're so deeply buried in my heart, i try my best to tell myself you're just a work of fiction, but in some days, i allow myself to believe you're real, even for a split second - that you're somewhere out there, doomed to find me, and bring me back home - into your embrace. Oh Veritas, i wonder, would you feel the same if you were real? would you truly hold me and try your best to keep me intact as i struggle to not collapse? will i ever find someone who can deal with me the way you do it? you make me miserable, but its a type of miserable that despite being crushing, its comforting, maybe i wont find someone as good as you, and thats okay. you can never be replaced, thank you for always making me feel better, without even trying. You bring me a sense of comfort that sometimes i cant even put it into words, no matter how fictional you are, and the fact that your existence was merely just some ideas or thoughts merged together by some guys in an office, you will always feel real to me. i recently ordered some ratio merch actually! i had to beg my mom a lot, i cant wait for the plushie to arrive, sounds stupid but i cant wait to embrace it whenever i fall asleep. I love you Veri.

1/7 . I dont think people can comprehend my love for Ratio tbh. He's been my utmost comfort character for so long now and i simply cant see myself not loving him. The way he succeeds to be so perfect in everything he does.. i go crazy at the slightest mention of him! i think my friends have gotten so tired of me talking so much about him. i even showed to my mom and she said she likes him too like hey is this Ratio getting my parents blessing???? ♡ whatever anyway . ALSO... the lovemail on 22/6 was written while i was deadass lowk high so if shit dont make sense dont ask me cuz idk either. ANYWAY this man wont leave my damn team on hsr. I DONT CARE IF HES NOT META. he still clears my moc and allat so im KEEPING HIMMMMMM ratio wil be meta again. soon. PLEASE HOYO DROP SOME RATIO CONTENT IM SO TIRED hoyo come on... wdym amphoreus lore is almost over and there has been no sight of him besides the fuckass glitch at the start..??? hoyo..... pspsppss... UGHGJH. whatever. been saving up money to buy ratio merch. i just want Veritas bro he's so amazing i cant not love him i dont care what ANYONE says. CALL ME DELUSIONAL BOOHOOOOO idk i want my man. and i think he wants me back.maybe ? i hope so. its ok. i can love him for the both of us... ♡

4/7 . i fucking love veritas ratio

8/7 . i literally woke up from only 4 hours of slepe but i lowk wanna do this pls dont kill me for the typos or sentences that make NO sense ok? ok. UGHH talking to people everyday and actually socializing (unlike some ppl) kinda brings me to the thought of how simply unique Ratio is. i dont think ill ever meet someone who exhibits his traits and characteristics and honestly i dont think i really mind that. i love how special and unique as a whole he is for me and that has always had a place in my heart. i love how i can just talk about him for hours on end and my friends have nothing to do but to suffer and listen to me. i love drawing us even though i never finish those damn drawings and i just adore how happy i feel myself when i do everything related to Ratio. eugghhhh he brings me sm comfort he's literally THE comfort character ive ever had. ill never ever shut up about this man (maybe unless im 23 by now with a job). i love u Veritas Ratio sosososoososo muchhh pls never go bald

17/7 . people who think they love him more than me piss me off honestly. well. no they dont but i hate the ones who actually push that stupid thought of theirs onto me. like dude i dont mind befriending ratio fans since theyre not that rare but QUIT SAYING HOW U BELIEVE UR A BIGGER FAN THEM ME!!!!!!!!!! UR NOT. he means so much to me. he means the world to me and i find myself in days where nothing keeps me comforted besides him. im so hyperfixated on him he's completely my favorite character ever. notice the way he is the only one that HAS SOME FUCKING COMMON SENSE NOWADAYS sorry letting out my demons but oh my god i wish he was real so fucking badly because i know damn well i woudlnt loose my mind with him. he's so charismatic, so beautiful so smart so perfect in everything he does. i feel like this is the 6848th time i say he's perfect.. can you blame me tho?? have you seen HIM? gosh im so lucky to be his, and his only. i know he would love me if he were actually real. i love to listen to my favorite songs and think of us together sometimes. i feel like he would even put in the effort to listen to Harley Poe - he's such a sucker for human art, that he WOULD take time out of his busy schedule to admire and focus on my favorite artists just to make me feel more appreciated. at this point only he can convince me that everything will be okay, because everything he says in that tone of his always suggests such a huge and confident sense of security. i want him only forever and ever and nothing will ever change my mind. he means the world to me, and i am never EVER. willing to share him to anyone.. saying his name once in a while always reminds me of how much he means to me. i can never mention how much i admire him - he's such so. jhdfjhdfjd i love Veritas Ratio so much.

22/7 . when i first made this rentry i planned to update it with paragraphs at least once a month but i simply cannot hold my love and NEED to talk about my husband Veritas.. he's basically engraved in my mind i fear. i dont think people really understand my "obsession" with him - he's not only my HYPERFIXATION! i repeat HYPERFIXATION. but also my literal coping mechanism. i suffer from several mental disorders and illnesses that make me horrible when it comes to real life relationships. not to say i havent tried - but i always end up not being able to hold an actual romantic relationships because of said mental disorders. Veritas is simply the way i cope with it. i KNOW im not fit for relationships and i KNOW im unhealthy and i KNOW even though im working on my issues by myself with no therapy - its realistically not enough for me to be mentally stable and healthy overnight. i dont need a real boyfriend because im aware my mental issues cant yet handle allat. No im not delusional over Veritas as i am damn so aware of the fact that mf isnt real - i could easily one day not even yume him and my life would still be the same. Sighs.. if u actually think me yumeshipping w Veritas is wrong BLOCK ME! because ur lowk retarted. let people cope tbh

1/8 . felt like doing a lovemail another time but I CANT!! today is Yaoi day ! and i must express my feelings for Veritas. since. we are yaoi. cough. SO. eufhghgh sometimes i feel like im happier that Ratio is a work of fiction rather than a real person, because oh boy i would constantly wonder how in the world i actually managed to have him all to myself. he's so amazing and i can never stop praising him.. each time i talk to someone i always must make it know that he's mine and im so inlove with him. im so obsessed with everything about him he makes me wonder if i even want a real boyfriend (i do. hmu fine shyt. no NOT YOU KAELUS) .. sighs dreamily... all i can do is just draw me and him and look at ratiorine and pretend its me and him even though IM NOT aventurine but i just happen to look like aventurine lord pls. eughhghg.. veri you mean so much to me. you bring me so much comfort and i can never get enough of dreaming about you. i know you're not real, and im even aware that one day my utmost love for you, the same love that consumes me everyday right now, can even slowly die one day, and thats okay. im a bit too lazy to make this into a huge rant about my love for ratio but just know i love him MORE THAN YOUU sorry. hah. demons. ratio fans pls dont fear me im just retarted

3/8 . CANT PUT DOWN THE CUPP!!! ahhhh i cant ever stop talking about my love for Veritas. i justt canttt not get jealous and protective when i see people claiming theyre his nr.1 only lover... like noooooo ur NOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lols. i love him so much more than anyone else can think of. he makes me so happy and im so glad i have him by my side.. todays such an important day and im so glad i get to spend it by thinking of him and how he would celebrate it together with me, words will never be able to fully extend my desire for this man and none of you can tell me otherwise. call me "fake" "delusional" "not his actual nr.1 fan" I DONT CARE! if moreso it just feeds into my ego like awww u think about me ♡ . but lorddd i cant stop looking at all the drawing i have of us, i just wish i could embrace and hold him forever and only him ever. he has helped me so much and he always makes me feel better, you people will never understand the extend of how much i love this man. he means so much to me euhghhgghg. i never stop saying how much my friends have begin to be annoyed by the amount of times i mention his name.. if u look at any discord dm ive ever chatted in, theres already at least 200+ results if you search "ratio". i tend to get awkward remembering i cant afford most of his merch due to my financial issue and the fact that little to no merch actually gets sent in my country (moldova..) but thats okay. i still SOMEHOW! managed to get a good amount of his merch and honestly, thats fine by me. im still trying to find any way to get my hands on anything remotely related to my husband Veri. oh veritas you're so perfect i hate having to see you be shared to other people and they dont even know how much you mean to me, its ok. anyways. i love you so so so so much veritas ratio, you truly make me happy whenever i feel down and when i feel like everyone should just kill themselves.

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Pub: 04 Jun 2025 06:05 UTC

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