hello.! my name is bonnibel, but i also dont mind the names lacey, miffy or chara! i like to hoard names. and genders.. but i generally id as fem nonbinary. 
i am 19 years old and a lesbian~! i am white and a system host. i also have other disorders that affect me, most important being ocd, bpd and autism. help me!! 
i still enjoy kinning in 2026. and the list is pretty long, there are also other things i associate myself with. but mainly i see myself in strawberry cake and bunnies 
i am also a fictive, this doesnt really matter. but it can be important to me and my identity—but im not really source attached as much as i used to be. 
my main coping mechanism is selfshipping. its also my main hobby. my selfships have dynamics that might make people a bit uncomfortable. i yap about perverted stuff alot and enjoy toxic stuff projected onto my fav characters and myself. im traumatized sorry. i dont care how victims cope privately but i think lolisho and incest is weird. and dont want to see it. i consume my interests critically!
i joke about my trauma and my issues. please please tell me if this is something that makes you uncomfortable!!! because of both my bpd and my ocd, i need reassurance from my friends often. and i try to communicate whenever this is the case. i honestly would suggest not interacting if this is a problem T_T sorry. im also generally a very affectionate person and i call my friends pet names, lmk if you want me to stop! i dont want terfs interacting with me ever and im very very loud about this 
my anxiety is really bad, and im very paranoid. im just a shy person and i ask that you please be understanding of this..! 
my girlfriend and my friends are my everything. but im also very passionate about my other interests. my oshis are yuzuru hanyu, natsuki hanae and fuwa minato. im also big into jujutsu kaisen, witch hat atelier, milgram, identity v, danganronpa (and fangans), mahoyaku, manosaba, kingdom hearts and more.!
