୨୧ to my beloved ୨୧
i'm not always the best with words but i'll try to get through this without being too mushy. honestly, i have no idea where to even start. if you told me a year ago that i'd be where i am today, being with the person i had admired from afar for so long i'd have laughed in your face. i don't know what drew me so intensely to you. i don't understand how or why your mere presence could brighten up my darkest days. you've always made me feel at ease without even trying. without even speaking to me directly. it was always so easy to smile with you around. to laugh. something i couldnt even get from my partners at the time. you felt safe. you felt warm. you felt comforting. you make me feel a plethora of things i can't even begin to describe. i love you. i love the parts of myself that only come out when i'm around you. you give me a reason to get up in the morning. a reason to try to get better. a reason to look forward to the future. getting to meet you was the best thing to ever happen to me. i truly believe that. it took a while and we've had our hardships but it was so, so worth it in the end because now i get to spend this and every other valentine's day to come with you. i will love, care for, and cherish you the way you deserve. nothing will ever tear us apart again. in this life and any other that may come after. i'll find you again. and i'll love you just as i do now. you deserve the whole world and more and if i could give it to you i would in a heartbeat. and while i can't do that i can give you my mind, body and soul. it's yours and will be forever. i am utterly devoted to you and will remain at your side till the universe dies. ich liebe dich so sehr, mein bärchen.
happy valentine's day!
forever yours, mari ♡