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nolan / soda
i love you, so so much. i enjoy talking to you alot and you are one of my closest friends. i've never been irritated by you once, and i think you're very awesome. i can't imagine living my life without having you as a friend, even though we have only ever been friends since November 2025. You're one of my main priorities; i'll get home from school and immediately text you, or see if you replied to my meIssage. I enjoy talking to you so, so much and i am so grateful you exist and are here with me right now. is that sappy? we share such a similar sense of humor, and you make me laugh so so much. you are so funny and i hope you stay that way. you always manage to cheer me up when im upset :-3

thank you for being there for me, through bad and good. you make me happy again even when im feeling upset - i trust you with everything. even when i was struggling recently, i felt that i could confide with you and you gave me reasoning and cheered me up at the same time. you're a very happy guy (to me atleast)!!!!!!!! i always get a laugh when im in your conversations && i enjoy it. sorry im trying 2 say things that dont involve you being very energetic LMFAOO. i love how you are always giving me encouragement and positivity even over small things - like when you congratulate me for doing my homework or hype me up when i finish an art piece. i love your creativity as well! your art peices are always so fucking cool!!!!!!!! im going 2 eat every writing utensil you have so i can harness your power.

hi, imagine staying with me throughout the drama 🤞 both got kicked but we still besties.... who dis!!!!!



salem / verlaine
GOD I love you so bad!! you've honestly been a big older brother figure to me even though you're only 14 and even though we've only been friends for a month. I trust you so much && i love your energy :- ) even if some of your headmates scare me a little (/hj) I try to be nice to them and they like me too!! your sense of humor is so funny to me LOL insert that side eye emoji. I love when we play roblox together!! its so so funny just know i love you so much and im so sorry for everything thats happened 2 you



johnny / otto
hi otto!! i know we also dont speak as much as i'd like but just know that i think you're the coolest!! we are literally the same person (#musictaste) (oh and also that other thing) and i feel sososo safe speaking 2 you ^ω^ ive only met a few of your headmates but i think they're all sososos cool!!!
a screenshot from discord ; a conversation between me and Otto. The first message is by me, saying- "hi ... your rlly cool... ok? you hsould talk in the server more :-)" and Otto replies  with "AWW thank u lots,,,, ^�klzzwxh:0000�^ trust trust we are trying since we are all very shy ,,, -johnny"  and I reply with "is okay!! take your time :-) i really like your pronounpage". Otto replies with "THANK UU AGAIN!!! our co-host was very proud of it :D your very kind!!!" and I say, "thank you!! i try 2 be. sorry if i like overuse ":-)" i picked it up from the loml LOL". Otto ends the conversation by saying "HEHE no it’s okay… i picked up some of my habits from our irl friends too so it’s okay,,, :D"
MY FIRST EVER INTERACTION W U WAS ME TELLING YOU THAT YOU'RE COOL 🥹🥹🥹 I truly do think that you have nuclear swagger even if you dont believe that </3

we have rlly similar interests (falsettos, the outsiders, homestuck...) and i lav you so bad.... PLATONIC!!!!!!!!!!!!! end text. i lav u lots (again platonic) and im so so glad i met u && im sorry that all the things that happened 2 u happened....

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Pub: 02 Jan 2026 07:34 UTC

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