sayangku bladee now playing destroy me
i am a 16 year old fangirl, who is insane about bladee, my oshi ♡ he and his music is my pride and joy, he has brought nothing but inspiration and happiness into my life 
I often speak about him to friends and family, I love his work so much and I truly would not be ida without him.
i don't personally know him, I am not parasocial this is from a fan perspective ;)
I have been solely dedicated to him for over 500 days
i have around 21k streams for bladee, not that that determines how much i love him.
we have matching charms (///▽///)

"beautiful martyr" on the bracelet

17th December 2025 irl
I met bladee and gave him a bracelet ♡ i have the matching one as well as 2 other friends ... he spoke to me and smiled at me
he was really cute, he had sunglasses on and smiled and blushed at me. he had his thick swedish accent ofc :)
I didn't ask him to sign anything or for a photo so he was probably appreciative.
I hooked the bracelet around his finger as he walked past me - his hands are rlly big. I underestimated the size of the bracelet but he still seemed happy.
15th May 2026
bladee wore the bracelet i gave him at the very top of his arm of bracelets in the "blondie" music video.
I will forever be greatful and I am filled with so much joy because of this. I love him so so much and I feel as if my life is complete now.
he will forever be my prince & saviour i love him so much.
你是万里挑一,你不值得这个世界扔给你的东西。你的画很励志的~你是我的偶像,你是我在乎的人。纯粹的爱和欣赏是我对你的感觉—我神经质关于你因为我是十六岁小女和我说的很多/ _ ; 一天我会学习瑞典语写关于你,同样中文,所以你能读这(精神上,哈哈)
“时机已经成熟神会按照他对你所应许赐给你.你将会得到应得到的” 
I ♡
as of 10th June 2026 I have drawn bladee 218 times

as of 10th June 2026 i only own 3 official pieces of bladee merch
spiderr and icedancer are my favourite bladee albums.
my favourite bladee song is obsessed with death and unreleased is sleep walk 2 the jeweller, my favourite recent song is black fire
blondie & black fire are my favourite songs on sulfur surfer and they bring me so much joy ~
☆ bladee's discography in fav order ☆
#1 obsessed with death
#2 destroy me
#3 sleep walk 2 the jeweller
#4 amygdala
#5 side by side
#6 nothingg
#7 frosty the snowman
#8 black fire
#9 deletee
#10 safehouse
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ofc I love the rest of dgsbe #foreverdrain I also hold ecco and thaiboy vv close to my heart ! ecco's music is incredibly comforting - and ofc i also love wa + sadboys
irl i own a little bladee nui. I usually just call him bladee nui or blad ~ made by my wonderful oomf @abysswaves (gift)
little blad small cute ♡
i enjoy cuddling him and taking him with me on trips. he is part of my family now
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i dont [yet] have any type of bladee shrine, but i do have a lot of printed photocards of him, bracelets, and other items i made for or after him. I would like to have a shrine one day.
soon, i plan to buy a ring for myself for him, probably a pandora ring. i'm also going to make a necklace.
the bladeesona's i am currently fixated on are fuit gummy and also spiderr, but i have loved spiderr for soooo long ...
from sept ♡
im so normal lol
here is a list of all my other bladees.
I basically only draw dgsbe fan art nowadays, I also make dgsbe fan edits and animation memes - and of course i write fanfiction, ヽ(´o`;
what i keep inside my phonecase