nyallo two people write on this ᨳ(.˘ ³(´ ˘ . )
OH MY GOD I LOVE THEM SO FRICKIN MUCH OH MY GOD WE ARE SO THEM

thursday, 07.10.25


i love my girlfriend so much we're so cute ARENT WE THE BEST I LOVE HER SO MUCH I DONT CARE I'D DATE HER IF I COULD I'D BE SO GAY FOR HER

saturday, 07.05.25

i am just so BORED! i have nothing to do i don't want (i wanted to) to go outside any plans i had i cant frickin do cuz my stupid baka life hates me. i was SUPPOSED to go swimming but guess what.. they're DRAINING the pool?? and yeah.. i dont want to go with that woman because she genuinely pisses me the fuck off i dont even feel like talking to anyone which sucks too but my daddy got me icecream it was yummy :3 im so bored i want to have friends and go out plss °՞(ᗒᗣᗕ)՞°

ill probably go play genshin now or something and be chronically online.. yes im white im ginger i cant frickin tan guys

friday, 07.04.25

HAPPY FOURTH OF JULY YIIPPIEE YAY HEHE (๑⃙⃘´༥`๑⃙⃘) !!!! i missed my father very mucho today— he left for work without waking me up or anything!!! it was very rude and it made me very sad. i literally wake up to the simplest things like even when his car door shuts i frickin wake up- but when he left i thought he'd come back and id be so ever happy but then he didnt come back for another 3 hours.. then 7.. then 9.. then 12. then he got home!!! (ᵔ▿ᵔ)و he messaged me at 5pm when i was about to make potatoes and then he messages me saying "Getting pizza" so im so excited im like "Ahhh okay!!! i miss you so much i heard you leave i was so sad i couldn’t hug you!" but then he got home like.. four hours later. I COULD HAVE EATEN THOSE POTATOES!!! but i didnt frickin eat them because he said he was bringing food home! BUT ITS OKAY!! because i saw my dad then hugged him i was so happy and we hugged he brought me dominos— wait hes calling me downstairs right now..

  • (father) you have to try those banana peppers
  • (me) but im not hungry 3:
  • (father) but you gotta try them
  • (me) ill do it tomorrow promise

then i ran back up the stairs and almost tripped and yelped but im okay i think i gave myself a splinter my frickin toe hurts okay im on the phone with my girlfriend go read hers okay bai:3 my fat fucking fingers couldnt tap when i tried to add the fuckkng colroroing

1:12am.. lexie told me to kill myself because i was being too kawaii desu.. You were being retarded
no i wasnt thats mean ill guilttrip you now

i realized i type kind of weird when like... actually trying to talk about something? if that's worded right.. .i hope it's makes sense. stevie says she likes it? but it bothers me a bit. my sister told me i text like our mom. i'm not good at sentence structure or anything like that so if someone actually reads this... yeah, sorry. i write the way i think

it's so freaking hot in my room i want to dieeeee! finally got around to decorating a lot of my urls properly, including uhh rhis one? like 25 more left. stevie fell asleep:((( i'm struggling to fall asleep because it's so HOTTTT!!! my fan is no help at all and i got rid of my blanket idk what more i can do:( just DIE i guess

if maddie were to read this, she’d make fun of me for every little thing...especially the way i type or write (my typing style changes to match whoever i'm talking to? i thinkkkk? if that makes any sense). i kind of don’t like that she knows i own this or that i asked for her help with the url—because, well, as i said..

this morning is joyously good! i woke up a few times to drink water (if i can recall, i think?).. but i heard the hangup noise of my girlfriend at like 10:30 which i was actually really sad but i checked messages and knew why cuz shes going out rn!! i wish i was talking to her cuz today i felt really talkative and were usually on mute before we actually talk but i just wanna talk to my girlfriend!!!! (◞‸◟;) i want to talk to you too! sorry. couldn't leave my mother all alone after she asked me to come with:((

but uhh— this is my dream now!! so i had a dream where me and lexie were like playing da hood (yes a roblox game okay) and like i guess we went our seprate ways because at some point she had a eboy master and she was a ekitten so what happened is that i decided to kill them both since they tried to spin up on me then i stomped them while i think lexie said "stop!!" and i said something along the lines of "what the fuck is wrong with you.." then i killed them more times like the real game yada yada then her emaster decided to come kill me but he called me emo and then stomped me once i think?? then i had my spin back, i went to rev and slowly turned my character towards him and said.. "we look the same" he tried to say "no we dont" so i stood next to him and he realized.. then i was done and woke up! i would never do this

But its okay!!! i talked to meh gf this morning im sure we'll call later :33 ok stevie #out yes we will

i'm at the lake right now with my mom, her bf (and his family, my first time meeting them), and my younger brother. i didn't want to go at all, i wasn't even supposed to because i said no at first. my mom texted me though asking that i come with because she didn't want to be "alone"... how could i deny her??!:(

these people are very friendly. they all gave me a hug when we were first introduced. i want to go home though, i miss stevie!!!! my plan was to do nothing today and relax since i did a lot yesterday. i'll probably sleep when i get home and then call my gf. the lake was pretty though and it wasn't that hot

i'm so bored:( Hi stevie hi hi hiii

thursday, 07.03.25

i hate—really hate—summer. my state is more cold than warm though, so that probably influences it. but this year... i'm going to try and be outside more! despite how much i hate the heat. me and my girlfriend want to go to six flags this summer, and i really hope we get the chance to:) we've been talking about it for a month? maybe two? maybe. i went swimming the other day for the first time in two years—a long time, believe me, i know. not really sure why i stayed away for so long… loneliness? not knowing if i even enjoy it anymore? or maybe it’s just my computer, where i spend most of my time now playing video games.

i would never consider myself good at self-expression. i mean, i can express myself well enough—especially if you’re my friend—but i struggle a lot with how i'd like to word things and how they actually come out. i enjoy hearing about others thoughts and opinions though, i find it really interesting. how different everyone can be compared to my own self. i was reading another blog and the way they worded stuff was really unique and very beautiful. if i ever had the chance to be their friend, i would definitely take it. anyways, i'm going to call with stevie—my girlfriend (who’s not actually my girlfriend, by the way)—later when i get home!

update: we're calling now, she is going to read this. i'm slightly embarrassed

another update: she wants to write on this too. i think it's a cute idea

wednesday, 07.02.25

calling with gf:)

some random rentrycorder i've interacted with like .. twice? maybe? blocked me!

idk, i offered for one of their urls a few days prior and they ignored it, which is fine. i didn'treally care, i just thought the url was one that would be nice to own! ANYWAYS. i saw them in the same server again and naturally clicked on their profile and i was?..blocked????

my best guess is that i mentioned i like the same character as them on a related url. it was fyodor btw. from bsd. LOL

it's not that deep, but it made stevie and me laugh because… it's a fictional character. and iiii just think it's funny to take something like that so seriously.


about uhh.. us ! (wip)

leave me alone - stop being so sad and be happy!!! °ʚ(´꒳`)ɞ° i am happy because we're calling

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