im gonna kill myself i wrote 3 paragraphs and chrome fucking crashed please shoot me right now im fucking done please kill my ass whatever im going to retype all that shit from what i remember and force myself to copy and paste every single fucking detail i pulled from other resources ok lock in and pretend nothing ever happened. goddamnit i dont fucking remember shit fuck
im crashing out i hardly want to even continue this bullshit


hello gangylanngsss,!!!! mmmyyymy brithday was yesterday,,.! ^_^ so yeah!!,,

it wasnt awful!! for my bithday i had my FIRST EVER SLEEPOVER!!!! :smiling_imp: with my #1 bee eff eff :333 it was so goofy we had sm fun,, it was crazy because bro on everything im highkey sum rotisserie chicken when i sleep :sob:
before that we did some silly crafting and such .. we made matching DDLC perlers that im planning to iron into keychains !! or necklaces maybz , we made another thing that i forgot.. and then we did a little bit of kandi!!

we played games with my family tooo,, next day when i openned gifts i got sum good stuff!! :3
bro. my stepgrandma. gave me 300 DOLLARS????? HELLO???????? im prolly gonna put $150 or more or so in my college funds account, since thats what she told me to do with some of it
oh. and yeah. i will fucking NEED that shit for some reason i been thinking a lot about my future and stuff ,, i think even a small bit like $150 will DEFINENTLY make still a BIG difference. for college and undergrad, first is $75 JUST TO APPLY. for one year you may pay $64,310, & 30K each month. and thats only college, and even worse then for the second one $98,000/yr whateva im tired of being negative nelly

anyway. i took my pookiestar out to brunch, it was SO GOOD :bangbang: and i was actually friends with the waiter lmao so i was surprised we got the same one !
at the end of the meal i jokingly said to him. "yo cuh its my birthday can i get a hug :wilted_flowwer:🥀❤️‍🩹🥺" and he was like "YEAHH MAN!!!" which i did NOT expect lmao anyway we hugged it out it was supa fun lmayo,,, ^_^ !!
when we got backkk we just did somore stuff we played with ice/snow and threw and chucked every peice we could find anywhere around my house like off the deck the driveway the crawlspace EVERYWHERE and while we trhew it, it was really euphoric because every good one we went "OOUHHHH" and exclaimed "brah ts literally 'this one for the boys'" !!! uhhh my bus is gonna be here soon so i cant type much more.... oh and a few days ago i had a seizure that no one witnessed but my family along with medical professionals are still 99% sure happened :skull: and yeah i KNOW it happened because well i know how i feel after a seizure. did i already write a blog post about that whole thing? hopefully because im too seepy to write it all again....
think i wrote it in my notes app on my phone, but havent put it on my site ... will hopefully do that later whenever possible! alright, thats all i got today. later gater :yum::yum::yum::yum: !

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Pub: 02 Feb 2026 21:10 UTC

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