hi guys im still not better womp
im genuinely scared. i dont know what is going to happen anymore.
i am not safe. nor is my father.
ice is coming door-to-door. people of color are being arrested and shot every waking day with immigrant children being sent to CONCENTRATION CAMPS.
"this country is almost just like nazis in 1930s Germany" no. it already is. it HAS been. for far too long. we are being desensitized to things like all of the current issues in the world along with the fact of actual history and the fact that we are seamlessly repeating it. i am not safe. ice has power. more than the police. if you look at a motherfucker wrong, it's up to them to do absolutely whatever the fuck they want to you. they do not have mercy. not for children. families. elders. i am not safe. they shot a pregnant woman in her belly. this is fucking disgusting. i hate this.
i am not safe.
nazi symbols were literally found with senators. they are no longer trying to hide it.
i dont even care if this is corny. this quite literally is exactly what would be happening in Germany 1930. nazis would come door-to-door trying to find Jewish people. this is what the fuck happens when we are uneducated.
am i just a crazy stupid conspiracy theorist or something? how much am i overreacting? am i? if someone sees this are they going to think im dumb asl? okay with how im wording and going on about all of this nevermind is really highkey does sound like im crazy tweakin cuh
either way
im scared
im scared that one day im going to wake up to the news my father is gone for the ignorance of others
he still has a room in our house. i wouldn't even be able to go in there without bursting out crying. he doesn't even live with us anymore. i dont even remember where, but yesterday he told me he just moved away from that area luckily.
today i got into an argument with a friend. i was venting to my /other friend/ about everything going on. other other friend said i was wrong about the whole thing, saying that "uh well they only come in if u refuse to let them in" first of all that is their RIGHT "anddd they cant do anything unless they have evidence that you are not a US citizen" hey so actually no they dont and she heard about my dad and things he saw and she was like "um! well sometimes parents LIE :eye roll:" thanks blud
maybe shes right and im stupid asl and overreacting
either way im still worried about the other people whove witnessed and have had experiences with ice because i have basic empathy.
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i do not have anybody to even talk to about this.
i feel so alone. how pathetic.
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i am afraid.