hello chat. been thinkin smore about names? creampuffs? creamp-p-p**s? any ideas? me neither bro
well i came here in the first place to write about school lol
uh but first first - ive been doing well, my server is back up n running and coming back to life !! more people joined and i was happy especially because they were interested in my long boring stories surrounding residential and the whole hulu story lmao .
other than that ..
say THAT kid today
. the one with the solar opposites backpack that is EXTREMELY homophobic and bigoted.
pluh choose a side 
and the worst part is the backpack is so freaking cute with me and korvball on it
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6/8 of me guesses he's never even watched a lick of the show before and just saw the backpack thinking the background was cool. more likely he only watched season 1...
we all know how season one was. thats probably where he stopped watching because soon enough they get gay
wuteva... maybe when mine wears down ill get a solops bag myself
ou,,,, my stomach hurts so bad bro. i think im sick
at lunch im PRAYING the vending machines take cash cs they were broken a while back. and i really want apple juice bro
bonus fact the AC in our entire school has been broken for WEEKS
wearing my mcr shirt today im surprised i haven't yet gotten terribly flamed for it (im still in like my first perd
)
im so tired and exhausted lately , i cant think of ANYTHING to sample.
at this point ive seriously considered giving the hell up. music making isn't for everybody. especially not for me with the disgustingly fast rising of ai and our entire world situation. im losing motivation at this point, because the beat thats been taking me more than months could just be replaced by ai in 50 seconds. im trying hyperpop/break/llicore which isn't a huge genre so i dont even know how many people would even get into my music
its still worth a shot, right? to get feelings out or something. ive always wanted to be famous. I've lived my life consumed with greed. i got large on many platforms before, my largest TikTok getting maybe around 10K? hardly remember it years ago
my latest is only at 2K. i think my largest video was maybe around ~40K? my memory sucks. and look at myself, "only 2k." proves my point. im on a tangent.
one of my favorite channels on yt i had with maybe 100 really interactive subscribers eventually got terminated because google fucking sucks which we all know
uhhh theres some more, a tumblr i have has around 3K we living though i haven't posted in months out of fear
thats what i always do. i get caught up in shit and then it fills me with pure fear to the point where i dont know what to make next because I've already ran out of motivation. and stuff
i'll get like an amazing fanbase who even know me well, and then one day i just. disappear. thats my worst toxic trait i fear
urhghh
1PM
drew korvy n me yaoi and daydreamt about some of our cute moments like when he was tracking my booty down and asked if this girl
banged me cus i could like pull anyone with my green alien ways and she said "i WOULD have but he said no for the 'love of his life' 'crumbo' or something"
and korvball was angry like "WHAT!!!! WHOS crumbo." dum dum (she MEANT korvo but her memory was clearly sucking)
that was before we were married too ..... and his dumb butt said "no such thing as a LOVE schlorpians dont experience nun of that." yeahhh bud and then youre mad when you hear the mention of somebody else in relation to me... "the WHAT of his LIFE. ?????????? WHO is that WHO is CRUMBO."
man i love stupid crumbo
had to edit ts on friday cs for some reason half of it didnt paste onto here </3 anyways BYE!!!