diary dont read
I hurt myself again i hurt myself again why ccant i put down thr fucking blade why am i always doing this i can lkterallt feel the cuts like on my sides like when i sit and move and they just hurt
and why am i hunched over a toilet witb a pen down my throat trying to throw up and i cant evenget myself to throw up i jjst want to get sick
When the cut goes white and you see the skin split before the blood comes out
god i wanna throw up so badly. i just wanna make myself throw up. i tried bht it hurt like a bitch and it ddint even work
im trying to eat a sandwhich thsts literallt just bread and cheese and im just like shaking and crying over bread and cheese im actually gonna kms this time
kill me
I jjst cut again jfc that was reliving i fucki lvoe this so much oh my god. its like a sigh of relief
I tjink im gonna try to make myself throw up today
sep 28 2025
lol i cut again
i hate this twin
but i love cutting. its so rewarding. so relieving
oct 5 2025
im 16 now
i want to kill myself
i spent all of last nifht jjst sobbing aboht having my birthday at my lowest and then i cut again .
god i love cutting
Why mustvi be addicted to something
I haye thi
I wish i went deeper
october 25 2025
cutting is so fun. god i jjst love seeing the blood drip down. i like the way it burnsba little but when i shower if i do it before & seeing all the redjust leeak down . its so nice. i alsobhate it.
i hate how much i love cutting
I love hurting myslef everynight cause im litwsllly nobodys favorite. kage prefers hiareth, waves prefers august, levi prefers juli. i domt even need to front anymore. im at my lowest. if i wasnf such a pussy i would kill myself. i cant wait to stop being scared