diary dont read

I hurt myself again i hurt myself again why ccant i put down thr fucking blade why am i always doing this i can lkterallt feel the cuts like on my sides like when i sit and move and they just hurt

and why am i hunched over a toilet witb a pen down my throat trying to throw up and i cant evenget myself to throw up i jjst want to get sick

When the cut goes white and you see the skin split before the blood comes out

god i wanna throw up so badly. i just wanna make myself throw up. i tried bht it hurt like a bitch and it ddint even work

im trying to eat a sandwhich thsts literallt just bread and cheese and im just like shaking and crying over bread and cheese im actually gonna kms this time

kill me

I jjst cut again jfc that was reliving i fucki lvoe this so much oh my god. its like a sigh of relief

I tjink im gonna try to make myself throw up today

sep 28 2025

lol i cut again

i hate this twin

but i love cutting. its so rewarding. so relieving

oct 5 2025

im 16 now

i want to kill myself

i spent all of last nifht jjst sobbing aboht having my birthday at my lowest and then i cut again .

god i love cutting

Why mustvi be addicted to something

I haye thi

I wish i went deeper

october 25 2025

cutting is so fun. god i jjst love seeing the blood drip down. i like the way it burnsba little but when i shower if i do it before & seeing all the redjust leeak down . its so nice. i alsobhate it.

i hate how much i love cutting

I love hurting myslef everynight cause im litwsllly nobodys favorite. kage prefers hiareth, waves prefers august, levi prefers juli. i domt even need to front anymore. im at my lowest. if i wasnf such a pussy i would kill myself. i cant wait to stop being scared

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Pub: 06 Oct 2024 03:55 UTC

Edit: 22 Oct 2025 04:38 UTC

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