my intention for this message was never to make it very emotional, but chrome crashed midwriting and now im just speaking whatever i feel, and think of whenever i think about you. sorry for the emotional message in advance haha
i'm going to refer you as emu here okay ! im not used to calling you kieran yet :,D
dear emu , i thank you so much for forming wxt. i don't remember how we suddenly talked to each other with the others, but i sure am happy you asked for our discord users on our first meeting.
im sorry for bringing up wxt as my opening for this, but i really cannot move on from our past. i miss you so much emu. i still remember vividly when you first suggested to get on vc, and how awkward it was when no one talked. you were the first one to make silly noises that encouraged the others to open their mic and talk. (rui, support and i are an exception LMAO) it still flatters me whenever i remember you said my voice sounded soothing and made you feel sleepy, that was the first time someone has ever said that, and it makes me happy? idk why, maybe bc i love comforting people. :D
emu, you were the first person who interacted with me when we formed wxt, and i cannot thank you enough for that. you mean a lot to me and you still do. i still see you as my best friend, emu. you were the emu to my nene. i cannot forget how you made me feel seen so much even when people were ignoring me. i appreciate you a lot. thank you so so so much for forming wxt, gosh, words alone cannot express how much i miss you so much. i hope you are doing better without us by your side </3.
you were my everything when i was nothing, thank you for trusting me with your secrets, and constantly asking how im doing. you filled me as whole. eventhough our timezones are very different and hard for us to communicate, i'll always find time to talk to you. i always will. it doesnt matter if i dont have enough sleep or not, as long as you don't feel lonely.
i still remember when we were defending ourself against bright and support in among us, haha. i miss wxt a lot, and you, more. im sorry this got emotional but i was just thinking about you and it hurts.
i love you so much emu. i appreciate you so much and i'll always be there for you, i will never stop checking up on you. i am really grateful for your presence, it feels less lonely, and i hope you feel that way with me too. you are such an important person to me it hurts when star said you left us, but its okay. everyone come and go. but sometimes i wish that never applied to you. BUT THATS OKAY!!!! i will never NEVER stop you from having more friends besides us. ALWAYS CONTINUE GROWING YOUR WINGS EMU!!!! DONT LET ANYONE STOP YOU FROM EXPLORING OR BEING YOURSELF <333.
lastly, i really hope this message reaches to you, all confessions /p btw HAHAHAH i hope you and your loved ones stay together as one for the rest of your life.