Edit (04/05/26): I forgot to mention, but if you want a Direct apology from me, please inbox me and Tell me what I Did. My memory is absolutely horrid and I can't remember things from hours ago sometimes, and I can only recall these situations because It Was brought up to me. I'm more than willing to Communicate, apologize, and hopefully leave you with Closure. I am not active on Alterspring anymore on any accounts, so I'm unable to see what you are Talking about, and I refuse to open That Site again. If you don't feel comfortable talking on My Atabook, then Please understand that i am Deeply, Deeply sorry. This isn't to Save Face or whatever, But I understand when I need to be held Accountable for my Actions.

Hello! You all may know me by my username (@Kitty), or by my name in general. (Avery) I'm not going to be coming back to this site as I've come to realize I'm honestly a hypocrite, and I can acknowledge when my presence isn't wanted on a platform. I will, however, address everything that I've been redirected to/informed of so far. Everything will be addressed in a QNA format, and you're more than free to ask for clarification or even criticize me on my atabook, I will respond to everything I can—but I may get overwhelmed and forget to reply. I Have done a lot of harm, and I'd feel better addressing it all here instead of consistently deleting my responses and running away.

  • "Are you larping as Sae just because he got called out?"
    This allegation, admittedly, confused me at first. The only reason I know that this specific question is about me is because the original poster talked about TCOAAL within the same ask—and I will also be addressing that later on. I am not larping as a groomer just because he got called out. It's very cliche for me to say this, but I have been interested in jesters for quite a while/pre-callout. "Do you have any evidence of this?" Kind of. I have lost access to both of my old devices that are locked behind 2FA, but I do have evidence from this year/pre-callout. All evidence can be found in this gallery (you may need an Adblocker to view this): https://postimg.cc/gallery/gnnwZGS . These were a month/days before the Callout was even posted. If I can manage to get my hands on more proof of this, I'll add it onto the gallery.
  • "What happened with @Yugioh and A?"
    A was generally not a good person when it came to social interaction on Tetratto, especially when he interacted with those older than it. From what I can read back on, A inserted itself in a joke surrounding Yugioh's miscarriage and never properly apologized for it. I want to say to Yugioh directly that I am sorry for A's actions, and that I know that my apologies may not do anything at all, but I hope you are doing well despite what A has said to you. I will absolutely and 100% admit that me asking what happened before talking to A was a bad move on my part, especially since we were dating. It was just difficult for me to understand what was going on when I was being told different stories, and I wanted to hear it from other people before A itself.
  • "Why do you have sexually suggestive content on your pages?"
    I have no excuse for this, but I do have an explanation. I was friends with people who were considerably bad influences on me and said it would be fine to have these kinds of things on my page since I'm turning 18 soon. I assumed it would be okay as my friends who are my age also said it was fine, even though it's clear to me now that it's inappropriate and dangerous. I will be removing any suggestive content off of my rentries, along with my Boyfriend's, and I apologize to anyone who felt uncomfortable or disgusted by my actions. I have always been open about enjoying NSFW content ever since I was 14, and I have never, ever gotten backlash from it or told it was wrong and unsafe. I was encouraged by those around me to keep indulging in these habits, and I don't want anyone who stumbles upon my page to think it's okay either.
  • "Why are you larping as a TCOAAL fan?"
    I never larped as a TCOAAL fan. I was interested in it whenever it first came out, became repulsed by it, fell into an episode and became temporarily obsessed with it for a while. This is honestly one of the :allegations' I don't really understand or let alone care about considering I was in a bad state of mind around the time. I'm not going to dump everything going on in my life on this page.
  • "Why did you freak out over /Circus being reclaimed?"
    I'm not able to regulate my emotions very well. I was extremely suspicious at first when Laika first claimed the url because it was deleted almost immediately after I mentioned what URLs Sae had owned. I freaked out over Circus getting reclaimed by a mutual of mine because I was already having a shitty day, that's all. I apologize if I made it seem like I cared more about URLs than what Sae did.

I'm not going to be returning to any social platform outside of Discord. I have admitted to my wrongs, I've tried to clear the air as much as I could, and I believe my absence will be better for the community itself. I have been slowly bettering myself over the past few months, and I will give myself the space to reflect on my actions and how I've hurt people.

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Pub: 03 May 2026 22:03 UTC

Edit: 04 May 2026 19:20 UTC

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