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PERSONALITY & APPERANCE

Personality. . . music Calcifer has been troubled his whole life, people's first interactions with him are very often him yelling at someone over snide comments passed in hallways. He's never been able to just ''let go'' or let something slide. Even if you're not mad about what happened, Calcifer will be. His hotheaded tendencies get him in a lot of trouble, he's in hot water with more people than he is friends with. Calcifer is extreme, yes, but he's far from cruel. He doesn't do things out of a desire to see people hurt, but a desire to protect things. His friends, himself, his father.. Whatever it is he's protecting he guards it with his full heart. He's not the sort of person with many friends, but he'll kill and die for the ones he does have. He's sure it's not very heroic to let the world burn for the people he loves, but he would at the end of the day.

Calcifer is almost always energetic, even at his most depressed it's hard to keep him still. He's extremely dedicated and hyperactive. Calcifer never backs down from ANYTHING once he makes up his mind about it. It's admirable how hard it is to tire him out both mentally and physically. He'll go until he physically cannot go anymore. Make sure you never get into an argument with him, even if he's totally wrong he won't back down until he's had the last word. He has some intense laser focus, things not directly relating to what he's set his sights on often fading easily into the background and leading to him coming off as very forgetful.

He often tends to.. Brush off things that don't seem immediately important to his goals. He tries not to ever think very hard about what he's feeling or what he's experienced. Always looking ahead, never dwelling on the past. He feels all his emotions VERY strongly, but he doesn't like to think about them. He hates ""talking things out"" especially in regards to himself. His thoughts don't matter, only his actions. Only what happens next. A lot of things have blurred into the backgrounds of his life because they're not directly related to what he NEEDS to be doing. Vulnerability isn't a thing he just.. does. He doesn't WANT to do it. He just needs to focus and he'll be just fine.

As he got older he chilled out a little. He's much calmer than he was in his youth but many of his impulsivities and inabilities to let things slide have remained. He finds himself calmest in the company of close friends or surrounded by people familiar to him. Anywhere else and he tends to get a bit more.. Antsy. Either way it's not like he's incapable of holding calm conversations and being professional. He just prefers his way of doing things. The better way.

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Pub: 19 Jul 2024 19:49 UTC

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