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BYI :
- i will come off as a dry texter once you try to befriend me, if i actually show interest towards you (by reading you like a book), i will surely show the signs of interest. keep in mind that im not actually easy to befriend, i have some friendship issues and they may occur in the future if happening. whatsoever, im not really interested upon befriending. i ONLY chat first depending the topic occur without exception, i do not open easily. my trust level may be high but i CAN control it so.
- i get easily exasperated once something weird and unusually strange comes up into someone's behaviour, attitude nor action(s), which results to sudden conversation interruptions in a progress of ghosting the specific person included. simply, i could try again to cause some talking again if time seems possible so. repeating it would lead to confrontation (which i hate doing so, very MUCH.) and an immediate block if seemingly.
- socialization sometimes feels like a waste of time for me, i dont really do much so. upon being a close friend to me though, you can chat me sometimes (nevertheless not daily)! i also may able to text first if i really feel like it as a sign of liking you. apart from that, PLEASE dont even try to do a deep and long-time conversation with me. i might stop it very quickly and move on to do the things that im required (accordingly in my mind) to do so. i also despise people, keep that in mind.
- please be aware that i can accidentally be either all negative or avoidant towards you, i could also crash out randomly if some specific topics comes around the chit-chat we're having. these could be commonly because of my disorders, they affect my whole behaviour so. if anything seems to be fixed, dont mention it towards other people infront of my face. i could literally see you gossiping bout it in my screen..
- no i do not stay all the time or say "ill always be there for you" (etc.) all that as i always leave whenever i want. this may come up very problematic towards others out there but i show apathy, im a very cold-hearted person and i show no interest to feelings whatsoever. but i can comfort you and give you advices as im experienced with these happenings, i will always check on you if your okay in your emotions. it is NOT fully okay to let the negative thoughts happen to your mind, as they will make your mental health worse. find solutions to them. you're always worthful and loved..
- i yearn about someone all the time, i sincerely apologize if i talk about them all the time in type to type on my keyboard. please let me know to stop talking about them too much (i only talk about them rarely anyway but i just miss them so bad uhhm Hi), i will always make sure to let the yearn go when i talk to you.
- any mentions, jokes, and topics about
nsfw and other sexual activitiesMAKES me very uncomfortable. this is mainly due to my trauma, also for being in the apothisexual society over here. i SHOW unpleasant reaction immediately when i take a glance in it, it's a very huge dislike. so do not do so. otherwise your absolutely getting blocked (valid for me ever. boundaries, alright? Ok?) do not even interact to me so if you cant even control it yourself and keep it to others. But any more other jokes are ok! besides, i mutter alcohol, getting drunk, kms jokes. i also rarely say slurs that i can RECLAIM. (dyke, bulldyke, faggot) (i only say it when im in a conversation with a person who can also reclaim so.) please inform me if you somehow get uncomfortable for what i say in my jokes, i will stop as you command so. your boundaries are important.