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᯽ I am diagnosed with BPD, PTSD, CPTSD and AuDHD. I share many symptoms of Depression, GAD, PPD and AVPD.
᯽ I have a lot of trouble with communicating, organizing words and explaining my points of view. I am currently working on it. Please tell me right away if you don’t understand what I say! I'd appreciate it too if you point out specifically what you didn't get since I'm awfully slow most of the time ;-;
᯽ I generally get triggered easily and IM VERY SENSITIVE. My emotional stability fluctuates every day but most times it gets intense. Please be careful with what you say to me.
Things that trigger me or can trigger me most of the times are: NE3DLE$, r@p3, physical @bu$e with family members, sexual a$s@lt, dissecting any animal and images of anyone h@n&ing. (in order btw). Do be mindful if you want to mention any of these, or don’t mention them at all.
᯽ I don’t have a habit of reaching out to people about how I feel, and it’s likely that either I will refuse to open up, stop opening up midway or downgrade it. Along with this, I do have anxious attachment issues but also scared to ask for reassurance and feel really guilty when being comforted at the same time. Please understand it’s extremely hard for me to warm up to people even when we are close friends. I promise it’s not your fault ^^ /gen
᯽ I can make myself sad/upset for the rest of the day (/srs) due to overthinking. I get sad.. overwhelmingly easily, mostly because of myself. This may affect the way I text so I’m very very very sorry that I don’t always appear energetic or happy.
᯽ Use tone tags please (like /j, /gen, /srs, /silly, etc.) !! They help me a lot since most times I can’t identify people’s tones :3
᯽ I use emojis, emoticons and GIFs a lot in texting, sometimes even kaomojis. I like to think they make my words more welcoming and approachable for those I talk to!! I do a lot of typos/grammar mistakes (can be intentionally or unintentionally) and I LOVE typing in all caps don't even get me started on my habit of keyboard smashing (as in kehsisheiJSBSN DONSOAJHGSCVXDK something like that) don’t mind me..
᯽ Do NOT do kys/jump/die jokes around me, please, it’s not cool. It can genuinely ruin my day and mood. /vsrs
I don’t mind mean jokes and can play along with them but do know your limits. I struggle with telling people to stop even if I was extremely uncomfortable atm (or I would kind of give a hint that I'm not comfy) so pleaseeeeeeee be considerate with what you say…
Don’t mention any form of NSFW if we aren’t close. Warning me first would be appreciated too!! Not that I get disgusted I just don’t trust people these days when it comes to talking abt it T-T. Also I don’t really care nor mind if you "flirt" with me but uhh… js know your limits and don't get.. too... comfy... ;-; /lh
᯽ I refer to myself as Blade or Yingxing (from HSR) and I like thinking that he’s me and I’m him. He brings me a lot of comfort and I genuinely feel happy when he’s mentioned anywhere!!
I’m not gatekeepy though and I don’t mind if you love him as well!! Just, yk, don’t be compete or be possessive about it :)
᯽ If it’s not obvious I’m HEAVILY attached to Jing Yuan and call him my husband as a coping mechanism. I love him with all my heart. It’s not just because he’s beautiful (though he is-) it’s the way he talks, his overall design, his story, his voice, his personality, how he’s so gentle but can also be serious when needed, how he’s a cat person, how he’s always sleepy, how HES GOT BIRDS IN HIS HAIR SAFELY WHILE ALSO FIGHTING LIKE JESGEJEHWJRHKEKEJ-
He’s extremely comforting to me just like Blade and I adore every part of his overall character. I promise I’m sane about him he’s literally the reason why I play HSR in the first place…
I’m quite attached to (fictional) men in general, not just Jing Yuan (I still love him the most though). But I don’t really bring them nor him up most of the time or for too long and like keeping it to myself IRL since I’m relatively scared that I may be annoying or get carried away so yeah..! T-T
᯽ like reading EVERY characters dialogue both in the main stories, side missions and events (not just HSR. this includes many other games I play). I enjoy analyzing, especially character/map designs and their symbolism to IRL culture/events. Once again I don’t talk about it much cause I’m scared I might be annoying but I will speak a bit if the topic is brought up :D
Well you may sometimes have to wait for me to remember thou cuz my memory is really poo ;-;
᯽ I get distracted pretty easily so I apologize if I suddenly go offline or stop replying mid convo. I also have a bad habit of passing out randomly.. I promise it’s not serious and most of the time I’m fully alright after waking up!! T-T
᯽ I’m very affectionate and clingy once I fully warm up. I usually would send the most out-of-pocket memes or ramble about random topics I’m currently thinking about. But if this bothers you please feel free to tell me!
᯽ If I am doing something wrong, like accidently triggering you, being too mean, etc. PLEASE TELL ME RIGHT AWAY! And please DONT BE DRY/GHOST ME WITH NO REASON. Please explain to me what I did or what made you like that since your behaviour will affect my mood. I do and will notice if you're doing it. /srs
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