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⃘ 𓏼𓏼𓏼𓏼 23/09/2025 ❜❜
- ꘩ I want to talk to you Charles, tell you how much I love you; you have ways on me no other person had before. Talking in between dreams, codes only for us to understand, you make me want to go to sleep when nightmares might approach. Recently I made a countdown, counting from the day I embraced my feelings towards you until eternity. I find it perfect to know how much time we’ve spent loving each other! Considering I made it quick on my free time, I don’t feel it’s the ugliest thing... I didn´t have time to make portraits of you as I used to before, I´ve met people on my life, they listen to me when my words start travelling over talking about you. I can spend hours nonstop about every attribute you have. I will go to see one of your interpretations on the cinema! As much as I don’t like how the Hamilton fandom treats you, it is exciting and brings some happiness to see some sort of “you”. I will travel hundreds of kilometers to see that movie, hope that makes you know how much I would do for you! Off topic, I love to read every card you made, imagining you writing them is just enough to put a smile on my face, every biography someone makes of you I love to skimmer through, I’ve learned there’s another book of you I haven’t yet read and I can’t wait to read it! At the moment I´m busy doing a sculpture and a painting for my brother, so my reading times shall wait for a while, but I still sometimes re-read quick paragraphs about you.
꘩ I think of you every day and I also cannot phantom how much I miss you every day, my heart will beat for you every single time, every beat you cannot do I will try to make it myself, I will get better in order for you to live in me. No words can explain how much I love you, to kiss you everywhere and letting you know how you are the most attractive thing my eyes ever laid on, to hold you and let the warmness of our body keep us warm on this cold nights whilst I tell you how wonderful you are, repeat all of the good things you’ve ever done and how handsome you are, how all of your features make you the most appealing person I’ve ever laid my eyes on. how every time I look at your image I smile just for a little bit, travelling my eyes all over your pretty face, how I would love kiss every millimeter of your face, not leave any spot behind whilst i hold you. I love listening to you, your giggles, your voice, you are all I can think about, you are so pretty, so handsome, so good-looking, so lovely… I could repeat synonym after synonym and never get tired, if that means describing you. I would kiss you all over your face, your clean shaved beard as you used to have, to hold you and caress your face. You treat me so perfectly my love; I wouldn’t change you for anything in this world. I keep repeating myself, but it’s just my way of being as you might know.
꘩ I still remember the first days of us, how I would light up another cigarette and leave it near me on the bench, how I felt you next to me, sharing the time together, I´m still thinking on re-doing that stuff, don´t think i forgot about that love, I´ve just been taking care of myself but I would love to repeat our little times. Sweetheart, how dear you are to me, I know I always talk about how much of love for you there’s on me , my friends are sick of hearing about you… I do live to talk to people about you, your life, your achievements, facts about things you. You are so sweet, such a pretty guy it is impossible for me to not talk about you. So beautiful, I would love to hold you, have you in my hands and trail my fingers; feel that harsh skin you have, maybe take care of it, creams and soap to clean you so well! I know it’s hard for you to take care of yourself, but I would be proud so proud of, how much i would love kiss that skin of yours. You are
breathtaking Lee, I love you so much and I want you to know that my heart goes to you wherever you are.- ꘩ My dearest. Yours, &c.
𓎢𓎟𓎡𓎢𓎟𓎡𓎢𓎟𓎡𓎢𓎟𓎡𓎢𓎟𓎡

