haruka

My name is jian, but you can also address me as baobei. I'm 16 years young, unlabelled and genderless, shi/him pronouns. I present both masculine and feminine. never use 'she' or 'it' pronouns on me.

i get really, really paranoid about things… it takes me a long time to feel safe enough to trust someone. i tend to overanalyse everything, autism’s final boss. i suspect people and doubt things.



⁰1 : pings always okay, i prefer being pinged as i may not notice. dms are only okay if you ask beforehand, i tend to ignore people that i don't know however.

⁰2 : i like devil may cry , vampires , and honkai impact 3rd , yona of the dawn, along with final fantasy vii (i like other games in the franchise too ♡, interview with the vampire, dc + marvel, star wars and adventure time. my fixations change very frequently. I LOVE OMEGAVERSE

BYI: I don’t like being corrected or shamed in fields I’m confident especially my special interests!

I don’t argue with random people over small topics, and I try my best to stay peaceful when interacting with others. No, I won’t jump you ^_^

I also tend to reach out to others when it’s needed, so don’t hesitate to reach out to me if you want to talk! I’m kinda buns at giving actual advice, but I’ll always try to reassure you and tell you what you need to hear / the honest truth about your situation.



i’m neurodivergent, and i live with did, cd, and some other things i don’t always name. tone tags aren’t helpful for me , they actually make things harder to read, so please don’t use them. i tend to have strong feelings and opinions.

i’m an covert-overt narcissist, so i know i can lack empathy sometimes. people have told me i can sound blunt or sharp, even when i don’t mean to. i can’t always tell how my tone comes across, but i never mean harm, if i sound harsh, i promise it’s not intentional.

i’m not great at replying, partly because i have a bad memory, being a system with amnesia doesn’t help, but also because i just forget things a lot. i make omegaverse jokes often; they’re tied to my special interests. sometimes i’ll avoid or ignore people for a while, especially when i don’t have the energy to talk. please don’t take it personally; i do that with everyone.

when you talk to me, please use medical terms, especially if you’re a system. i see my disorder in a very clinical way. please use singular pronouns only “we” or “us” doesn’t feel right. i’m one person, just made up of many parts. that’s what being a system means to me.


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Pub: 02 Nov 2022 05:38 UTC

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