
⠀﹒† hi there ♡ my name’s jian, though sometimes i go by fable, or even sotheby (though not as much). any of them is fine with me, really. i use shi / hir most often, but i also have some neopronouns i like. i’m somewhere between 15 and 17. i’m agender and abrosexual, but i don’t like putting too many labels on my feelings, they change like the wind sometimes. i speak english fluently, and i’m learning japanese (it's tricky, but i’m trying my best!).
"non-sharing" cyno soulbound, i don't like doubles at all and will likely ignore or block if we are :>
i get really, really paranoid about things… it takes me a long time to feel safe enough to trust someone. i tend to overthink everything, autism’s final boss, i guess. ♡ i suspect people and... doubt things, i'm very sorry for this, but if we talk often i might not ^.^
⠀﹒† pings: always okay, i prefer being pinged as i may not notice
⠀﹒† dms: dms are only okay if you ask beforehand, i tend to ignore people that i don't know however :>
⠀﹒† my interests are : omegaverse. slow damage. nso. south park. dexter. hannibal. genshin impact. final fantasy. fruit basket. tlosk. marvel + dc. cookie run. touchstarved. alien stage. bandori. and more...
i’m neurodivergent, and i live with did, cd, and some other things i don’t always name. tone tags aren’t helpful for me , they actually make things harder to read, so please don’t use them. i’m very sensitive, and i tend to have strong feelings and opinions.
i’m an covert-overt narcissist, so i know i can lack empathy sometimes. people have told me i can sound blunt or sharp, even when i don’t mean to. i can’t always tell how my tone comes across, but i never mean harm, if i sound harsh, i promise it’s not intentional.
i’m not great at replying, partly because i have a bad memory, being a system with amnesia doesn’t help, but also because i just forget things a lot. i make omegaverse jokes often; they’re tied to my special interests. sometimes i’ll avoid or ignore people for a while, especially when i don’t have the energy to talk. please don’t take it personally; i do that with everyone.
when you talk to me, please use medical terms, especially if you’re a system. i see my disorder in a very clinical way. please use singular pronouns only “we” or “us” doesn’t feel right. i’m one person, just made up of many parts. that’s what being a system means to me.
i live with several disorders, and i ask that you don’t demonize them. sometimes i appear grandiose, vulnerable, or even a little sharp, it depends on which part of me is showing symptoms. but i always try to act from honesty. deep down, i believe i don’t owe anyone anything.