my memories
for context, i am a kid with a . bad memory, to say the least. and im putting the ltitle things i can remember from my childhood!! alot of them are very special to me, even if their all very little things it makes me happy to go back on them
my earliest memory is probably when i was like a toddler, its this image ive had in my head since the dawn of time im pretty sure, its me sitting on the side of the living room at the trailer park we used to live in, my mom was on the other side, holding her hands out , im pretty sure the context to this was her trying to get me to walk, so this mustve been a very early memory!!
my second earliest when i was 4 or 5, was actually me logging out of my roblox account . which is extremely fucking funny . i remember why i did it too, i didnt know what log out meant , i had this image of a log in my head so i was like. Hm. Interesting and the rest is history. i remember the image of the log too!! lol
(alot of the ones after this i dont have the age for)
i remember one time i bit my moms ipad and broke the fucking screen cause i got angry at custom minigames
i have two memories of me going somewhere or to school, i think i remember these due to the specific songs that were playing, and i remember both of them!! budding trees and gooey !! both of these songs are still very epic . and i love the album the budding trees song came from!! on the car ride where i was going to school i remember my mom pointing out a school and saying some of my cousins went there!!
speaking of my cousins actually, writing that made me remember this game we used to play!! it was called [my cousins name here] land!! basiclly me and my other cosuin would get sucked into our computer and we'd go into the different layers of the website, i dont remember much of the layers themselves. Oh also we were on their trampoline lol
also when i was very little when i got first introduced to the said album from earlier, i was at some of her friends house (which looked really cool im p sure) the first song i heard from it was black as night !! i wouldnt call it black as night, id call it "the door lock song" cause of a specific part of the song;
"You got the keys
You got the keys
You got the keys
You got the keys
You got the keys but I'll never keep my door locked
You got the keys but I'll never keep my door locked, nah
You got the keys but I'll never keep my door locked you can always come right in"
so when me and my mom got in the car id ask for her to play the door lock song . i wonder how those people are doing nowadays
me and my moms (now ex) boyfriend (he was. genuinely mental) would oven go to rivers and hang out. i remember one specific one where i went into the part where all the adults were and i felt so cool . i was wearing like disney floaties or smth BUT IT DIDNT MATTER!! I WAS IN THE DANGER ZONE WITH THE COOL ADULTS THAT WERE DIRNKING XD
i remember going to this weird alligator icecream shop that was always there on the route back to my grandmas hosue (shed always pick me up and was like my main caregiver for alot of my early childhood) . i dont even think that icecream was good tbh
speaking of my grandma id always hang up her calls when it was my aunt cause i hated her as a joke . id also rile up her dog by squeaking my marshmallow dog toy (i got it from petco, ill talk about that after this) and her dog would just aggresssively bark
OKAY THIS ISNT A CHILDHOOD MEMORY but its something i NEED to remember for the rest of my life so. basiclly me and a friend were playing a game and one of the admins told us all to scream so. um well.. (LOUD WARNING. LIKE REALLY REALLY LOUD)
direct quotes from people nearby during and after the event:
"why are we in hell right now??"
"why am i hearing the screams of the damned"
"i need to make this a soundboard effect"
and something my friend said once i was done screaming:
"they told me to scream, so i screamed!" "only autistic motherfuckers like you would say that"
my friend was genuinely mad at me for screaming that loud btw. um.
list of things to add: ladder room, petco, trip to florida, texas snowstorm, summer/birthday game thing, nintendoggo thing, 3ds, clairo, hair dye, getting my hair cut