MAYARI !! @suministt on IG

about

um hi! i'm mayari, but you can also call me ellery or aerin. i'm 21, and blasian (black & filipino). i'm nonbinary and i'm fine with any pronouns, including neos.

english is (unfortunately) my first and main language as i'm literally half american, but i can speak and understand a very tiny bit of spanish. i also plan to learn a few more languages my own time as well such as korean, bisaya and tagalog.

i'm mentally ill as i'm often depressed and struggle with social anxiety. i'm also autistic (very much self diagnosed, but i've done proper research and i'm pretty sure that i show symptoms of it. i also want to take note of my own government being against those who are neurodivergent and trouble with getting a proper diagnosis) and i believe to suspect that i might have some other mental disorders, but i don't think i can get much of a diagnosis on them alongside getting any evalutions due to my age. keep in mind that this will affect the way that i interact, post, and etc. around others. i apologize if i dont act the way you expect me to because of this, or if you think i'm cold, boring or rude. i may also get a little crazy and hyper sometimes too so i apologize if this bothers you as well.

i can also get really paranoid around other people and those i don't know (+ i'm prone to overthinking and coming to the conclusion that everyone including those i'm close with hate me and don't want to be around me let alone interact), so it'll take me a while to get close and break out of my shell for a bit.

when interacting with me, please note that i'm very slow to understanding things and i'm not good with tone so please be patient with me and use tone tags! i don't mind dm's of course, but just know that i'm very bad at responding to them as i can either respond in minutes or a century. another reason is just being overwhelmed or forgetting to reply as there's times where i'm super inactive.

please note that i'm a big yapper and spammer, so expect to go through a very long story (i'm more active there than when i post) and to see long paragraphs about things.

likes

gaming, omori, my faves, xidomajor, susik, leehan, seokjoon, park jihoon, cha woomin my oomfs, girls, roleplaying, post-punk (esp. slavic), sanrio (esp. kuromi), love & deepspace, fnaf, listening to music, collecting photocards, sumin, learning languages, kpop, boba, thai tea, ramen

dislikes

men, zionists/neutral stanced people, racists, homophobes (literally anyone -ist/-phobic), weirdos, being told i'm mean, boring, immature and etc., being judged for no reason, hypocrites, smartasses, copycats, being left out, cringe culture participants, fanwars/discourse, bugs, being gaslit, manipulated & lied to, being overwhelmed, my hyperfixes and interests being mocked and made fun of, fake people, "edgelords" or anyone trying to be edgy, lurkers and those who won't interact with me (that shit truly pisses me off, even if you're the one that wants interactions. i'm not your fan and at worst i'll think that you hate me.)

byf

i consider xikers, boynextdoor & 82major my "holy trinity" so i mainly post and yap about them even though i'm into a ton of other groups, also keep in mind that i'm majority boy group as much as me also being into nugu groups (i don't shove it down people's throats though), so if you're a gg stan that hates bg stans and makes fun of them and/or you don't like nugu groups that much then kindly stay away! adding on to this fact, i'm also a sapphic bg stan (yes, sapphic and lesbian boy group stans such as myself exist) and i will NOT tolerate any sort of invalidation, erasure or hate and i absolutely refuse to prove myself of my sexuality (i've suffered from comphet and internalized lesbophobia many years to know how it feels like)... if everyone is ok with gay men being gg stans, people should be ok with lesbians and anyone wlw being into bg's. i mainly post k-pop related stuff in this account as well, but i also do talk and post about my other interests from time to time + i shitpost as well. there's times where i do get nsfw, but it usually stays on my cf. i block freely and randomly! i may be really awkward at first, but the more we talk and i open up i'm much more chaotic and fun i promise. i tend to switch ults and hyperfixes from time to time!

as mentioned earlier, i'm a yapper and i'm a spammer so i suggest moving on if you don't like this. i nd gatekeep some idols and can be very sensitive about others, so sorry if you get removed or are denied access from my account. the ones i gatekeep heavily are choi sumin + ham jinsik, leehan, & park seokjoon alongside jung wooseok (and a few others). (also i just can't control myself and i don't want to have to tweak out and go crazy, including the fact that i'm literally just mentally ill... i'm sorry, but if this genuinely makes you upset or is a reason for you judging or talking shit about me let alone thinking of me differently, i suggest you stay away for both your sake and mine. don't come at me with the "gatekeeping is bad" agenda either, anyone neurodivergent can't control it and you aren't in control of telling us what we can and can't gatekeep. we've literally done nothing to you. i don't care to argue over it either, you don't live in my shoes or any neurodivergent person's shoes).

i'm not always on my phone! i have a life and most of the time i'm working, plus i'm planning to go back to college at some point. another reminder for me to state here is that i'm not your fan!!! if you're going to follow me and to interact yet not actually do so with me, you're gone and won't be coming back. i hold my faves accountable and do not support their bad actions!!

i don't really remove people, so if i do remove you please don't re-request because there had to be a reason for me to remove you off my account. i also don't allow ex-oomfs on my account either as it triggers my paranoia.

dni

minor, basic dni list (racist, homophobic, etc. etc.) stalker/lurker, won't interact (AGAIN I WILL REMOVE YOU!! AT LEAST TALK TO ME ONCE!!), copycat, wants competition or beef, judges me, anti of my ults/groups, anti/invalidates neurodivergent gatekeeping, tries to one-up me (esp. regarding my ults), can't be patient with me, talks shit about me behind my back, pushy and expects me to respond every other second, weirdo, liar/manipulator/gaslighter, akgae (solo stans are fine as long as you're not evil or insane), makes fun of and hates bg stans + nugus, we have nothing in common, kpop over morals, army/blink/my/tokki/teume/kissy/dayone (current oomfs are fine), white (unless i follow first), will make fun of my interests & hyperfixes, supporter of tarzzan, hyuna, taeil, lucas, etc., rude to bg stans, esp. lesbian & sapphic bg stans, ex-oomf.

kpop

i nd gatekeep sumin and jinsik from xikers, seokjoon from 82major, sangwon and xinlong from ald1, leehan from boynextdoor & wooseok from pentagon (these five HEAVILY at most) alongside park jihoon and cha woomin at the highest degree too. (i know woomin isn't an idol but still). so please PLEASE don't request if: you constantly talk about them, you ult/bias them, call them endearment names (my baby, my love,...), you post them a lot, you post your friends with duos containing them. this also counts if you have friends who do that too. i'm sensitive about ricky from zerobaseone, yu from nexz, kyehoon from kickflip, & mackiah from ampers, so you may be on thin ice.

like before i want to remind you and make things clear again, that choi sumin is gatekept heavily by me alongside leehan and seokjoon and i consider those three my safe space as much as my main hyperfixations so i intend to keep it that way.

for extra info, i'm not hyperfixed on all of my faves at the same time and they'll always prone to changed all the time. however xikers, boynextdoor & 82major are considered the highest with pentagon very closely behind.

LIST : sumin, jinsik xikers, leehan boynextdoor, seokjoon 82major, wooseok pentagon (<- these never move!) sangwon, xinlong ald1, hwiyoung, chani, taeyang sf9, yu nexz, kyehoon kickflip, minwook cye, mackiah ampers&one, soul piwon ayden epex park jihoon wanna one, seungyoun (woodz) soloist

full stan list here

non kpop
kino, molchat doma, ploho, nürnberg, chernikovskaya hata, ssshhhiiittt, mitski, laufey, phoebe bridgers, boygenius, beabadoobee, frank ocean, michael & janet jackson, odetari, gorillaz, bea miller, the marias, arctic monkeys, the neighborhood, chase atlantic, tame impala, ruel

actors

park jihoon, cha woomin, nijiro murakami, sota fukushi, lee sangyi, wi hajoon, lee dongwook, gong yoo, kim taeri, han sohee, nana komatsu, kim goeun, lee dohyun, jeon jongseo, hwang inyeop, dallas liu, tristan pravong, florence pugh, keke palmer, marsai martin, yara shahidi, angela bassett, lupita nyong'o, michelle yeoh, steven yeun, maya eskrine, kaitlyn dever, xochitl gomez, manny jacinto

movies & shows

the black phone, wipeout, isle of dogs, fantastic mr. fox, coraline, paranorman, along with the gods, forgotten, my tomorrow your yesterday, time to hunt, the handmaiden, train to busan, #alive, midnight, the last of us, rupaul's drag race, abbott elementary, midnight runners, dead poets society, full + fuller house

cartoons

amazing world of gumball, bob's burgers, adventure time, regular show, amazing digital circus, pucca, avatar the last airbender, legend of korra , 6teen, teen titans, carmen sandiego, total drama, code lyoko, ever after high, monster high

anime & manga

saiki k, haikyuu, spirited away, ponyo, howl's moving castle, arrietty, madoka magica, your lie in april, kakegurui

games

love&deepspace, no, i'm not a human, where winds meet, genshin impact, honkai star rail, wuthering waves, detroit: become human, omori, life is strange, the last of us, resident evil, walking dead series, mystic messenger, dangerous fellows, danganronpa, sally face, stardew valley, baldur's gate 3, mouthwashing, silent hill, the cat lady

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Pub: 29 Dec 2025 22:10 UTC

Edit: 05 Jan 2026 08:43 UTC

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