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To my precious Victor♡♡


I love you, so much to the point my heart feels
Empty without you, just a single thought about you makes my heart full of happiness and admiration I wish to be like you one day, a person. An angel who had fell from the sky to protect me from evilness and agony. A good friend, who had helped me from committing and self-harming and showed me the light, the bright part of this cruel world.
I could always count on you when I am down, or atleast just a flicker of a sadness can be all washed away as I see you, it's a miraculous really, how could someone hold such positive thoughts and feelings towards someone so full of hatred? I used to think I was impossible and a burden to be loved.
I, as a person who was filled with so much hate and hatred towards people who approach me, like a goddamn cornered wild animal. Never have thought I would meet a person who is the complete opposite of me, someone who is appealing and appreciative towards everyone and thing, a person that shows gratefulness would change a person like me. It's very hard to believe and accept but all it took was patience for you, and all it took for me was nothing, you did everything, and I trusted you, I trusted you enough to give you personal information about myself, and I am glad I did.
I love you so much. Even if I can't express it much, I hope you understand my love for you, I just can't imagine i am your stupid partner, I don't know how to feel, but all I gotta do is wait don't I? All it takes is patience and acceptance doesn't it, my love?
Gosh just how much I love you. ♡

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Pub: 22 Nov 2022 17:06 UTC
Edit: 21 Jun 2025 00:14 UTC
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