now playing . . . ♬ ♪

city of the dead .

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welcome to the city of the dead,
where we all wear crowns upon our heads

welcome to the city of the dead,
where the lost are found, in peace we rest...

there goes the sun,
i've come undone...

there goes the sun,
i've come undone...

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loading boundaries... ⠀⠀ ͏͏͏ ͏͏͏ ͏͏͏ ͏͏͏ ͏͏͏⠀⠀⠀
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PLEASE TALK TO ME ABOUT MY SOURCE (HOLLYWOOD UNDEAD) I BEG

okay with source siblings, and source mates (EXCEPT deuce) are more than welcome!!

any platonic affection is fine by me!! ask permission to touch, though, as i can startle easily <"":)

teasing/playful banter is fine, i don't mind!!

nicknames are fine! but please ask about pet names

front requests are okay! can't guarantee i'll be available every time, but you're allowed to ask

the one thing i ask is PLEASE do not compare me to deuce in any way, and don't associate him with me;
this includes saying i replaced him or stole his spot in the band.
my in-system source mates might jokingly bash on deuce as a means to validate me and my trauma,
but we don't care about the actual musician whatsoever,
please keep that in mind

i'm polyam but i am NOT interested in any relationships that i'm not already in,
please don't flirt even jokingly, it makes me deeply uncomfortable

i have severe rejection sensitivity and PTSD,
i'm prone to anxiety + panic attacks, and i exhibit intense BPD symptoms,
please keep this in mind before / while interacting
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two empty eyes, that old reflection of mine
pleading for a reason, i always leave 'em behind...
...but i don't think i'm gonna make it out, no, not this time—
this rope's a little tight, my feet are scraping the skyline...

spitting up this blood again so i can bring back the flood again
Noah's Ark is sinking, and i'm thinking about the end, my friend
i never meant to hurt nobody—i just wanna be somebody!

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i'm here way down below ͏͏͏ ͏͏͏ ͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏/ ͏͏͏ ͏͏͏ ͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏all you living look so lovely...

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Pub: 18 Mar 2023 00:26 UTC
Edit: 25 Feb 2024 17:45 UTC
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