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€πΛ ππ JOURNAL 2025
2/24/2025
Entry Title: "new year + hiatus!!"
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oh wow its been a hot minute since i've updated this journal but hihi!~ first off, happy new years! γγγΎγγ¦γγγ§γ¨γοΌοΌοΌ i know its a bit late but i wanted to be said!!
i actually posted a new years artwork on the day of! but i thought i should also put it here so that you can see it! i had a lot of fun drawing myself like this, in fact its a rare drawing of myself without a ribbon (im pretty sure? i dont think this predates my infinity nikki model)
cheers to 2025! and i h

now im opening up a new journal page to also announce my hiatus on youtube a bit more indepth;;
i will be going on a march hiatus indefinitely (γ£ββΈβ c)
there are a lot of reasons both personal and public and while i cant go into depth i want to be able to explain a bit more in depth in this journal atleast! but for the sake of my privacy i wont be delving into any personal reasons (nothing bad has happened to me though!)
since august of last year, the work ive been doing has significantly increased. both are personal projects and also outside projects, and at this point in time i dont have the drive to keep juggling everything - to constantly chase after uploads.
of course, this isnt a foreign issue. lots of youtubers do, and even prefer, to make videos and then immediately work on the next. and whilst i dont look down on this method, i realize it has caused me a lot of trouble and inconvenience. i dont think i want to allow myself to do this as it not only exhausting but also stifles my creativity.
and my creativity is a very important aspect of myself, im very sensitive when it comes to my creativity becase the moment i lose it i know ill only be disinterested, less cooperative, and frustrated.
and so i want the opportunity to take a break and go at my own pace
but also on the subject of projects, ive been piling up on huge video ideas that is quite difficult to do atm because of me having to chase the next upload. i always think "isnt it better to work on this instead so i can get it out quicker?" its the rational way of thinking but i also dont want to end up not doing these projects at all. even if they arent really as big as i make them seem, its no lie to say that i care deeply about them and i cant just sacrifice them for other video uploads.
i also do everything on my own! and naturally that makes making my videos take more time
all of this and more is why i desperately need my hiatus. so thank you for all the support you have given me! and i will make sure to use this time wisely (*α΄ΝΛ¬α΄Ν)κ€.οΎ
idk how to end this sooooo byebye (^..^)οΎ