call me Claude, Rimbaud, or any other name you see fit. i am fourteen years of age. i am a strictly nonsharing soulbound of Paul Verlaine, Diablo, and Sakunosuke Oda, as well as a gachikoi and yume of many other characters that you can find here. i am a fiction kin for: dottore, hua cheng, claude, rimbaud, lan wangji, and more that you can find here. i yume many characters because it brings me comfort, same with kinning. i have MDD, GAD, Panic Disorder, and C-PTSD which causes me to constantly be on edge and in an extreme state of 'fear'. i have a hard time feeling emotions as heightened as others would because of this. i experience extreme paranoia and might stop responding / distance myself mentally because of this. i am questioning other mental things. please tell me outright if you are uncomfortable - i am not a mindreader. i am a system, though we prefer not to label ourselves. i am getting evaluated soon - my guesses are identity fragmentation due to C-PTSD or OSDD (specifically 1-B.)

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