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interests
games⠀⁍⠀genshin impact , honkai: star rail , wuthering waves , zenless zone zero , roblox , pony town , horizon series , the last of us series , tomb raider series , uncharted series , halo series , call of duty series , fallout series , minecraft , goat simulator , sci-fi / post-apocalyptic / action / adventure / shooter / racing / simulator genres
shows / movies⠀⁍⠀stranger things , dexter , squid game , the last of us , special ops: lioness , the oa , killing eve , bird box , annihilation , a quiet place series , jurassic series , top gun series , mission impossible series , jack reacher , edge of tomorrow , american psycho , ex machina , hush , 3 body problem , batman: the dark knight series , deadpool series , the proposal , enola holmes , the electric state , the breakfast club , sixteen candles , sci-fi / post-apocalyptic / fantasy / action / psychological / thriller / suspense / comedy / romance / horror genres
anime⠀⁍⠀howl's moving castle , devilman crybaby , the disastrous life of saiki k , a silent voice , neon genesis evangelion , ajin: demi-human , dan da dan , erased , death note , a sign of affection , komi can't communicate , horimiya , my happy marriage , the apothecary diaries , link click , sasaki to miyano , bungo stray dogs , doukyusei , the case study of vanitas , hunter x hunter , kuroko's basket , cells at work , ghost stories en dub , the devil is a part-timer , my dress-up darling , scott pilgrim takes off , panty & stocking with garterbelt , black butler , demon slayer
manga / webtoons⠀⁍⠀cherry crush , the summer hikaru died , noa-senpai wa tomodachi / noa is my friend , kimi no yoru ni fureru / touch within the abyss , lost in the cloud , kamisama kiss , kimi ni todoke / from me to you , the guy she was interested in wasn't a guy at all , tian guan ci fu / heaven official's blessing , countdown to countdown , true beauty , operation: true love
music⠀⁍⠀sleep token , epic the musical , three days grace , amira elfeky , whatsaheart , removeface , 6arelyhuman , asteria , odetari / odecore , billie eilish , melanie martinez , the weeknd , lady gaga , rihanna , shakira , bruno mars , charli xcx , lauv , jimin , jung kook , kai , taemin , hwasa , chung ha , bts , txt , enhyphen , stray kids , ateez , exo , wayv , xg , newjeans , aespa , le sserafim , k/da , babymonster , chogakusei , many many many more artists , 2000s-2010s pop , kpop / jpop , alternative , indie , prog metal , alt rock
misc⠀⁍⠀singing , baking , cooking , reading
before you interact
i am diagnosed w autism ( lvl 1 ) , inattentive adhd ( in-adhd ) , generalized anxiety disorder ( gad ) , dysthymia / persistent depressive disorder ( pdd ) , complex ptsd ( c-ptsd ) , obsessive compulsive disorder ( ocd ) , n dependent personality disorder ( dpd ) w bpd + avpd features . i also struggle with dermatillomania n multiple psychosomatic symptoms that can distress me daily . my mental disability n these disorders affect the way i think , behave , n interact w others . here are some behaviors caused by these that you should be aware of when interacting .
i usually can't start conversations or keep them going , my verbality fluctuates so please do not think i'm being dry on purpose ( i prefer to sit in comfortable silence most of the time ) , i repeat words or phrases ( echolalia ) , i will need you to repeat yourself at times , i am easily distracted , i might come off passive / aggressive / disruptive at times without meaning to , i have trouble discerning tones through text ( i will ask for clarification if you do not use tone tags ) , i can become easily overwhelmed by too much sensory input ( ex. crowded areas on pony town give me too much visual input , so i will move to a more secluded area ) , i can be very sensitive when it comes to criticism or rejection ( please do not baby me , i will get over it ) , i experience intense emotions at times ( this is not me being dramatic or overexaggerating ) , i tend to overthink solutions to all possible worst-case outcomes , i may perceive certain situations as threatening even if they are not , i may struggle to calm down for a while after being disturbed or agitated , i tend to isolate myself either from simply being socially overwhelmed or afraid of interactions , n i tend to be very easily irritable due to premenstrual syndrome .
kinning⠀⁍⠀first off , i label myself as a fictkin . however , i do not experience delusions n i am not plural . i simply kin these characters to a strong degree n prefer to not be separated from them . i experience shifts based on a multitude of reasons n may prefer different sets of pronouns from one kin to another . second off , i label myself as a copingkin , which i describe as identifying as a character due to experiencing similar traumatic or emotional events . thirdly , i label myself as an otherkin . do not confuse this w therians , i am not a therian . my otherkin types are mainly angelkin n vampirekin but i may consider myself batkin , catkin , dogkin , or other animal kins. yes , i am fully n well aware of my reality . there is no need to ' reality-check ' me . i will only laugh at you due to how miserable your life must be without experiencing childlike joy n whimsy .
yumeshipping / shipping⠀⁍⠀i am an obsessive + possessive yumedanshi of : neuvillette , alhaitham , xiao , ifa , il capitano / thrain ( genshin impact ) , boothill , mydeimos ( honkai: star rail ) , ivan ( alien stage ) , crush ( cherry crush ) , kaworu ( neon genesis evangelion ) , cirrus ( lost in the cloud ) , chinatsu ( kimi no yoru ni fureru ) , tiresias / the prophet ( epic: the musical ) , n hua cheng ( tian guan ci fu ) . most of my ships are my yumeships which are neuvicchino , xiaozuki , ifaron , capibina , sunhill , argenthill , myphai , ivantill , cherush , kawoshin , skyrrus , chisumi , deathmessages / tiresermes , n hualian .
do not interact
stef dni STOP COPYING MY ENTIRE PERSONALITY WTF ! we are NOT twins !! GET AWAY FROM ME . ( /j HEAVY JOKE i love you stef we actually performed mitosis n were seperated at birth we're literally twins ok ignore my biological twin brother he doesn't exist ♡ ) , for the love of GOD leave me out of your chronically online ponytown discourse . i do not care what someone did or said unless it actually harmed someone . i have a life outside of pt , ok ? thanks , ex friends , under 13 y/o , over 25 y/o ( unless we're already friends ) , racist / colorist / anti-semitic / islamophobic , sexist / misogynistic , politically radical or far right wing / conservative / anti choice , transphobic / homophobic / anti-lgbtq+ / anti-mogai , transid / radical inclusionist , say slurs you can't reclaim , ableist / say the r slur , anti self-diagnosis , anti recovery , pro endogenic ' systems ' , proship / darkship / comship , ship illegal ships — incest / pedophilia / etc , sexualize minors , think fiction doesn't affect reality , romanticize problematic tropes in media — mental illnesses / self harm / physical , sexual , or emotional abuse / assault / rape / other immoral tropes ( yes , this includes ships such as arlefuri . you're romanticizing an abusive dynamic ) , or make jokes about sexual assault / abuse / rape .
thanks for reading :3