dramatic scene music tense starts playing*
Isaiah: You.
She began to slap him.* ( slap sound effect )
Matthew: Did... Did you just SLAP a man.
Isaiah: I don't CARE, you were using me. You fucking gold digger, I wish i realized sooner...
Matthew: HAH! I never needed you anyways, you were just my source of Money!
*Isaiah's heart began shattering slowly, feeling brokenhearted but furious, heavily upset on what matthew was doing throughout the relationship.*

Hi I'm Isaiah or Lily he/him cisgender dude, femboy* and straight. Orthodox christian, devoted and not planning to change the truth for a lie. Himedanshi, 14y, russian
german
turkish
scottish
diagnosed schizophrenic with medically recognised BPD :P
tsundere, kuudere, nyandere. but you will never catch me admitting that irl ς(≖_≖ )ノ🔪
roblox developer :PPPP check out my projects
the living embodiment of Lily duolingo, Tomoko Watamote + ame NSO in real life disagree = i turn in2 a little virus on your computer :3c
A lovemail for all my amazing beautiful perfect friends whom I want to have platonic makeout sessions with. None of this is in order AND EVERYTHING HERE IS PLATONIC as I'm aroace with a gorgeous gf
Cabby
Entry 1: My fp ever....I love you so much cabcabs you mean so much to me. You truly mean the world to me and I would give it to you if I could. Not romantic Ew. yuck. you know I don't think of you in that way (ー̀⤙ー́ ꐦ) I just had to make sure. But yes, you mean so much to me and I genuinely mean that, so I thought I could express it here...I really don't know what I'd do without you. You helped me get out of an insanely toxic friendship, and you joining that inanimate insanity roleplay server me and yk who.. ran in august of 2024 was the best choice you could ever make, maybe not to you but that's how I see it... You mean lots to me and I really can't imagine a life without you.. I'm hallucinating right now running on nothing but red doritos and white ultra zero monster so I hope you can understand me but you seriously mean so, so much to me. I always laugh whenever we dm. You're so hilariously funny and I really want you to know that, not even that but when there's an occasion I'm not bodyshaming and insulting you it's actually really fun to be nice to you because you're constantly sweet to me... I know I tend to have my fair share of BPD splits*, and we don't always agree on everything, it's my fault for being so easily irritable and I'm so grateful for the fact you're patient. I'm so grateful for YOU, seriously. You never judge me about my lame interests like duolingo and you willingly listen to my theories not just about that but literally anything in general. I love talking to you, and I love hearing about dog days so much. I remember I made a long lovemail in your birthday game, but I feel as if that was just not enough, so I'm saying it here. I really like you so much Cabby, please never change. I'll try get better for you because I really want you to be proud of me just like how I am with you. Saying it here again, PLEASE DO NOT BE SCARED TO TALK TO ME ABOUT ANY OF YOUR INTERESTS IN GENERAL I love hearing you talk so this wouldn't make a difference. I just suck at listening, though I do read fast when I'm on phone so there's that. I might take a little time to read on pc (which I'm always on, even now.) but just know I'm always listening. I seriously do need to be nicer to you sometimes cause I feel like all I do is call you a fat cow and JUST SO YOU KNOW (you already do but I wanna state the obvious again) every insult I call you is a joke, I'm just a dumb tsundere and I know nothing, and like you stated prior, you know the difference with me joking around and me being obviously upset. BRO there has been so many occasions where I burst out laughing during our conversations, and I love showing you progress of my coding... You even listen to my project rants like 2C4S so I APPRECIATE YOU FOR THAT!!!TJANK YOU!!!!!! I will definitely make you a beta tester. While I have been tired, you've been motivating me to work harder and I really thank you for that, that and just even staying with me makes everything great. I seriously appreciate you Cabby. I need to write more but just know I love you to bits do not ever become an evil 1161 butch skinhead capitalistic maga far rightist or I'll die!!!!!!!!!!!!
Entry 2:
...:/ you haven't spoken to me in almost 3 days i've been #DYING!!!! I think you're sick so I obviously do understand I HOPE YOU GET WELL SOON! I'm very excited for you to read everything i've said.. I truly have poured my heart out, and funny thing is, I'm not even done. I can't wait for you to be back I've missed you so bad :(( I've been so depressed without you smh COME BACK I HATE YOU I could genuinely never miss someone like I miss you cuz I miss u like everyday HLEP I hate it when you're gone cuz you're my best friend and you're so fun to have as a friend and just very great. Other people are so missing out and I'm glad I'm able to have someone like you with me... I HOPE YOU'RE OKAY WITHJ ME SPAMMING YOU! You genuinely are amazing nobody could ever replace you i'm SOOO tired of waiting but its ok cuz its worth igt GET WELL SOON CABBY ILY!
Entry 3:
I know i need to start writing on other lovemails now but i cant help it.... you are SO kind and sweet and caring to me it's genuinely crazy, you've helped me with so many things and you've helped me at my lowest, i'm really thankful to have someone like you in my life and i cherish every single moment we have. I love talking to you So So much you literally always listen to my stupid fucking rambles BUT YOU NEED TO TALK MORE TOO SOMETIMES because i feel too bad constantly making you listen to my duolingo lily and zari ship rants and headcanons and my lore Ok. You are SO good and sweet and kind and considerate and caring, i genuinely don't know how anyone could dislike you because yiure literally amazing and so funny. you always know what to do when im upset you always know how to make me laugh you always know what to do at the right moments and its just Ugh it's so nice and i'm so mad at myself for not speaking to you more in 2024. At the same time, i was very unhealthy back then so i likely wouldve bpd split on u or harassed u if u ever remotely made me upset. So i'm glad we could spend 2026 more together, even if we've had our ups and downs you've still stayed with me and i'm so grateful for that, and to have you as a whole. you've seen basically almost all of my major eras and i'm really glad we could stay in contact. The thought of losing you is genuinely so scary to me so do not ever leave me please #OK i know you wouldnt im just really scared to imagine a life without you and yeah IM PROBABLY GONNA WRITE MORE LATER, BUT I NEED TO FOCUS ON OTHER LOVEMAILS SOON HELP okay. I love u cabby Ok
literally us


Moeko
Entry 1: OMG WHERE DO I BEGIN genuinely I love you sm Moeko.. little bbq moekcchio alijacchio unspecchioveilcchio pinocchio...touches your belly YOU'RE GENUINELY SO FUNNY DUDE SERIOUSLY I MEAN THIS like you genuinely carried my december 2025, my 2026 and literally my sanity.. I might cringe at this later but I do not care YOU MEAN SO MUCH TO ME you're so sweet and nice and caring even if we (rarely) get upset with eachother we always bounce back up and never say anything we will regret later. You're seriously everything I could ever want in a friend, sweet, life threateningly funny, great listener and talker, amazing at art, willing to help with my projects with your smart ideas and so on. ALSO YOUR MUSIC TASTE IS SO FUCKING GOOD Also our inside jokes are amazing IM CRYUIONG HOW DID WE COME UP WITH PINOCCHIO (Who is now 4 months old), (climb on my bed with the incest spray), Baked buldak 🤤, Please dont talk about Pinocchio as im easily triggered by him., AND SO ON. BRO IM LOSING IT I love having you as a friend SO MUCH I'm writing this as you're offline on 𝖕𝖎𝖓𝖔𝖈𝖈𝖍𝖎𝖔 𝖒𝖔𝖉𝖊 AND OUR JOKE MATCHING PFPS BROO IM CRYING I GENUINELY GIGGLE AT OUR PFPS EVERYTIME I LOOK OVER. IM GIGGLING RN bro when I was scared to put my pfp as someone you did it for me so I wouldn't feel lonely and left out and a little shy from this dumb fixation and THAT PROVES YOU'RE SUCH A GOOD FRIEND not only that but it's one of the wholesome moments of our friendships if I go off from the top of my head... hmm i wonder what more i can say but all my brain juice for you has been used up... COME AGAIN ANOTHER DAY buuuut HEY dont fret. cuz.ihave. the. duos.yeah. OKAY LAST WORDS AS FOR RIGHT NOW BEFORE I HAVE MORE IDEAS AND WRITE MORE I love love LOVE you so much moeko mmmm Big smooch on your belly stay pinocchio with the incest spray twinocchio 
literally us

We are also the pinocchio twins.
Weronika W.I.P
all my brain juice is used up today