⠀⠀ stelle⠀lovemail𓈒゚🥞🌟

ೀ ͡ ݂01/18/25: 2:55AM⠀‎ ‎ .ᐟ
Lowkey, I'm awful at love-mailing people on sites. Nonetheless, when you mentioned someone you care gravely for never having written something long and truly affectionate and kind, I wanted to fill that void for you. Though I have only known you so long, I've witnessed your kindness, and I appreciate it. Your kindness is not just to me but to everyone around you; they all get to bask in your warmth, and even if just for a second, I promise it's worth a lifetime. When I needed you, you helped me. You helped me understand my situation and my feelings regarding how I was treated; all I can ever hope is that you end up in someone's safe arms. I am quick to overprotect, even amongst friends who aren't being mistreated by people I knew! but I'm especially protective over you, and I know it can be overwhelming, which you can just tell me, but I promise it's in the best faith I can offer. All of my being sees you as kind, considerate, and funny. Your jokes make me laugh; I do really love talking with you, and you're totally akitocore no matter what was said previously, and your voice isn't that bad at all; in fact, it's calming and a symbol of safety even. It's so very therapeutic that it kind of makes me sleepy; it's an ironic clash to mine every time you're around, which gets all mangled and jangled. I DEEPLY want to take care of you; every time I find something or see something that is negative towards you, it literally feels like a gun is loaded in my mouth and shot.This "lovemail" is not my best because I am tired, but it will be updated ever so often. If I could right now, I'd tell you how deserving you are, but I am cuddled up and quick to sleep. Let's see if I come back to this after an hour's nap (I will) (I so will) (I have so many words for you that it's hard to even put them together).

ೀ ͡ ݂01/18/25: 3:04AM⠀‎ ‎ .ᐟ Okay... So, I'm really bad at waiting. I am just brimming with words to say. A love mail isn't to benefit me or to acknowledge your kindness; it's to appreciate you in everything. Even when you're having bad days, slow days, or when you feel stuck, I will be here to pull you up and drag you along; we all need a push, security, and support, and I promise you have all within me. You have my patience for how you go about things, you have my insight when you struggle, and you have my care when you're hurt. Your attempts are noticed by me; the slightest attempts to take care of yourself and to be kind are appreciated, and I'm proud. It takes such strength to be resilient in your good, and it is powerful to offer it to others. You are strong, kind, powerful, and a safe haven. if to nobody else, be it to me. You are well-communicated, articulate, and opinionated. Your opinions I am blessed to share with you, and communication I am proud to witness and more than willing to converse with. If there is one thing at all I want for you, it's for you to stay safe by my side and to feel protected here. Like no matter the odds, you will be defended and my ally. Despite the way everything plays out, I want to watch you keep trying and growing; I want you to fight back and stand up. Nothing will rid me of my care for you. I don't think I'm done, but for now maybe.

ೀ ͡ ݂01/18/25: 3:47⠀‎ ‎ .ᐟ
Also, I hate projecting onto Tsukasa because I actually can see it and I hate faggots but I'm still doing it for the sake of making this a ship I know you adore and validing the whole "youre nothing like akito youre so fucking annoying" stuff hehe... I used to be compared to Tsukasa in my exes polycule because narc and our general outlook on ourselves and things so this was like stabbing myself 60 times but so worth it for you, also... look

next to a dog, I'm a little bunny (like lola bunny) and you are so sleepykitty... totally perfect for this rentry. tsukasa complimenting akito's smile in the emergency meeting sidestory is so me, and the way akito leaves tsukasa hanging 24/7 So you!!!!!

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Pub: 19 Jul 2022 16:23 UTC
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