* Going to massively revamp this one of these days give me some time..
Lifelong special interests: genres of horror (slashers / psychological focus), Fall Out Boy, Fight Club (all variations), 2000's early internet culture (especially horror related & forumboard), abnormal psychology, technological advancement & Pokemon. These are all very formative of me as a person..

Longterm hyperfixations: v系, FIDLAR, punk subcul, moedenpa media (all that falls under it), figure collecting, breakcore & numetal, EGL, theology (Abrahamic religions), Fire Emblem, Type Moon, FFVII and Your Turn To Die.


Current hyperfixes... League of Legends, Overwatch, Drakenier, Granblue Fantasy, FFVII & Limbus Company. Watching: HOTD.

Longterm Tank main, current flex / support main. Black, blue and red are my favorite colors. I'm big into "aesthetics" (I have a tumblr if that says anything). i'm literally PGE.

One day I will have a Sephiroth shrine mark my words. Lifestyle EGL wearer. Punk oujilita always expanding my loli collection. I talk about this a lot but besides that, here's a messy abridged list of what I enjoy besides hyperfixations and special interests:

  • yaoi I'm a fudanshi!, the macabre & occult, visual novels & rpgmaker games, the paranormal, mortuary studies, j / rpgs, Hello Charlotte, Elsword, Drakenier, jfashion (punk gothic kuro + old school), Cell of Empireo, htmlcss, LoL universe, Sefikura I love sephiroth, all genres of music, ProjMoon, eroguro, fighting & fps games.
  • some vtubers (ChroNoir) & streamers, mockumentaries & film, Skins UK, The Sopranos, animals, old torture methods, guns + other miscellaneous weaponry.

Edgelords, villains, repressed men & abusive dynamics have my heart... Play games with me (: My detailed media list:

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i like everything in the world. ive consumed all of this media in the past. i fixate on some of these at times more than others: 
 scroll  or  swipe = animanga & medias i like:  chainsaw man, jjk, sometimes bungo stray dogs,  puella magi madoka magica,  death note,  devilman,  evangelion, serial experiments lain,  black butler,  soul eater,  eizouken, black lagoon, owari no seraph,  vanitas no carte,  dorohedoro,  vocaloid, kii kanna's works, inio asano's works, type moon, project moon (limbus & ruina), silent hill, resident evil, overwatch, league of legends, yugioh, final fantasy (ffvii), enstars,  indie games, marutoku games,  cell of empireo,  milgram, mahoyaku, hello charlotte,  identity v sort of (i enjoy the lore),  omori,  yaoi (yeah),  slow damage,   togainu no chi,  your turn to die,  danganronpa (all games & despair girls),  ranfren,  drakengard,  nier automatica and replicant (lore of nier in general),  elden ring,  hypmic,  granblue fantasy, skullgirls, yakuza, hello charlotte games, hotd & got, star wars franchise, saw franchise, most slasher movies LOL, needy streamer overload, loz, literally any idol game, persona specifically p2 p3 p5,  fire emblem fe2 fe4 fe7 fe8 awakening and 3h (fe4 and fe8 are my favorites), splatoon, paswg and pte (pop team epic), shameless U.S, higurashi, monogatari, honkai 3rd and star rail, tcgf, obscure horror visual novels, most 2000's kid shows. i dabble in mockumentaries and stuff like that.  i love anything theological and inspired, think: the divine comedy. 

too much other shit to list. if it exists i probably like it. i remember stuff i like when it's brought up, you are always free to recommend media to me

♡ = sefikura soushin shikiaki lucisan renheng hualian utsuhaji kuzukana ratiorine ooshin haikaveh.. all fixed. obviously more

I enjoy kink psychology (re: BDSM + such), kink memorabilia, kigurumi, moe media, religious themes & dark media and the like, studies on radioactivity, natural disasters (tsunamis), marine biology, taboo media & studies, fascinated by history, sociology, etc. All in all, I like learning & I like weird shit (:.

scroll  or  swipe =  non-media faves: PETE WENTZ and patrick (fob), die & toshiya (diru), MIYAVI, uruha & reita (thegazette) but i love all of gaze forever, ... gackt, bam margera  (2000s),  ville valo  (2000s),  devon bostick, evan shelby (: (pge4) 

When it comes to music my taste is everywhere. I'll make a full list of artists someday. I go from breakcore to cloud rap to grunge to rock to numetal to "scenecore". I love various subcultures.. Here's my playlist.

scroll  or  swipe =  My favorite vkei and j-rock bands are DIR EN GREY, THE GALLO, The GazettE, Sick2, DADAROMA, 01.gnogosan, room201, Gulu Gulu, BUCK-TICK, REOL, ZOMBIE, mercuro, etc. I love Fall Out Boy and FIDLAR.. Abridged favorites atm: NEGXP, NFract, Purity Filter, FREE.99,  Gezebelle Gaburgably,  Fried By Fluoride, Crustsox, kaneda7, h3artcrush, zeija, kets4eki, suicidal-idol, kawaiianimegirl1337, HEXXO, Lords of Acid, Genitorturers, Combichrist, Nine Inch Nails, Toxic Lipstick, Goreshit,  Abuse, Knife Party, BABYMETAL, Have A Nice Life,  IDKHBTFM,  death insurance, HOLYCHILD,  Jazmin Bean, Grimes, JPEGMAFIA, 6arelyhuman, Perfume, Childish Gambino, Machine Girl,  lwakura,  femtanyl, Egofear, lovekurousa, mimideath, IC3PEAK, Loli in Early 20's, Together Pangea, 100gecs, recovery girl, I guess I like Drain Gang, Ayesha Erotica, Lil Uzi Vert, Playboi Carti, Kendrick Lamar, Negative XP, The Hellp, Datfootdive,  Lalleshwari,   Birds Fear Death, Tyler The Creator, Death Grips, Steve Lacy, Depeche Mode, Deftones, Crim3s, Meth Wax,  Mr. Kitty,  Kate Bush, Ada & Devi,  STOMACH BOOK,  $WAGGOT, The Garden,  Jack Off Jill,  Three Days Grace, Korn, Green Day, Destroy Boys, Odetari, Girls' Gen, f(x), Tommyfebruary6,   lots more.. All I do is listen to music. I enjoy breakcore a lot stream train, cut my head off by kawaiianimegirl1337 

:warning: I like problematic content and whatever that includes or doesn't to you. I will rt / talk about such!

here are my favorite characters (mandatory)

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Pub: 17 Sep 2022 05:01 UTC
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