i see you.


it's ran, andrew or sable. ran pref. i'm 17, as pronouns he/him pref. i have adhd and aspd,, (+have minor anger issues)

i'm friendly in environments that love me. or according to what people(<3) say. whatever.

my friendzone is quite large but i think i don't consider myself suitable for them because my socialize ability is below normal. please have respect.) i usually sit w/my friends. they are good enough to cover my loneliness even just with their presence. i love you guys.


i often get very hung up on behaviors that will be a disadvantage to me/n. i would be uncomfortable, but i can't let this go. i get very angry at people -especially oomfs/moots with whom i'm breaking our connection right now- who ghost me for no reason and take me away from their surroundings. then sometimes it happens that i exhibit behaviors that i don't consider appropriate for myself,, please do not take me away from your surroundings for no reason. i need an explanation like other people. if i'm being suspended without knowing why i worry about it a lot. for my old oomfs/moots: give me a refund.

i made friends with a lot of people in my time AND i have noticed that "sensitive" people are intolerant of me. if you are uncomfortable with my behavior in communication please do not keep me around too much. i'm an out-of-tune person. i often forget how to behave somewhere,, if you want to be friends w/me please consider this. i don't like sensitive people. when i'm rude to them EVEN if it's a joke, they yapping behind my back. annoying.

there is only one thing you need to pay attention to when interacting. just please don't be cold to me. if it happens to joke it's fine, but if you're going to be really cold please fuck off. i don't have to pull anyone's 'recklessness' if you don't want the love and respect i show you there are simpler methods. yk. when i'm treated coldly all i want to do is take ridiculous revenge and that's pretty childish for someone my age. i don't want to act like this but because of my uncontrolled anger i'm doing things that i don't want to do to people who do this. this also applies to those who mistreat or ignore me. just don't do it.

mostly i deal with more than one job at a time. i may respond to your messages late or i may be cold without realizing it,, i can't always give my attention to one person. THIS IS SO HARD!!!

do not overreact. definitely. it's definitely one of the things i'm most uncomfortable with. if i have alienated you from my environment do not take it too hard. i usually do this with sudden anger but when i calm down i'll get back to you. but if you're going to complain about me to your friends because of this please fuck off the SAME WAY! your friends probably don't know me. do not make me an enemy to them with a bad language.


i usually really like it when people c+h. it's highly recommended unless i'm sitting with friends. if i liked you so much i could even get us to become oomfs from github! it is an appreciative thing that people consider me so worthy. you guys make me feel good!

if you pay attention to all of these -or try to pay attention- i will be very glad. for more open interact you can get my disc by texting to me from whisper.


probably more will be added here soon. that's enough for now.


"feel my ENTANGLEMENT!


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