okay wow cove Love that guy!

this is pretty much my rambling page about cove and OL and other stuff because he means so much to me Im not a soulbond or anything im just fictionkin ^_^
this might come off as schizoposting LMFAO i just tend to use like no grammar or punctuation when i ramble Im just being my authentic self rn

also heres the back button in case u get tired of this real quick

how do i even start this bro 😭😭

i fell in love with the goat cove james holden as a character a while back when i first played our life (but tbh who hasnt started like that lmao). literally going into OL i thought to myself "yeah im just playing this because im bored." I DIDNT THINK I WOULD GET HYPERFIXATED!!
now my personal issue is just that like my hyperfixations can get unhealthy really easily sometimes #SuspectedAutism like holy shit i would spend HOURSS literally through the night playing all the way through, losing sleep, forgetting to eat, thankfully i snapped out of it lol im normal now.. jk im still hyperfixated im genuinely never escaping OL anymore lololol BUT it's to a healthy degree now i'm not neglecting my personal needs

i think like a few months into the hyperfixation i started to realize i might be kin with the direct crush MC from ol.. and that kinda only strengthened my previously established love for cove because FICTIONKIN!!! im like a yume by proxy because what do you mean im in love with the guy i dated in my fictionkin memories ok man holy yuri

okay so this isn't supposed to be like a persuasive essay im not trying to Convince you to believe in what i believe.. i know this probably sounds BIZARRE if you're not fictionkin or otherkin in general i promise you im not delusional im genuinely just spiritual and have been since i was a LITTLE LAD!!! i've been a selfshipper/yumeshipper since i was like 9 but it wasnt a spiritual thing till now lol.

so i'm fictionkin and in love with the same person again! how does that work for me? well im lowk just a normal yume or whatever term you wanna use, i love a fictional character like all the others do We are all alike i promise. i'm not nonsharing or something because i consider my cove to be different from the cove everyone else loves so its like YEAHH WE LOVE COVE we are cove yumes we are cove fans!!!!! me too!!!! that doesnt mean anyone elses yumeship is any less valid tho like Yes sir cove loves you i agree nods my head AND ITS NOT SARCASTIC EITHER i really mean it and im not judging anyone else because their experience is different than mine .. thats why i dont understand nonsharing or really believe in it at all LIKE OBVI IF YOURE NONSHARING and you want doubles to NOT INTERACT i wont interact like yes im gonna respect U but i just. dont believe in it . but yeah im a normal ass yume like everyone else i just have a different view on it

it also means i see cove differently than others and just remember things differently Like hes not cis, his middle name wasn't james it was Jade, etc. but that's just what comes with my fictkin identity.. thats why i see my cove as different from the one in the game BECAUSE THEY ARE DIFFERENT!! and to make things even CRAZZIEEERRRR i found my cove in this universe MINDBLOWN like wow holy hell how did the gods align the stars so perfectly that WE MEET AGAIN YOU LOSER!!!!!! hi covejade i loveee youuuuuu :D we're both fictionkin and just like. soulmates at this point lolol its crazy BANANAS EVEN in the best way possible Ive known him like my whole life too its been almost 10 years!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i love love love my awesome boygirlfriend

okay that was kinda cheesy my bad.. ok lets continue Well i remember a whole bunch of things like me and cove used to listen to my ipod together, like one earbud in my ear and one in his and we listened to a lot of random pop punk bands and we did at the soiree too Because he was overstimulated and we were both nervous teens lol . i think we listened to punk rock princess by something corporate. veery cool
i had a bunch of posters on my wall that liz liked making fun of because what can i say she was 15 she was kinda mean but it was sisterly love between us. i think her making fun of cove was pretty funny though lmao i did the exact same thing Yes sis please ragebait my loser girlfailure crush thanks
we werent dating till later but my teasing sometimes bordered on just straight bullying lowkey.. sorry covejade love you. though i THINK he knew it was a joke.

he was transmasc when i knew him, not a trans man but transMASC, just some form of genderqueer. he was afab and not amab, he used pretty much any pronouns and was into cartoons . he wasnt as freakishly tall as the game portrayed him but I GUESS he was tall rolls my eyes. he found out he was NOT CIS pretty early on When we were like 13. it took me longer to figure out myself though I think i identified as a girl for the majority of my teen years.. im non binary now Heh. we pretty much promised ourselves to each other when we were like 15 We kinda knew what we wanted and THAT WAS EACH OTHER as corny as that is LMAO

we played video games and talked about literally everything possible He was always my number one supporter and i always tried to give him the support he needed in return When we were kids he was more shy than me like he would cling to my arm when he was nervous Awwww so cute! he liked video games back then too even if he wasnt very good he still tried to show off while i watched him play and he'd like. mess up sometimes just to make me laugh and tease him awwww i love my idiot boyfriend yayyy
he was always supportive of my interests and i supported his !!!! we both liked the ocean and its inhabitants so it was like double autism . two autistic losers yapping for years about things we liked related to the dang ocean!!! i loved the beach growing up and it didnt become a special interest for me until i was like 14-15 idk. i dragged him into my band slop too He likes fall out boy i like panic. we're kind of a package deal you cannot separate us we are usually together and never seen separately

happy pride month

i kinda made it my own joke that i really dont like cove but ITS NOT TRUE like obviously i love him if u remember the cove wall then. yeah BUT i still say i dont like him.. number one hater thats me i do not like you cove james holden get out of my house. my feathers
i always say it in my tiktok descriptions Like ill say i dont fucking like you cove you should Die okay im kidding i dont say all that...... but i do repeat myself See nobody hates cove more than ME. ill glare at him from across the hallway bro watch out .

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Pub: 14 Apr 2026 11:39 UTC

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