why im a pan gay
i am a pansexual gay. for me, that means that i am attracted to all genders, but all in a homosexual way. my gender changes to match that of who i am attracted to at any given time, so no matter who i am attracted to, that attraction is homosexual. if i like a girl, my gender is that of the girl. this also means i can be any gender, but when im not attracted to anybody, i am genderless. that makes me pangender and agender
i am gay not in the "nwlenw" way or whatever the popular definition is nowadays, im gay in the homosexual way.
i also call myself gay because throughout my life that word has been used to bully, harass, and belittle me, and it gives me a certain pride in myself to reclaim it and use it to describe myself.
no, i am not just pansexual.