25.03⠀♡⠀/Coquetry

Hi Dante, I love you so tremendously, I can't even comprehend it myself. I've never had a partner like you before and it's LIFE changing I fear. You make me feel things I never knew how to process properly because you bring all refreshing, genuine, and new feelings to my heart. Thank you for being patient with me and putting up with my petulant dictating (not toxic btw ;-;). And thank you for spending your hard earned cash on me, I genuinely appreciate it a lot. And even if I don't act like it all the time, I really mean it when I say I love you so much. I love you like I have loved no other. I have been grieving over an ex for 3+ years and since I've met you, she hasn't crossed my mind SINCE. You're an amazing boyfriend, you're incredibly selfless and caring. We've had our fair share of problems but it was nothing we couldn't overcome together. We have an endless amount of lore and moments together, I love how many inside jokes and references we've made in these few months together. You've taught me what proper communication was like, you've taught me what a real relationship feels like, you've taught me how to love, and I will use all you've taught me to make you happier. We beat the NPD and BPD dynamic stereotypes. Our disorders and differences never got in the way of creating a healthy, heartwarming relationship. Every time you genuinely make me blush, I feel like the luckiest girl in the world. I want to keep building this life with you, not just in the big milestones but in every single moment, no matter how small. The way you randomly text me something stupid just to make me laugh, the way you’re patient with me even when I’m stubborn, the way you’re always so present even when we’re apart. Those are the things that make me feel so secure with you. You’ve become my comfort place, my safe spot, my person. I feel like I can breathe when I’m with you, like the world could be falling apart and it wouldn’t matter as long as you’re there. We’ve grown together so much already, and I know we’ll keep growing and not just as a couple, but as individuals who push each other to be better. You’ve shown me a love that’s consistent even in my darkest times. I want to keep making memories with you, whether it’s trying a new game or show together, staying up until sunrise talking, or doing absolutely nothing but existing in the same space. I will keep choosing you, again and again, no matter what life throws at us. I’m proud of what we have and how we’ve handled everything together. You’ve made me softer in all the right ways, and stronger in others. You make me feel like maybe love isn’t just some fleeting thing, it’s something we can actually keep, nurture, and watch grow into something even more beautiful than it is now. I struggle with commitment but if it's for you, I'll try my best. I love you, Dante ♡

Hiee it's me again :) your favorite girl. I miss you already. Although it hasn't been long since you've flown to my state to see me, I miss you already. However, I'm not gonna say this to you directly because I already know you're trying to find ways to come back!! NO. Stay home, you can't afford it. With all I put you through, you still stay patient and show me love even when I'm showing you everything but affection. I always feel so shy talking about how much I love you, but I believe you deserve to know how much I love you and have easy access to it. Recently, I've actually started talking about you a lot! I've gotten more comfortable ranting about how much I love you. I never did so before because I felt as I would just be bothering my friends, but now I don't care about that as much. They don't seem to have a problem with it so I've taken advantage of it. You've already changed me so much as a person. I feel loved—so loved. It's fueling my will to not relapse and to continue improving as a person. We first met at a Walmarts parking lot and people say romance is dead! Romance is not dead, and I believe we are an amazing example of that. I love how you let me log onto whatever socials you have, I love the immense trust you have in me. I love sleeping on vc with you and hearing your stupid sleep talk. My favorite was when you were talking about jaywalking and how laws against drunk driving shouldn't exist (I agree). I love sharing my screen with you and forget I even am. Although it fucks up my battery, just enjoying it in the moment with you is worth more. I find it crazy how alters, that are always parallels and opposites—that were once against dating you, are just as head over heels for you like I am. It's safe to say I collectively love you! I love you so much, you will always be loved by me. Truly. I know this is just the beginning, but I'm scared. I know myself, and how I always break up eventually, but I am really against it. You are the first partner I've ever had that I didn't see myself breaking up with in the future. Being sick in the head, you let me freely speak my mind without judgment, and I really love you for it. Like, no words can express this unwavering love for you. I already feel like I've reached passed max love capacity for you. And I love how you're just as—if not, then more crazy for me. I know it seems bold to assume you might just love me a little more, but seeing all you've done for me, I really can't compete. I love you.

I've picked up some love languages as of lately. None you've seen yet, but it's in the works — I promise. Spoiler alert: Poems and loooong letters. Expect a box full of letters from me very soon. I've also been writing fanfiction of our favorite characters together and our idv mains. I project our dynamic into them and I enjoy writing them so much. I feel shy saying this but you are my muse when it comes to writing. You are my everything. You're my beginning and my end. I just don't see anything else fitting when it comes to expressing my love.

I don't have to and I don't want to imagine what we would be doing in the future because that would just be a waste of time. I already know it's going to be spent with you, and it's going to be special—and ours only. Whatever comes along, we'll be in it together. As long as it's with you, it's worth everything. And no imaginary scenario could ever recreate the feelings or the one-of-a-kind moments we will have.

Hi, my cute boy. This morning (Oct 9) wasn't really going well. Long story short, some individuals really reminded me why I hate society and humans. I felt like murdering someone (for legal reasons, this is an exaggeration to prove a point) and was actually trembling from all the rage I felt... and then I thought of you, and I was like, Wow I feel like those corny couples that say that their partner is the only one that can calm them down. You just bring so much joy to me and and my heart, I love thinking about all the time we've spent with each other.

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Hi, my love. You are just the cutest. I just love seeing your reactions to the simplest things. One of our virtual dates have been on my mind for a while: The one where you video called me and walked through an art gallery. You sobbed at the most unflattering and boring artworks ever, ranting about how beautiful they were when I really could not see it. And after some thought to it, I realized was really fitting for you. You were able to see the beauty in me (somehow) even when I felt like I was the most ugliest and unlovable person ever. I love you. Of course, you would find even the most mundane paintings gorgeous. And I love that about you, I love that so much.

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My handsome boy, I'm always thinking about you. I see us everywhere in any media. The hold you have on me is sickening, but it feels so good. I love you so freaking much.

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Pub: 10 Dec 2021 10:47 UTC

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