hi im lizzy or i also go by wish, u can use either idgaf! im a 16yo slavic (cz + sk/eng) cisgirl and use she/her prns but it doesnt mean the end of the world 4 me if u use diff terms. im woke but not woke woke, take that as u will #oops

no dni bcoz its not gonna get thru to some people but i dont wanna be friends with weirdos ok? weirdos as in anyone u expect to be in standard dni criteria yup? age groups int based on ur own boundaries cos i Rlly dont even gaf. #cant think for myself⠀⠀(im turning 17 in december)

ill worship the ground you walk upon if u call me nicknames or ESPECIALLY petnames ughh ill even drop to my knees i luuuv when people call me something kyute. like am i special? yes i ammmm. Ye im affection starved so wat... i love being affectionate all ma friends deserve the world mwahhh gives u all a fat kiss on the forehead

social anxiety is not just a tiktok term for me i get physically sick because of how stupidly nervous i am and there r so many ways my social anxiety will show, for example yes i will be very hesitant to play a new game in front of you, yes i dislike forced co-op games, yes im too anxious to play my music for you and yes i am scared of calling YADA YADA u get the point. #Please dont force me to do something i am not comfortable with doing due to my social anxiety Thank You. u get a gold star for being nice to me!

be ur chalant self if u wanna become a closer friend of mine! treat me like a bff and ill catch on suuuper easily, its the easiest path for me since i can ALSO be myself and ill get comfortable enough to reach out to you myself which means we will talk more! yeah!

im also a maladaptive daydreamer but again Dont think that this is js another term i saw online, ive been a perfect description of a maladaptive daydreamer since a vry young age there r genuine levels to this shit. im planning to write down a rentry abt how it affects my daily life but its embarrassing asfk so expect it to be done in Five Years earliest. yea ok long story short i get md urges MULTIPLE times a day and want to die if i cant stretch my legs out and daydream about my stupid little world and comf characters so if i randomly go afk and unresponsive thats what im doing 99% of the time #yup

as embarrassing as it is i rlly. like calling fictional characters affectionate terms Hiii but strictly not in a yumeshipping way Dont see me as a yumeshipper i js want to say that im laughing jacks doll without putting unnecessary terms on it bruuuh. its because of some personal issues #basically it all leads back to being starved of affection as mentioned earlier so Do u get it? ye u better

i dont use tonetags and Please do not use them on me either it js ruins the joke for Me Personally, ill literally just ask what u mean if im lost and if you yourself arent great with understanding tone then ill do my best to word things properly oki? also i use the f slur and call everyone & everything fat but neither is meant to be derogatory i see both terms as friendly insults. i myself am a fucking faggot and far from a skinny model #friendlyfire

im into quite a bit of media directed mainly towards adults like outlast and vns Sorry if that bothers you but i know what i can handle, i personally think i am mature enuff to be exposed to such topics and no i do not romanticize nasty shit thank you for ur Time

on that topic tfc (+ other vns with clowns) fans PLEASE b normal around me i would love to have more friends who r into tfc but with how majority of the fanbase behaves i dont think its happening anytime soon Umm. sorry most of you genuinely still have silly pinterest / gacha life humor and its ughhhhh i just CANT SORRY. also ive always been fascinated by circus elements dont call me a larp i will cry right in front of you bcoz why wuld u want to make me so sad. Frowns

i do love u outlast fans mwah but i will think of you differently if youre only a trials fan Sorray i just believe outlast is hard to handle 4 todays society if you havent been even just subtly involved with the franchise around the first few years of the first games release DONT TAKE THIS PERSONALLY DOE some people r simply like. too woke. for outlast in My opinion so im genuinely fucking scared of the reactions i might get when i tell people my favorite fictional character oat is a 47 year old misogynist who wuld have a toxic marriage in which he would prolly beat his wife from time to time inbetween being all lovey dovey and on top of that you could speculate that he has sa allegations despite having trauma himself and honestly i wouldnt be able to convince you otherwise Oops SORRY i just find the way red barrels write their characters super interesting

if there is one thing that genuuuinely bothers me to no end its being left on seen or ignored in gcs intentionally LIKE A LOTTTT i will literally withdraw from talking to you bcz i dont wanna be a fool that chases after someone who dont gaf but dont take this to heart if u do it accidentally im talking bout like doing it constantly AND on purpose #dont worry i love u

however im also guilty of leaving people on read unintentionally sometimes bcoz its so easy for me to accidentally open the dm without meaning to reply yet or to check it when im busy and tell myself ill get back to you in a minute and #yup you guessed it i just FORGET!!!! double msg me to check in if u feel like this has happened LOL dont worry abt bothering me i actually appreciate the reminder. apart from that i reply almost instantly or at least asap

feel free to take inspo from like literally anything i create be it graphics or pt skins or rentry layouts or profile decoration i dont even care. i feel so honored when someone idolizes me for something like awwwhhhhh thats so cute. plus customization for most of the above is pretty limited anyway. also i rlly Like making rentries so if you want one just reach out to me and ill get it done no matter how complex u might want it #pls give me layout ideas i need dissss

i get a tiny bit possessive over my friends if i consider them close umm. sorry if im like wary or have an odd grudge against YOUR other friends im doing my absolute best to work on this because i know its annoying Im just So. scared of being inferior Lmfaoooo also this is why i dont rlly meet up my friends together im terrified of being the outcast in a trio #yeah. again i know this is fucking irritating LOLOL so dont feel pressured or guilty just live your life. its not you its Me actually

im like trying to trick myself into an "idgaf" mindset telling myself im easygoing or that things arent so deep for me because thatd make it better for not only my own mental health but also my friends since then id be easier to be around but i am. Unfortunately sensitive in the way that i overthink interactions and dig in too deep into shit that shouldnt matter and once again im Sorry LMAO this is annoying not just for you but for me as well but im doing my. fucking best oki. i was not built to be nonchalant. thumbs down