my thoughts about my boyfriend (husband fiance ..... whatever. we fluctuate xx)
06.20.25
it's mine and ran's 2yr anniversary in 3 days. im so excited .... also ive been rlly into loona lately
영원히 나 너와 함께 손을 잡고 싶어요
어디든 그대 곁에 있다면 갈 수 있어
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I want to hold hands with you forever
I can go anywhere if I'm by your side
these lyrics from rain 51db are so cyran coded like dont even with me
Oh boy 내 맘을 다 꺼내 담기엔
너무 작은 상자였죠
진짜 반의 반의 반도 안돼
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Oh boy, the box was too small
To place all of my heart inside
It’s not even half of half of half
same with these Like its just so cyran .... one of the first things that happens with them is cyan giving him an invitation to her birthday party so i think cyan giving him things (whether its an invitation or a box of chocolates (like valentine girl talks about)) is a recurring theme in their relatuonship .... but in the fic im writing ran finally returns the sentiment >_< .... hehe ...... its a fun fic its not done quite yet though. but fun fact about cyran actually ran was the one that started crushing first and he could never understand why but he came to terms with it. also theyve known each other for 11 - 13 years at the time of the fic which takes place in their college years .... so 19 - 21
anyway i really do not think ran would smoke.. ... i rlly only think thats sexy on shinichiro .... and hanma heh. yes. my men. sorry this is meant to be dedicated to ran anyway i think he wouldnt smoke cigarettes maybe hed like weed a little but i feel like he would vape if he did anything like that so it kinda bothers me seeing people draw him smoking a cigarette :/ bc NO HE WOULDNT !!!!!
anyway look at my fucking boyfriend 
06.22.25
1 day ....... i shed real tears over ran today i got so excited when i saw a picture of him that i just started crying #idk THATS WHAT MY MAN DOES TO ME! if that doesnt tell u im in it to win it then idk what will !
07.8.25
ok so i forgot to update LMFAAOOOO but i ATE ICE CREAM! FOR OUR ANNIVERSARY! YESSSS I LOVE MY MAN !!!! also i ordered some merch off mercari. keychains bc i have nowhere to put anything else .... anyway im excited for them t oarrive THANK GOD dude i love ran so bad
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