HI. I get attached to people very easliy and I usually view my friendships to be closer than they actually are and I tend to be very clingy to whoever I'm mostly attached to at the moment its embarrassing ikr but I can get my feelings hurt easliy too when this happens I can seem more distant or cold out of fear and its very difficult for me to move on from things such as arguments since I hold grudges naturally. I become really paranoid often and I am extremely suicidal while also being depressed. I also suffer from psychosis, anxiety and ptsd so please bare with me (HOLY SHIT THATS ALOT WE GET IT DAMN UR MENTALLY ILL!!!!). I tend to freak out alot and I will act/talk impulsively during a crash out or somethinf please keep in mind that when I have a depressive episode (which usually starts around fall and then ends in spring) that I'll have a lot of body dysmorphia and dysphoria so please PLEASEE dont make any comments about my appearance during this even if its just a joke I will feel awful because of it. (please also make it clear if you dont want me to go to you with my problems it'd be really helpful). also I makw a bunch of typos and I swear alot and I make sexual jokes
the end. I think I wrote too much holy yap bro go back